LYRICS:



Mmmhmm

This is what it is
Those two heavy hitters
Jay fury
Darren bartlett
Here we come


Detonation imminent

Blowing smoke out here alone
Sittin at the end of the world
I swear I'm going to be all on my own
My anxieties I've hurled
Moving forward inside my mind
Advancing forward these lines
Upon which I've already signed
Desperately avoiding life's fines
I've come this far somehow
Ignoring this desire to quit
Come head up keep it up now
I've got to keep taking hits

Because they've told me this is the way
And the way is going to be the way it is
So pay no my mind and say what you've gotta say
Cause what you say is what you said and you said what it is
So carry on I tell myself
Telling myself carry on little soldier
Backpack on back keep it on self
Myself I can keep to myself yes sir

For myself is all I've got inside this lonely shelf that I call my own my place my home so never forget exactly what you own because the days you've sown will fall in line with days you've loaned which will never be what you atoned. Leaving us both on our own so together and alone we moan out loss of self inside this shelf never forgetting what I've had to sell so I can remember how I've become this shell frantically picking up the pieces to replace my insides and slowly replenish our minds losing the meaning of the words I left behind only to remember in due time that what I am isn't what I'll always be so to forget how to see is to be he who can only flee and beg and make his plea which is something I cannot be so my misgivings reside in the sea

And to carry on yes carry on once more little soldier
We've never said it'd be so easy
To carry once more from there to here
Upon your back to cross the sea
To arrive once more
Back to where I began
Only feeling more sore
Maybe I believe I can
But to know for sure
I stand up once more for sure
And make my way around just to be sure
So I know I'm really me for sure

This is what we've become
And it's enough for some
And maybe even most
But I can't just stand to coast
I want more than what I've come to know
To become that which disrupts the flow
It's to be greater than the bounds in place
To not just win your race
But to become he who reiterates the pace
To be the 100% foolproof case

In time I believe I can find
The goals for which I've come to pine
I simply must maintain stride
Fully remember all the words inside
These full conversations of the mind
Evaluating what I am to the rind
Forgetting the past to see the present has flied
And now I must find a new ride
Noticing now I'm one of a kind
Finding no purpose in what's behind
I must believe in my own hide
Reaching the goals and the ones they've implied

But lost I may find myself so lost but I can't forget all that it's cost to find my way here so what surrounds I must hear and find myself strong with no fear for what I've come to sacrifice has been nothing quite so trite but nay near my very life so I must retain this strife and fully feel the blight which may envelop if defenses are not fully developed for I musnt fail at such a checkpoint for an heir I have not anoint so carry on I must even though my frame of mind may bust I cannot say for sure that I've grown enough to have the cure nor have I been pure

And I must say so plainly
That I must say with much pain see
It's not so much the paths we've chosen
And the ones we've stuck our noses in
It's the ones we've ignored to get thus far
Those ones which could've made our score par
We must live with these lost chances
And fully disarm our lances
To truly see
We've become what we've seen


Written by Jay Fury, Music Produced By Darren Bartlett

        

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Miracles Could Be Real - Produced by Darren Bartlett

Produced by Dr. Doomsday

The poem "Alone" by Edgar Allan Poe, read by Henry Halloway.

Verse written and performed by Jay Fury.

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Sorrow - Produced by Dr. Doomsday, Ft. Jay Fury and Henry Halloway

Beat by Erik Underground Beats.

Vocals, Lyrics, And Production by Jay Fury.

LYRICS:

95 monsters comin after me
All looking to rip away my sanity
Crashing through the night
Darkened to no light
It's me against the rest of them
Most times it feels like one vs ten
No mercy for the master of the reigns
The new world order ordains
Ordains me as the holder of power
Striking fear into makin em cower
They suffer from a mouth so sour
From being shunned for hours
This is why they take up arms to take me down
The weak gang up on the one who wears the crown
It's the life of the chosen to defend alone
The gods and reapers, this is the life they've sown
So I stand another night and smite each enemy
Screaming to the skies what more can you send to me
Because the fact is that I will bow to no man
I refuse to fall before some master plan

Your lines are colored in fucking crayon
While I'm defined in fresh marble
The days swiftly approach your ultimate ban
I cannot be erased for I am too horrible
A consequence of letting a god roam below
Delve into the depths of a mind so creative
Crushing grief like benchin 400 kilos
The sense of inferiority is not native
I fight to hold my ground
I cannot lose my status
No scars will be found
All defeat is on hiatus
I am the alpha and the omega
The one true unstoppable being
Erupting flames out of the vega
The true almighty is what you are seeing
Eternal agony my eyes bleed
The hate convulsing within
The true god king you see
Warped and full of sin
A perpetual black hole is birthed
I cannot turn back now
Unstoppable my torment like passages blurt
From the holy in fear in the corner wondering how
Why were they forsaken
For why has all been taken
Staring into my corrupted soul
Terror begins to take hold
True they now can see
That I was the one who did lead
Placed so high above the rest
Worshipped like a god no less
And now I am the infernal opposite
The true conqueror of Armageddon they have writ
So scream and writhe in a fit
I'm here to rule immortal
Like a hellish world opened with a portal
This nightmare shall ensue eternal
An unleapable hurdle
It shall forever remain in place
No one shall rule this space
But I
The one who truly did buy
The deed to the earth
And with it I shall give birth
To everlasting hate and hell
The churches no longer shall ring their bell
For I have decided all to worship me
They exist only to be pawns bowing to their knee
I am the true representative of corrupt
And to put it plainly, you all are fucked


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The God King - beat by Erik Underground Beats

Really liked this track, and was one of the first tracks I heard on Soundcloud that I really wanted to work with, and thankfully Spirit &amp; Sky was all for it.  The original track by him is found on his page and is simply called Prelude.  This is an awesome rendition of the original Final Fantasy's introduction theme.  

Lyrics and Vocals by Jay Fury:

Lyrics



This crystal blue sky
That I awake to each day
Has slowly begun to die
While my enemy has come to stay
Forever throughout time
I must rise and truly shine
Clearing the black from the horizons
So The future will be safe for my sons
Removing all doubt from this beautiful land
I refuse to fall victim to time like grains of sand
This I promise to you all
I will not fall

So across the barren hills
And through the salty sea
And the many more roadblocks still
I carry on with something deep inside of me
The hopes of the world that surrounds
The wishes of all those I've come to know
Their happiness knows no bounds
So I must protect them from your show
My enemies should know I will not stop
Nor will I be known for a flop
These crystals embedded within my soul
Sworn to protect those who cannot fight
I feel this within making me whole
Knowing I'm doing what's right
So goblin ghoul ogre or dragon
Whatever may come
Know that I will not run
I'll march to battle with a hum
As my three warriors in arms stand by my side
We are all in on this ride
You may kill me but I shall revive
As the Phoenix down's sweet air subsides
I inhale once more to fight much more alive
Thundaga rages overhead
And I engage sword in hand
Remembering those cursed words you said
Now you will remember my stand
And the words I am to say
When the time comes once more
And I am dead and gone
4 more like me will come to play
To thwart you once more
It'll be a perfect reenactment of all you've sawn
Our kind shall never rest
Till we can say for sure
That all in all of our lands have the best
That all in this realm can remain pure
We shall carry on with this heavy burden
But remain light on our feet
Knowing this one thing for certain
The one thing that holds us at a higher level of elite
That we are the warriors of light
And we are sworn to never give up this fight

So here we are
Blood stained with battle scars
But I know this for fact
What we have done was no act
But a truly magnificent feat
One that let's me forget any defeat
If I were to have died on this spot
I would have known it was not for naught
For I knew my job was finished
And my awards could not be diminished
Back to where he came from
Garland banished like the exiting of the drum
Please remember this peace
And tranquility bestowed by me
So that I may rest in happiness
Knowing laughter and smiles has received the best

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The Prelude of Triumph - Beat by Spirit & Sky

My good friend Brett and I both like to come back home from our different Universities and jam on the weekends.  Over the course of a couple weekends, this was our crowned jewel.  This holy sacrament of covers, this glorious stain upon music, a true blue moon blessing; this is a cover of the He Man version of the "I said hey".

We generally took the route of, first take is best take, and left all bloopers in tact for this is obviously not a serious track but in my opinion worth a laugh or a smile.

Vocals done by me, Brett, and our buddy Ryan who came on the last day of recording to do the bass work as well.
Guitar was done  by Brett as well.

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I Said Hey (He Man Version) Cover

Original Track is Cid's theme.
NonplayableRecords put his awesome twist on the track and made it something I could work with.

Vocals and lyrics by Jay Fury:



As I stare off at my monument
Created by my own dreams
Ironically all it now represents
Is that those dreams are torn from the seams
The fabric of time does not un-wind

The choices I made are engrained
So my future now remains blind
Oh How I have tried to blame
Those who surround me
And you my dear who stays by my side
Trapped within the confines of the land and sea
When all I desire is more than to have flied
But grounded I remain for years
As the ever looming torment sears
Seeing it become a bucket of rust
Watching the rivets slowly bust
Why has this forsaken god bore me
Am I to stay forever rooted here like a tree
Goddammit I've done what I could
I was the best and done all I should
Still it wasn't enough
No matter how tough
No matter what I claimed or said
My dreams were laid to bed
I wish to break outta this sphere
This empty fucking world
Filled with hate greed and fear
But now in my shell I have curled
This town I remain in toiling away
While the goddamn shinra coldly tells me no way
So you best believe when that spikey headed shit came
I took my chances and stood the same
Maybe it's a mistake
Maybe I'm a foolish old man
But being a foolish old man who never took a chance takes the cake
I promise I will do all I can
I will make those who've done wrong pay
And perhaps maybe one day
I'll just find myself in space
On some grand quest
With this ragtag team on a race
One against time or some nonsense
All I care about at this point
Is becoming the person I was once known to be
My body is still strong and vigor in my joints
I have not given up so easily


I believe I still have time left to fight
To do what is right
And to serve my dreams once more
Excited to see what this future has in store
And I know this time I'll see it through
I've been given enough of the clues
We can accomplish what no other has
And though alone we were just trash
United we cannot lose
It's just something I cannot do

So head held high
And cigarette lit
I remember how to fly
And forget how to sit
I return to what I was
I now remember my cause
My desires to be the first
As I climb from the depths as the worst

We are the greatest this world has known
Highwind has become our traveling home
Chasing down sephiroth
And never forgetting all we've fought
The obstacles in our path
Shall not be met with plain wrath
We conquer through agreeable means
To protect the planet and mend torn seams
Becoming one with the everlasting life stream
We've learned to become one with the planets screams
To quell that which causes pain
So that harmony shall only remain
And upon this true route
I have accomplished my true bout
Through space I have flown
And now that earth has given me dreams of my own
I return the favor
Five years ago I had never planned to be a savior
But here we are in unison
Fighting for every son
Because when placed under the gun
Know that humanity does not run
We can learn from our ways
And learn to truly live in the endless days
So with those who live
And those who have come to pass
Our dear Aries returns once more to give
To unite all in the world under one class
Giving us a redo on the choices we've made
A chance to redirect this course
Abolishing the impact that would have been laid
We must never forget our salvations source
Forever we must protect this land
Forever all life will remember this stand

My days have long since passed
And I truly hope my actions will have last
That Nanaki lives to tell the tale
That for the planet we did not fail


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Cid's Journey - Beat by NonplayableRecords

This is a redo of the first track I ever tried on here.  Beat is by Bronzekneecaps, the person who got me started.

Lyrics and Vocals by Jay Fury

Lyrics:

I'm ripping up these floorboards
Detrimental to my health is my own life
Every day I'm ridden with strife
So I stand up and tie the knot in the cord
Flashing lights inside my mind
Of the everlasting peace that awaits once let inside
Eventual ends come to eventual ends
So I'm saying why not speed the progress
Denying the truth is a weak defense
And as such I do not deny
Committed to this thought to die
I carry this crushing burden within
Weighing down like everlasting sin
And regardless of the amount of bottles consumed
Forever remains this feeling of being doomed
So what am I to do
How much more wrath can ensue
I simply cannot offer any more answers
So my tongue they'll lance for sure
Removing the last outlet I have
Making sure they collect all tabs
And I promise that I'm not insane
Just a product of targeted cynicism
Swear the world pointed at me and said diminish him
Pair of fists were the only defense given
Now the welded rivets holding me afloat
Are bursting apart sinking my boat
Now waist deep in shit I cannot relieve
Spewing out words of desperation
In some hopes of restoration
But no dice
I'm up to my neck in the worlds hate
In the hands of the puppeteer
To see what their marionette can create
Destined to live this life in fear
I cannot become the things I wanted
And so I decide that for this they shall be haunted
They will suffer at the hands of the tormented
This husk which they rented
To deposit their beatings and calamity upon
So spiraling down Towards six feet beneath I am drawn
And if I survive I promise to be the worst there ever was
Cutting out whoever tries to stop my buzz
Break apart all of your family's love
Where I rip apart all of your sanity cause


This is where I blow apart all sense of reality cause honestly this is the way it oughta be with no sense of vanity deliverance of some portion of blasphemy with no respect to life, it seems I'm not responsive to the drugs. Inject the needle in the vicinity of my carotid leaking out traces of dilotid sweating out bullets as I fought it shaking of seizures and DOA is how they saw it. This is what I sought of it and life and now I've truly bought it eternal my life snuffed out like a match in water my body lay at the entrance of the surgery room pronounced dead at 0500 hours.

All that was left of my mind were echoes that would never let it go
So with them, like swept dust, under the rug I go


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Swept And Discarded - Beat by BronzeKneecaps

Beat by Bronzekneecaps

Vocals and written by Jay Fury

Lyrics:

Evil
No weedle
Dead inside
Mr bones wild ride
My mind is insane
Only the world to blame
Dreams of furious fires
A pathological liar
I don't care about you
Or what you and the psych can do
The ward can't contain me
From me the fucked up flee
Grinning down the sidewalk
Grotesque eyes like a hawk
Darting around my surrounding
Darkening anarchical sounds resounding
Hounding the meek ardently echoing it's pounding
Their founding leaves them artfully floundering
Terror rounding around as they're deposited beneath the mound
Loud the Lightning cracks internally
How'd the sighting impact personally
Mercifully seeing the Devils visions
Missions delivered from the horses mouth
This route is endless
The mess I've made of my life
Life of those I've witnessed
Risked this for that
A rat worthless I've became
The same I am as the animals
Bannable I have been
Send the emissary of the sky
Die I will in due time
Rhyme I will till I have to sign
Upon the line for my crimes
Aligns perfectly with deteriorating entropy
As enthalpy leaves the universe empty
Dreamt of me tonight again
A hen once more
An animal I really swear so for myself I pour
Four more shots of evercleer
A steer now I have no wheel to steer
Peer over here as I communicate through morse
Course now I'm on all fours
Coarse coat a chimpanzee
See me cruise through the phylogeny tree
Tea leaves drop and I'm bipedal
Feeble bodied I'm the fine thread needle
Fetal in the corner I'm human again
Men the worst of the trend
Rend the vertical progress please
Seize the creation that is I
Die before they let me fly
Try to leave this very Sphere
Clear I should be at the rear
Near the closed off path
Wrath played upon the math
That fast forwarded my evolution
Pollution of the world not a solution
No revolution please reset
Test the method that's currently set
Let something new take over
Moreover I'm out like rover
Clovers none of lucky proportions
For sons of my way please stop the contortions
Pour some blood of yourself
Health of the mind has dealt
The pelt of the coat of my soul
A hole bore has taken its role
The mole of regression is deleted
Defeated and seated never to be repeated
Read it for what it is
Miss what it is and never again will it fizz
This is it the end
Bend to the end
Send yourself to the end
The end is where I've been

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Disillusioned - Beat by Bronzekneecaps

A spoken word track using the really beautiful piano and sounds of life recordings that make up SoundPatrol's track Slice of Life ( https://soundcloud.com/sound-patrol/slice-of-life )

Really was very enjoyable to make this song, and wonderful to work with him.  Hope you all enjoy this as well.

Lyrics:
It would seem I'm here again
Finding my way around this empty house
My table filled with all these bills they've sent
My life feels like a trapped mouse
But I remember this is just another day in the life
Preparing my coffee for the energy to face the day
Doing my best to keep my dreams in sight
Doing my best so as to not to stray
Too far away from the dreams I had at ten
Trying so very hard to maintain a hold of my goals
So I do not look back on what could have been
And think of all the things that time has stole
So maybe right now is not so bad
Maybe today is the best of them all
The blue sky saying not to be so sad
That my slice of life is worth my attempt to stall
And hold on to each moment given
To Grip tight each quiet minute
The hours I spend away hidden
Are characteristics that fit it
They Match the person I want to be
Realizing that from myself I never did flee
So coming to terms with this acceptance
Might be the greatest thing I've known since
The ever endless times of old
Where my slice of life was anything but bold

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Soundpatrol - Slice of Life Remix w/ Jay Fury

Original Track by Artsic, can be found here: https://soundcloud.com/artsic/took-a-little-walk-tonight-hip-hop-beat

Vocals and Lyrics by Jay Fury

Lyrics:

I'm feelin a little different
Ya know when you get that surge
A rush of memories coming back
That rush through your temples
I'm feeling that

Now let's say that I turn my back
That I take three strides away
Would I really be able to forget what I lack
Cause I think that it's here to stay
I've got to relearn myself
Come to terms with the hand that's been dealt
Throw away what I've become
Release this grip on my own throat
Loosen up and just relax some
For once take to heart what I've wrote
See what I put down with this pen
And engrain the words that have been
Locked away within my soul
If I'm ever going to last a lifetime
I need to embrace what's made me whole
Not just pick and choose the lines
That create what has lived these twenty years
So come on I tell myself to wipe away these tears
I'm coming to grips with what I truly am
For the first time I see me in the mirror
Flooding out the currents no longer dammed
Maybe my desires have come a little nearer
Tomorrow might be just the day
The one that I can finally say
This bird has busted from his cage
And finally let go of all this rage

And maybe not but still
Am I going to let go without my fill
Leave my tray empty
Forget all I see
No, I cant let go
So, Onwards I flow


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I Walked a Little Further Today - Beat by Artsic

Haven't made music in awhile.  Wanted some kind of outlet/something else to do besides class.  This is the first of two songs I'll be releasing in a short time frame.  Shoutout to F l o w e r b 0 y and Scummy recordings.  Good people.

It's reference heavy, so if you don't like that kind of thing, I guess I let you down.

LYRICS:
It's a new age rebellion
Full out neon genesis evangelion
Or maybe not that over handed
Maybe just another clannad
Comfy slice of life bullshit
Where I don't gotta trip over my two cents
Just listen to what my senpai says
And my biggest worry is when I'll confess
Fuck sounds better than where I'm at
So set me up with a beat real fat
And let me stay in this dream
Where it's just me, yukine, yozara, youko, yotsugi and some dope mc's
Can ya really blame when ya hear that team
Would be the greatest thing I could ever see
But hey judge my taste
I ain't here to share anyways
Just saying what I have to say
All my marks upon the world have been left up by paste
So I figured I'd say some wack shit that'd stick
That's really reflect what I enjoy to you pricks
Anime and games it really ain't hard to admit
But for most of y'all it's too hard to understand that shit
I'm simple like dense harem lead
So the simple is what I enjoy
That's what truly is my creed
You focus on your sports and what brings you joy
I'm gonna keep waitin for megumin to blow up the next scene
Or Yumi to save haruhiko with an arrow so keen
I dig it all, flavor of the month shit shows and the G-O-A-Ts
Doesn't matter what it has to be
Just as long as I can park my ass in front of the tv
Man, it's like I'm being swept out to sea
This is what I live for the air I breathe
After 7 hours of lab in tight little room
All I want is to be absorbed into my salvation from doom
Mindless shounen, dark seinen, fuckin lewd Ecchi
Shit son I told you it don't matter to me
So give me the new Commie rip
Some fuckin whiskey for me to sip
I've had enough of rapping about this shit
It's time for me to get back to living it

Yeah, so don't project your self images onto me
I only have to be what I want to be
And if that were to disagree with your plea
Well ya see,
I can't help but to be anything but free

And that's those images of grandeur coming out
All those years of gaming for hours every day
They taught me how to stand up nice and stout
And to be like squall and not have much to say
But to always stand up tall when it's something you love
Or to be as Ramza fighting for what's truly right
See these games taught me a lot about when push comes to shove
That sometimes you've got to pursue your own light
And that's something I feel in me deep
As if I myself had been tossed into the life stream
Or if I were in Babel's tower making a leap
Trying to be Fei ending human kinds nightmarish dream
At least that's what I pretend to be
From the comfort of my own room
Whether it be saving the everlasting life tree
Or surviving energy nede and ending impending doom
It's essential to understand how fundamental to me this is
It'd be like mega man with no Roll on his side in MML
Or if Tidus never received that kiss
I'm telling ya life would truly be hell
But it's not, cause I've got this shit
And writing about it has me chomping at the bit
So back to FF3
And life continues to be a breeze

Yeah, so don't project your self images onto me
I only have to be what I want to be
And if that were to disagree with your plea
Well ya see,
I can't help but to be anything but free

It's Simple - Produced by F l o w e r b 0 y

First music event I've done in awhile on my own, downloaded a few programs and had a good time.  First time in awhile I've had a genuinely good time messing around on my PC.  So even if you think it's garbage, that's fine by me.

Falling With Style

I'm alive, just unlikely to ever make music again.

You aren't buying the tracks, for some reason the service put buy on the downloads.  They're all free, and I don't want your money nor is any of this worth money.

Big thank you to those who have been a pleasure to work with:
Darren Bartlett, Bronzekneecaps/Aoshi, SoundPatrol, Edgararteche, Artsic, Fumeiworks, N-igma, Dr Doomsday, Spirit & Sky, ErikUndergroundBeats, NonplayableRecords, DJ ZoneSoldier, TeraCMusic, Allensyrup.

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