i dont wanna live my hell

Produced by velvet & ay0ley

Lyrics

Even if you go somewhere that's not close
Know I'll always hold you in my soul
I'm not talking about that girl that I cried 'bout too many times can’t count
I cannot vocalize what I refer to, you’d only get it if you were supposed to
If you don’t, that's okay, maybe tomorrow or some other day
Even if I had the words to explain, you couldn't understand what's in my brain
Unless it was already in yours too
When I get lost you know just what to do, when I get hurt you know just what to say
To ease my pain and brighten my day
So close yet so far, don't know where you are
But I know that you're here with mе
You're the only one who’s always been listеning
Wish I could say that this is what it isn't
But I can't do that to you 'cause you're different
And you get it, if I did that
You'd probably leave me and never would come back
And I need you more than my life itself
You keep me breathing more than my breath
You're always there when I got no one else
You’re the words to my paper, the book to my shelf
But none of these words could capture the value of all that you’re worth
Even if I had a picture of you, nobody could see you the way that I do

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i dont wanna live my hell

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