Name: parachute (prod. christa) by jay kim
Duration: 3 min 7 s
Description: last song of the year, thank u guys for everything :)

produced by elroy

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https://open.spotify.com/track/1yhdlroSvk04vrOilDdaj7?si=89fbb1db4b324c55
Written & Performed by endie
Produced by Joshwa ( @prodbyjoshwa )
Mixed & Mastered by endie & joshwa
lyrics:
Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

Just booked a flight but can't wait till I touch the ground
Not saying I'd want it but you never come around
So many signs but I never could make them out
Finally learning to love myself now
Don't give up on what we had
Praying this isn't how it ends
I'm always burning the guilt of living a lie

And now
You know
What I must
Give up to be with you
My lovestruck lover
No one cares for us like we do

Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

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what i did to you (p. joshwa)

dominican fike

mastered by yaki

(will rhead ydkm evan sasha cybertrash)

hang tight w/ vaeo

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

last song of the year, thank u guys for everything :)

parachute (prod. christa)

ty priv and tokimi for helping on prod ily guys
mastered by eli stamstad
cover art by @ jokaitu on ig

growth (prod. jay + priv + tokimi)

lyrics:

So baby go ahead and run your mouth
Your mind's a maze and I don't think I'm ever getting out
Can I picture every truth, you never show me how
No way
So why you saying that we don’t belong
Bitter harmony in every single thing you want
Now and then I’ll still be singing all your favourite songs
All day

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze 'cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile 'cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

I could’ve known about it all along
Said you’d write down all your wishes but I’m sure you won’t
They were never really perfect but we didn’t know
Nothing
You had me thinking ‘bout it for so long
Were my neverending reasons ever good enough
Way too many sour melodies for me to want
Something

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

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conflicted out on all plats


featuring
@jaykim1 
produced by
@n7te

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Conflicted w/ Jay Kim

far off memories; scattered dreams

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lyrics:

[intro]
stay awake to watch you sleep
stomach aches as knees go weak
far off memories scattered dreams
did i make a promise i can’t keep?

[verse 1]
got your hopes up just to watch me let you down
a better shot you’d have if i’m not around, my love
i tried to be your hero
but I’m too cold for you now
so i’ll keep my all from you
until i’m dead in the ground
risen up from hell
kiss and never tell
broken as i fell
a happy story sells
living as a shell
killed my former self
no way you could help
so baby try not to dwell

[chorus 1]
stay awake to watch you sleep
stomach aches as knees go weak
far off memories scattered dreams
did i make a promise i can’t keep?

[verse 2]
day in
day out
spending my life tryna break out
was focused too much on the payout
lost faith now
ain’t no doubt
left all of the homies on read
not getting sleep cause i’m working instead
working to make sure my family’s fed
if i can’t protect her i’d rather be dead
so
took a risk and now i’m paying with my life
it’s kinda funny making money off of lies
i try my best but even then, will it suffice?
in keeping everyone that’s close to me alive and well
guess time will tell
my minds confined and tied to hell
i’m sorry
i want you to eat, so i’ll stay starving
i’d much rather bleed than leave you falling
than leave you falling apart
make no mistakes where i’m going, i should have known from the start
it takes a break down to know who you are
it’s time to
to wake now i’m marked to restart again

[chorus 2]
stay awake to watch you sleep
stomach aches as knees go weak
far off memories scattered dreams
did i make a promise i can’t keep?

[outro]
stay awake to watch you
stomach aches as knees go weak

watch u sleep

streaming http://elroy.70angels.com/infinitelove

produced by elroy + alez karlo

parachute (prod. christa)

jay kim

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