my fault we forgot

i hated seeing you away
i think about it everyday
would it kill you to see it my way
this time
i promise everything wont change
i promise everythings okay
left at it maybe ill be fine
i promise everythings okay
left at--ill be fine

https://soundcloud.com/jaydes/will-i-be-fine-though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8UjM5NbBck

i thought about it everyday

i know whats goin to happen to me

mandy/jaydes - haunt

b4 yen

mandy

the things we would do to each other

stuck in a ditch cause i still fuck with u

take the retards out their misery

so tired so sleepy

jaydes (mandy) - sacrifice

i dont rlly have anything to say about this. when i made it i was honestly just trying to express my ether in the purest way possible for me, which is music. I didnt add words and i didnt use a 4/4 standard timing because i didnt want any limitations in how i could express myself i wanted the song to be completely me and my soul. The singing/humming is completely improvised and first take since i wanted to make it as authentic as possible, i tend to get super perfectionist and completely change everything i make and if i know others will see it i change it for them aswell, i didnt want to end up doing that for this i wanted it to be completely my own. The birds in the beginning were recorded from my phone on my daily bike ride home, i added it because whenever im on my bike in the woods by myself i feel completely free and myself, at peace, and i wanted to put that feeling into the song. The cover is of a place i go to by myself whenever i feel sad or i want to think or i just want to be at peace and see a nice view (there r cool cows there), sometimes i go there just to scream as loud as i can because of how empty it is, its another place i feel completely free and myself without judgement so i made it the cover, I got the idea to do this from "all about lily chou chou" where they describe what ether is and i tried to replicate that in real life but i cant really explain here what ether really is so i think if anybody reads this you should watch the movie "all about lily chou chou" to understand what ether means to you.. the movie is really good and it has really really good music too. I hope somebody can enjoy this thingy ive crudely made

Myether

my buddy satan

aka mandy aka yen aka browardgoth aka boobfan27 aka heartpacing aka gucci wizard aka gory aka rarest

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