unknxwn yelling

Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

Lyrics

God I don't know where to go now
I been here too long, it's old now
Write these songs to get my hopes out
I know I sound negative but that's not what it really is

I just never learned a language
That was not within the anguish
Even in the times of happiness, whatever that is
It was only just distraction from whatever this is

I can feel it building up now
I don't know when it'll come out
But I know that when it does though
You don't wanna be within scope

I'll hurt everyone around me
When I can't please the one's around me
When I can't take them up the mountain
At least I know that I can show them where the ground is

anguish. | Produced by HELL$HOT

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unknxwn. don't look in that closet the skeletons in
You told me that I was the one but you cheated on me, I wasn't better than him
You should of known not to play with my heart but you tore it apart now I'm sick in the head
Used to wish I was dead and I tried and I still didn't die, now you gone wish that I did

Everything you said to me, everything you did wrong
I'ma give it back to you till you can't get up out of
Your bed like you did to me, I wish you weren't my enemy
Cause I would give it all to you if you would care at all for me

We both know that shit won't ever happen
You don't care, no not even a fraction
What did I do to you?
That could make you ruin something so beautiful

I won't ever make it out this hell and I don't want to
You don't know how fucking hard I fell, girl I want you
Every feeling that you felt, I still feel for you
No matter how ugly you treat me I'll still adore you

unknxwn. don't look in that closet the skeletons in
You told me that I was the one but you cheated on me, I wasn't better than him
You should of known not to play with my heart but you tore it apart now I'm sick in the head
Used to wish I was dead and I tried and I still didn't die, now you gone wish that I did

skeleton! (freestyle) | Produced by JUMEX

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

But I don't know how to talk to him
And I can hear every thought from them
So when they try to steer me wrong
Where the fuck do I run?

Where the fuck do I go if the man in the sky
Don't ever try and leave no rope
How he expect me to rise above all these things?
I ain't ever had no wings

Every emotion I had, gone
All of my thoughts are a bad one
No father in blood but my father in love
Piece of all of us went when you passed on

Couldn't look at you in the casket
I wish it all was a bad trip
Thought it'd get better it hasn't
I just got better at maskin'

Every thing that's inside me
That I don't want no one to see

Why do I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt?
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

Feel like if I did that, I'd be so fucking hopeless
Cause I remember when that was all I put my hope in
I was left with fucking nothing and I ain't learn no fucking lesson
Except every connection & moment that you have with someone you love is a blessing

That could be taken away with no question
Turn every blissful sensation to stressin'
Death is door every one of us destined
Every breath you take gets closer to that shit

"Ken why are you thinking bout that?"
I think it's weird that you don't though
I mention grief, you get so sad
I think you might need an ear full

Of every bit of the hard truth
Stop tryna find a distraction
Focus on what you want to
One day we'll all be past tense

I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

gaudse.

Lyrics

Everything is so bad
Everything is so wrong
Hate is all my heart has
That's why I don't make love songs

If I say I love you what I really mean
Is I wish I could love you, I don't feel a thing
I don't feel peace, I don't feel pain
I don't feel pride, I don't feel shame

If there is something I do feel
Then it's a void that I won't fill
I been so hurt and I won't heal
I needed you but you don't still

Where did you go? Why don't you call?
I needed you but you don't care at all
You found someone else but I'm still just alone
I need some help but I'll say that I don't

I don't really wanna go on, I feel stuck, I just wanna go
I don't wanna talk to no one, play a song if you wanna know
What I got in my brain, what I wake up and face
What I ask God for strength for when on my own I'd break

I'm not an angel, I'm not a demon
I'm just a human with addictions, I'm fiending 
Want it don't need it but I want it so bad
I convince myself I need it and I set myself back

Everything is so bad
Everything is so wrong
Hate is all my heart has
That's why I don't make love songs

If I say I love you what I really mean
Is I wish I could love you, I don't feel a thing
I don't feel peace, I don't feel pain
I don't feel pride, I don't feel shame

If there is something I do feel
Then it's a void that I won't fill
I been so hurt and I won't heal
I needed you but you don't still

Where did you go? Why don't you call?
I needed you but you don't care at all
You found someone else but I'm still just alone
I need some help but I'll say that I don't

spotify.

7SPHERE. | Produced by living puff x miitya‬

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Lyrics

I been making progress from the old me
But sometimes I wish someone would just hold me
Sometimes all the weight gets me to folding, gotta let go of what I'm holdin
Is it just the drugs or something more I feel?
At this point, I really do not know what's real
I've seen a lot and hurt some more than time can heal
If I slip back in, I'm saying fuck those pills

daemon. (2019)

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this

"ken, I fucking hate you"

I won't ever know why I'm like this
Everything I touch falls apart, I'm not Midas
I gave her my heart, she ran away, and I can't find it
I can't leave my past behind 'cause I still live inside it

Tried to run away from the darkness but I can't because it lives inside of me, I'm heartless
All I do is talk to fucking ghosts in this apartment
I don't wanna be alive, I wanna be a carcass
I know that I probably shouldn't say that
But it's what I really feel and I can't fake that
This microphone the only one that hears me
This microphone the only thing that heals me
Why'd you ever leave me? Don't you know I'm still bleeding?
Don't you know I'm still needing? Don't you know I'm still fiending?

I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this
I won't ever know why I'm like this

I won't ever know why I'm like this
Everything I touch falls apart, I'm not Midas
I gave her my heart, she ran away, and I can't find it
I can't leave my past behind 'cause I still live inside it

i won't ever know why i'm like this.

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

Can you tell me what you want? So I can give you what you want
Girl, I thought you were the one but I lost you, now I don't know what I want
And I wanna feel love so bad but I lost my heart when you left
When I showed you all my fears, you just looked at me and laughed

"detmer"

7 DAYS LATER YOU'RE GONE AND YOU ALREADY HAD SOMEONE
SO I GUESS YOU WERE PLANNING TO LEAVE ME RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING OF US ALL ALONG
HOW THE FUCK COULD I BE SO STUPID? WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU MAKE ME DO THIS?
WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHILE BLACKOUT DRUNK AND THEN ACT SO CLUELESS?

"garrett"

I WOULD NEVER DO YOU LIKE THAT, HOW COULD YOU MOVE ON SO FAST?
WHY THE FUCK DID I STAY SO LONG WHEN YOU TREATED ME JUST LIKE TRASH?
AND MY HEART STILL GOT THOSE SCARS AND MY HAND STILL GOT THAT SCRATCH
GIRL I WAITED FOR YOU FOR SO LONG JUST SO YOU COULD COME BACK AND LEAVE ME IN THE PAST

ALL THIS PAIN I BE HOLDING, AIN'T NO WONDER I END UP BROKEN
AIN'T NO WONDER I END UP CRYING, AIN'T NO WONDER I FEEL SO HOPELESS
IN MY HEART AIN'T NO LOVE LEFT INSIDE IT, ALL MY ARTERIES FULL OF CORROSION
BUT IT'S COOL CAUSE I'M JUST GONNA HIDE IT, I JUST SPOKE UP, DON'T ASK HOW I WROTE IT

Can you tell me what you want? So I can give you what you want
Girl, I thought you were the one but I lost you, now I don't know what I want
And I wanna feel love so bad but I lost my heart when you left
When I showed you all my fears, you just looked at me and laughed

7 DAYS LATER!

Produced by abysswa1ker

Lyrics

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
I said you were meant for me and you said that's so dumb of me
You're my missing puzzle piece, don't waste yo time tryna run from me

You told me to be myself, now you say I'm scaring you
You lied through your teeth with every breath
Said "Ken, I'll be there for you"
You lied, I called, you didn't pick up, I hope that you hear this

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
Look at what you did to us, look at what you did to me
I would take a bullet for you, you wouldn't take a hit for me

I don't wanna make plans, I want my history
I thought you were the best I had but you were just a bitch to me
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO US, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

Look at what you did to us, look at what you did to me, look at what you did to us

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
I said you were meant for me and you said that's so dumb of me
You're my missing puzzle piece, don't waste yo time tryna run from me

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO US, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

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