my best friend Always turns into my worst enemy.

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mandy files

mandy - death to bridgette fortin

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastered by crayon

i swear it's all my fault
i cut myself when i'm alone
is there someone to help at all
i swear this is my final fall

i swear this is my fault

mandy - Chill guys im okay (raw vocals)

keys

hands on eachother
we shouldnt wait too long
im tired of being friends
so let me show u what u missed

conversations i know u wanted to have
n i'd go thru hell js to have u
sit right beside me
ik that u want it too

tell me are u tricking me love?
ik its u n him it shouldve been us
u didnt wanna ruin our friendship
u n me coulda done the same shi
but u wit him baby
dont end it now

quit the act

[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

crayon - wait for me

by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:
i didnt even tell u
i didnt need to tell u anyways
ill still b okay
in the end its all the same
but u made everything go away
ur like a tattoo stuck to my brain
i j cant seem to forget ur name
and i dont wanna try again w sm1 new
cuz i still feel a way abt u 
im scared that its gon happen again
so maybe were better off friends
in the end its all the same
maybe im j scared of getting hurt
idk i never felt this way b4
im probably the worst
but do i still miss u? of course
u changed so much this year
while u left me here
and im still tryna get out
everything feels so weird
without you here
and im still tryna figure it out

all the same

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entry logs (1-7)

Entry Six

like do you want a fucking cookie (demo)

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

your thighs are bleeding everywhere

my blood touch smeared up in your hair

your tired then fuck me anyway

burn your cigarettes all on my back

all on my back 3x

burn ur cigs

i wish i was pretty

hang me on the oak tree

mentally unstable bf

aka mandy aka yen aka browardgoth aka boobfan27 aka heartpacing aka gucci wizard aka gory aka rarest

Entry Six

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