Rello The Kid - Carcass

DIRTY LITTLE FANTASY

I put everything into this project, I hope you like it❤️

Waste Away (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Am I deserving of a better life
A purpose and a sense of pride
As I’m enduring this test of time
Searching for what I never find

Cuz I find myself looking in the wrong places
Wanna run away but stay complacent
Living with the fear of facing changes
I just need some patience

But half my life I been passing time
The other half I been sad inside
Ain’t satisfied with this path of mine
But I have to try

Well I’m trying
God I’m fighting
Still surviving
Still surviving

Wonder if a destiny
Was never really meant for me
With no direction no intentions
Only empty hopes and dreams

Wishing I would come across a sig
They’ve always been so hard to find
Ain’t satisfied with this path of mine
But I have to try

Well I’m trying
God I’m fighting
Still surviving
Still surviving

Purpose (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Just another night that I didn’t sleep right
Trying not to read in between the lines like
All I really need is some of peace of mind
Never really been much peace to find

Cuz I’ve been to hell with my
Mental health and I’ve
Met the devil himself
To sell my soul

And find
I didn’t know the price
I’d pay to put my name
On the line

With my faith to the test
Facing the ledge
And taking a step back down

With my faith to the test
Facing the ledge
And taking a step back down

Just another day with the constant haze
Sitting as I wait for the clouds to break while
Tryna separate what’s real and fake
Wonder if I’m always gonna feel this way

Cuz I’ve been to hell with my
Mental health and I’ve
Met the devil himself
To sell my soul

And find
I didn’t know the price
I’d pay to put my name
On the line

With my faith to the test
Facing the ledge
And taking a step back down

With my faith to the test
Facing the ledge
And taking a step back down

Name (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

She’s an emotional mess
And I’m overloaded with stress
Feeling like I’m holding my breath
Even though there’s a hole in my chest

What a shame that we can’t cooperate
I’m in a phase where the feelings start to fade
And dissipate with the reasons I should stay
I need a break got a lot to contemplate
So just give me time

Burnt by your words and
Kicked to the curb
I wish that I never met her

Caught in the flames
Of your heartless ways
What’s left but a dying ember

But I’m addicted to you
Like my prescription is due
Wishing it was fixing my wounds
Consumed by substance abuse

Rehab just to quit the dope I mean
We relapse on a hit dopamine
It seems that I ain’t in control of things
And she’s mad but I need a sober week
So just give me time

Burnt by your words and
Kicked to the curb
I wish that I never met her

Caught in the flames
Of your heartless ways
What’s left but a dying ember

Ember (prod. Kadeynce)

Callin my phone (Taigen)

No Rest

Upstate NY 🍎
Emo Rap 💔

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No Rest

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