prod. michaelwarren <3
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panic

prod. recyclebin
lyrics:
and I was alright
keeping my brain offline
it was never the case but now I know I'm fine
problems so long I could write a list
and I think about u and I reminisce
x2

I was going out M.I.A
I just wanna tell u its not the same
and I was talking to u playing your games
and just like Nicks you're breaking the chain

But what are the chances I say I do
and I was going away, and I was on the move
you were playing a game you just pick and choose
and I was trying my best but I always lose

I wanna be someone I just wanna be
now its all a tale yeah its make believe
I saw it coming around the time of Christmas Eve
Already know what it means you took your eye off me

but now its going away and a fade away
I think I'm moving on
you dont get the time of day

and I was on the side being overdramatic
cause I won your love and I wanted to match it
now I feel so stuck in every aspect
on a railway track I'll propably crash in

and I was alright
keeping my brain offline
it was never the case but now I know I'm fine
problems so long I could write a list
and I think about u and I reminisce
x2

offline

prod. recyclebin
lyrics:
cause I feel dark like a pessimist
everything you do I find in my messages  
why you got to fight now?
what you got to damage? 
I'm higher than a kite now
I think I might vanish
x2

I thought I might care
but I don't really care no more
she was sitting in her room
she was crying out to paramore
what a stupid excuse
all that dumb shit you choose

Hello?
can someone hear me?
please tell me I'm dreaming
tell me what am I missing

Hello, hello, hello, hello?
Hello, hello, hello, hello?

cause I feel dark like a pessimist
everything you do I find in my messages  
why you got to fight now?
what you got to damage? 
I'm higher than a kite now
I think I might vanish
x2

Hello, hello, hello, hello?
Hello, hello, hello, hello?

pessimist (hello)

prod.lilbiscuit

lyrics:
I want you here for me
want you here for me

I want you here for me
so fearlessly
don't wanna see the way you go
all these thoughts in my head but now you know
I don't wanna care but it seems that I do
x2

All this shit I meant to prove
you don't understand what I do
can you give me a proof
tell me what I meant to you

but its not the same time
but why? you gave me white lies
but you just get the wrong sign
I don't wanna say that Im right
There is only one time when I lie
Is when I say I'm always fine
But why you always wear a disguise
Thats one thing I always despise

I want you here for me
so fearlessly
don't wanna see the way you go
all these thoughts in my head but now you know
I don't wanna care but it seems that I do
x2

here4me

prod. Greentop

Thanks so much for listening <3

Always gotta talk around your 'Maybe'
Why the hell I'd think someones gonna save me?
All the shit inside my head its driving me crazy
Always seem to fall back lately
x2

Now its not the same
I was going out in a single rage
eyes bloodshot and they filled with hate
let me rewind, recall my name
got no time can't see my fate
It was all in line now its coming out of place
Let me be, im running my race
doesn't seem too late

Cause I see you everyday
and I wanna let you go every way
and I cant seem to get this off my plate
I just find a way to fall and I can't escape

Everything you ever said yeah you lied through your teeth
and every single thing I do yeah I do it for me
With every single thing I prove, you seem to deceive
I don't know what to do, I'm sick of you

Always gotta talk around your 'Maybe'
Why the hell I'd think someones gonna save me?
All the shit inside my head its driving me crazy
Always seem to fall back lately
x2

lately

movements - daylily cover! <3
luv u

lyrics:
Outside for the first time in a long time
Lose yourself, sink into the sunlight
It's been a while since you've felt right
But the warm nights are coming soon and you'll be just fine
You'll be just fine
You'll be just fine

Outside for the first time in a long time
You said you can't remember what it's like
To feel more than cold on the inside
But the sunrise will come again and you'll be just fine
You'll be just fine

I think it's time you had a pink cloud summer
Cause you've gone too long without a smile
I think it's time you found another
Reason to stay for a while
You should stay for a while

I sit and watch, now with new eyes
For the green side
Lose myself, sink into your sunlight
Breathe in the breeze like a sweet sigh
Keep me tongue tied
If this lasts forever I'll be just fine
Oh I'll be just fine

You are the rustling of leaves
And you are that honeysuckle breeze
You are the sunlight
Shine onto me
Shine onto me
Shine onto me

I think it's time you had a pink cloud summer
'Cause you've gone too long without a smile
I think it's time you found another reason to stay for a while
And I think it's time you gave yourself a little color
I don't know much, but I hear that red is in style
I think it's time you had another reason to stay for a while

I think it's time you had a pink cloud summer
Cause you've gone too long without a smile
I think it's time you found another reason to stay for a while

pink cloud summer

lyrics:
I wanna meet u when the sun down
I don't know what to do
and everything I was texting you was never true
idk what to do idk x2

I wrote you a letter
and 2 drinks tonight
I wasn't better but it felt right
your mood is the weather it changes every time
yeah you think that you're clever but its no disguise
I remember what u said, I know every line
please get it off your chest don't start to cry
cuz your'e sort of a bitch
and now i'm done with this shit

I always see that your'e online
now your'e grinding your teeth now your'e tongue tied
idk what to be now i'm not fine
everything you ever want is in the spotlight
there was shit that you said to me that's not right
she got black nails, black hair and she wears fishnet tights
you always bury the truth with all the lies

alladin:
1, 2, 3
yeah I'm tired of trying cuz your'e always fuckin lying to me
I aint trying to do nothing I aint causing a scene
yeah tell me if I should let go
this is really what your'e meant for
I brought you a letter before you had to go
Is there something I should know?

I wrote you a letter
and 2 drinks tonight
I wasn't better but it felt right
your mood is the weather it changes every time
yeah you think that you're clever but its no disguise
I remember what u said, I know every line
please get it off your chest don't start to cry
cuz your'e sort of a bitch
and now i'm done with this shit

wrote you a letter w/ alladin

I dunno what to say but I worry about you
I dunno what to say but I worry about you
I dunno what to say
uh uh

Reach for my phone
and text you everything that I thought about
because I always see you out
don't let me drown
x2

Cuz every single time I talk to you its all the same
I dont care about your ex because he fucking lame
cuz I fear that we are not on the same page
cuz Im here and it appears that your so late
Trust me
everything I do is never lucky
everything I do I keep it coming
uh oh

you stitch me up and pin me down with a needle and thread
you took the best of me but now youre moving on to the next
on to the next
on to the next

I dunno what to say but I worry about you
I dunno what to say but I worry about you
I dunno what to say
uh uh

Reach for my phone
and text you everything that I thought about
because I always see you out
don't let me drown

All on my own
no one should think what I thought about
can't you just hear me out
why is everything so loud
Ive got my head in the clouds
I was thinking about you
thinking about you
I was thinking

Reach for my phone
and text you everything that I thought about
because I always see you out
don't let me drown
x2

phone

lyrics:

Its not what you think
theres no two ends calling I was
thinking about it, all the shit your talking now
you say that you're waiting 
your'e waiting for when the time is right
I think your wrong I won't be by your side

What did you think?
spent my few cents calling I was
caught in beliefs that I think I'm falling out
can you just see, that you keep me stalling
I was bored on repeat I just wanna feel something

voices they say to me I'm never enough
I couldn't tell the fuck what you were thinking at all
There's things you wanna say to me
you always hung up
I don't wanna write that
don't wanna write that

Sean:
Like baby tell me why you're talking too much
Ive been worried
Like maybe something is just not adding up
I spend my time alone just thinking of the things that we have done
and that you feeling broke and stupid and a little fucked up

so tell me what do you want
and tell me where are you from
They told you that you were perfect, I think they might be wrong
I say that lately it hurts, but no one else gives a fuck
we gone keep it a buck, with you

Neareux:
I cut you off when I met you
I wanna teach you a lesson
wanna know how the rest went?
I'll teach you
All the things went well
I got my face outta hell
I think you're cursed with a spell cuz I know you

What did you think?
spent my few cents calling I was
caught in beliefs that I think I'm falling out
can you just see, that you keep me stalling
I was bored on repeat I just wanna feel something

voices they say to me I'm never enough
I couldn't tell the fuck what you were thinking at all
There's things you wanna say to me
you always hung up
I don't wanna write that
don't wanna write that

few cents calling (feat. sean franco)

prod. michaelrose

lyrics
i sink right down to the floor
i don't know what I've been on
I would see what you want
I don't know what I want
Even the times I sing for you
its for me, its for me
I was signing my peace
x2

I keep the system in charge
I wonder what i've been on
I live my sign in the stars
I wanna take it apart
cause I miss you x3

So can you tell me why you press me
I dont wanna know why you sext me
can you please tell me why you text me
leading me on
its so fucked up
just for your love
I know its tempting to leave me alone
Its for safety, I'm chasing my throne and I'm on
I'm on my shit and I know it
I'm not going to the same place you wanna go

i sink right down to the floor
i don't know what I've been on
I would see what you want
I don't know what I want
Even the times I sing for you
its for me, its for me
I was signing my peace
x2

sink to the floor

too much in my pockets

fall

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ugly mess

I couldn't be there

kill me

girl again

complain

keep up with me

lyrics:
now i'm back and i'm better
countin the tears on my sweater
changin the mood like the weather
you get fucked up on the weekends
you cry for no reason
I can tell that you need him
thats when I

woke up every weekend
cry for a season
I can tell that I need you
I got my eyes on a bedroom
but its all in my head
imma leave you a text soon
but you leave it on read

now its all in my head
I know you playin pretend
on me, on me
...

you fuck w me 
its a new price
i dont care cuz it felt right
we lock eyes at the same time
you switch up and its all fine

now its all that I needed
how can I sound so defeated?
switch up like a switch blade
cocaine, yeah its allright
yeah its all fine
catching up, we on time
pass a test, now we online
this year was a big cry

but thats what I needed
I shouldn't sound so defeated
let go of my demons
oh oh i'm screaming

but thats what I need I swear to you
but eyes are bulletproof
can you tell me what I should do?

now i'm back and i'm better
countin the tears on my sweater
changin the mood like the weather
you get fucked up on the weekends
you cry for no reason
I can tell that you need him
thats when I

woke up every weekend
cry for a season
I can tell that I need you
I got my eyes on a bedroom
but its all in my head
imma leave you a text soon
but you leave it on read

now i'm back and i'm better
countin the tears on my sweater
changin the mood like the weather
you get fucked up on the weekends
you cry for no reason
I can tell that you need him
thats when I

neareux

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