https://fanlink.to/theoutside

Never thought that I'd say I need you
Fucked up, stuck inside this bedroom
You're poison to me but I can't stay away
Can't stay away
Give me something
Yeah, anything
Even if it kills me I'll take it
You're poison to me but I like the taste

I watch from the outside
Looks like it's a good time
But I just stay quiet
Caught in my mind
Hope someday I'll wake up
See my fears are made up
For now I'll stay quiet
Caught in my mind

Feeling off, everything feels different
Tunnel vision and a pit in my stomach
When you're not around it doesn't feel the same
Feel the same
Waste away, these walls want me dead
I swear, looks like they're closing in
When you're not around it doesn't feel the same

I watch from the outside
Looks like it's a good time
But I just stay quiet
Caught in my mind
Hope someday I'll wake up
See my fears are made up
For now I'll stay quiet
Caught in my mind

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toxic love w/ @vorsa

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lyrics:

stare into my eyes
and tell me i'm not the one
you're killing all my pride
make sure i'm still stuck

my hearts falling from grace
and i still want your embrace
i keep losing my mind
thinking about you all the time
wishing that you were mine

oh i must confess 
i still get butterflies
when you say hi to me
these feelings caress
my crying head
to sleep in bed
when you're not next to me

and you're not next to me
why aren't you next to me?
i keep on losing sleep
dreaming of what could be
i hate this toxic love

tell me something, tell me something
that you have never said before
oh no, i'm still trying, i'm still trying
to pick myself up off the floor
but i keep spinning round and round
i scream out loud, i can't hold this weight
it's been too long so please
tell me something, tell me something
that you have never said before

oh i must confess 
i still get butterflies
when you say hi to me
these feelings caress
my crying head
to sleep in bed
when you're not next to me

and you're not next to me
why aren't you next to me?
i keep on losing sleep
dreaming of what could be
i hate this toxic love

l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie

and your love came crashing down
like tidal waves, i drowned
oh i wish i would have known
that your love was gonna burn me out

toxic love

toxic love (w/ Vorsa)

hypochondriac

deepfake

Lund - Sorrow
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics:

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Words play in my mind 
tell me I don’t need you 
genuine is hard to find 
when everyone is see thru
now I’m stressing all the time 
praying for a redo
don’t kick when I’m down 
cause I’m human & I bleed 2

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sweet sorrow
Didn’t tell me 
you were leaving 
out the window 
with our memories 
I don’t need them
Burn our photos 
in the whiskey that I’m drinking 
Bricks on my feet
Ima jump in the deep end

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sorrow

Lund - 13
Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:
Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend
 
Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Caught in between
All the lies and deceit 
Questioning everything 
Love isn’t all that it seems 
I know now 
Stress ring 
Thru my head 
I Can’t sleep 
I’m human not a machine
Is this what it’s like 
losing everything

Caught in between 
Living hell & a dream
Tearing apart at the seams
Praying to god
But he won’t hear me now
Happiness just
Out of my reach
I think 
it’s time that I leave 
1 in the clip
Ima let it sound. 

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

I should hate you 
But I’m missing you instead
Cause when I say I love you 
Girl I mean that shit till death
My heart was skipping beats
But ain’t no rhythm since you left 
My head is full of memories 
That I just can’t forget 

So wrong 
How you treat me
Girl
Fucking with my head
I’m done
Playing games with love is
something you’ll regret
I’m crushed
Gave you everything
took it all and left 
So long 
To the future
We could’ve had

Blood on the concrete 
Beauty in the violence 
Lying thru their teeth cause 
There’s poetry in fighting 
Stronger than you think 
Know that 
We ain’t going silent 
Pain inside me
Adding fuel to the fire

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

life

eyezonthehorizon

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