DBOII.519 - NO FEAR | 2025 re upload

Featuring @ruokofficial

Listen on my own
Trying to live this on my own
Head is going under
Hands are going numb
Feeling like a lost soul
Ive been on this road
For so long
Falling thru my old ways
Floating in my own space
Loving in my own way
You'll never see me face to face

Comfort in my zone, oh (Comfort in my zone)
No one's in my home
Trying to feel alone (Trying to feel alone)
Man I'm trying to feel alone
Comfort in my zone, oh (Comfort in my zone)
No one's in my home
Trying to feel alone (Trying to feel alone)
Man I'm trying to feel uh, hey

Man I don't get it
What are you listening
I just can't stand it
Pardon my manners
I just can't listen
All of your bullshit
Feeling on the edge
My blood keeps boiling

My words keep spoiling
I can’t keep rolling in
Inside the room all day
I can’t get out this shit
I been waiting on a miracle of this
I been coughing up some blood wit my split
Just get me out your mentions and shit
Ooh oh ooh oh

Guess I’ll keep to myself
I’ll keep to myself
I won’t show off all my wealth

I’ll just keep to myself
I’ll just keep to myself
I’ll just keep to myself
Ooh I just wanna-

Give me these options like I want them
In the latest night I’m not a fighter
Giving me these convos like I like them
Holy shit I never wanna like them

I've been keeping to myself, wanna be alone
No one try to call me up, no one hit my phone
Let me stay inside these walls, let me sleep alone
See me in the morning, when the day is over, I dunno

'Cuz I just want to be
Nothing more than me
The fragile part of me
Only you can see

I know you’re used to see me crying out
I just really wanna be alone

Comfort in my zone, oh
No one's in my home
Trying to feel alone
Man I'm trying to feel alone
Comfort in my zone, oh
No one's in my home
Trying to feel alone
Man I'm trying to feel uh, hey

Trying to keep me lonesome
I try to post none
Keep my circle tight
On my body is no holster
I try to talk to my mama, she be plottin'
About my future
My life is plastered all over my shit just like a poster
"Will I ever name my main son?"
"Will I ever have any main funds?"
My head stuck in a tree stump
None of these fuckers wanna say some
Gotta slip this into my main month
Gotta rush shit on the next one
My number ones on a bank club
My number two is on a pay-stub
Yeah it was fair, fair but you never cared
‘Bout my struggles yea
I just want a day for myself but I never get another fucking chance
Talking bout my struggles, never fuckin’ killed a man
So different, but you never cried about your daddy, yea?
In the summertime I really thought I could go again
Few months later now I’m back, like it’s square one shit
Gimme another bottle, 98, so i could really hide shit
I don’t wanna cry and shit
Let’s get it

Trying to feel alone (with RUoK)

(lyrics)
about a million conversations in a day
i give up, i give up
head screwed on the wrong way 
don't know what I'm supposed to say
another awkward moment sitting here
i guess silents been okay
I wonder what i'm so afraid of 
what i'm so afraid of (so i)

so afraid of

if i called u back on your dads phone
would u be scared of talking to me?
said hes worried too 
we're both scared for u
cause we both know what u did
so i let it ring and i let it ring till it rang a final time
when i called u back on your dads phone u were
falling back
to earth

my angel

HUGE THANKS to @ssoh and others of @sounddesignday as always for encouraging me to release stuff and being AWESOME!!! <3

got a little sidetracked, and i hope this reel pays for the time i've been away
this does NOT mean the EP is over, just wanted to give some insight on some choons i've been working on besides the 'otrec' project - and i hope you enjoy 'em!
Does this mean i'll have a wip reel EVERY year?? No Clue, only time can answer that question
until then - it will unfold like it should!!

* = currently unreleased
(unreleased) = no current name

(TEN TRACKS)
[00:00] intro
[00:05] ronkoe - (unreleased) / sage the gemini - gas pedal / ludacris - how low
[00:54] agargara - tequila dog (ronkoe rework)*
[02:02] ronkoe - (unreleased)
[02:39] ronkoe - panoramic*
[04:31] ronkoe - (unreleased)
[05:25] ssoh & ronkoe - (unreleased)
[06:52] ssoh & ronkoe - pet*
[08:09] ronkoe - (unreleased) / oliver & chromeo - go with it / the wombats - greek tragedy / madeon - you're on
[10:01] ronkoe - scheming [EP 4/4] (co-prod ssoh)*
[11:58] ronkoe - movemaker's mutation*
[12:23] outro

DE-RESTRICT_25 (W-I-P reel)

didn't feel 100% about this song but felt it was important and still wanted to put it out.

heavily inspired by https://soundcloud.com/saoirsedream/thelich & also all the softer songs on brat by charli xcx

LYRICS
-
What can I do about it
I can’t just fall asleep
And it gets to a point around it
The burden they can’t see
Oh me, oh my
I’m doing things I swore I’d never do with fingers crossed
I fade, I’m lost
I’m seeing what the floor can show me when I give my all

Is it worth it for the high
Is control out of my sight
3 shots in and I’m born anew, need more like this that I can do
Is this ruining my life

I’m playing on survival
I’m barely on two feet
At least I’m not suicidal
But is that enough for me
Monotony will kill me
I can’t die before this crazy night
It’s late, they’re right, I’m filthy
I could die from substance and be fine

Is it worth it for the high
Is control out of my sight
3 shots in and I’m born anew, need more like this that I can do
Is this ruining my life

3 shots

before rap (destiny)

scrapped instrumental from late december 2024

- slight remix of gain & loss :>

and i

[LYRICS]

[Chorus]
come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus]
and we're simply not built for responsibility
yeah we're simply not fit for this grim society
yeah we're tired of feeling like our lives are fake
i deleted all my contacts, threw my phone in the lake

[Chorus]
so come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus 2]
it's not like we can be productive anyway

[Bridge]
deleted all my contacts, threw my phone in the lake
i'm tired of feeling like my life is fake, i
pooled all of my savings and i hopped on a train, yeah
i can't shake the feeling that my life is fake, i'm
half asleep and lookin out the window at the rain
yeah the feeling's waning, i can anticipate yeah
i jumped out of the window and right into the glade
yeah i can't dawdle now, there's a new life to make

[Chorus]
so come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus]
it's not like we can be productive anyway
and we're simply not built for responsibility
yeah we're simply not fit for this grim society
yeah let's go embrace our animality
don't you wanna go and shatter the social contract with me?

dogHOUSE & mentholgrrl - ESCAPE!

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0aP6wyjng14eKW8pBlqBXt?si=35f69b84b2b1443c

lyrics:

 I must confess I ain't had any pressure

went together pulled the lever face first to the entrance

I couldn't even form a sentence, went up to mars at 9 AM and got back down by 7

I could eat your flesh, I just need some rest>

I can't help it
I just wanna break something, I just wanna break something
Like a rule perhaps

I can't help it
I just wanna break something, I just wanna break something
Like a rule perhaps

I can't

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

Trying to feel alone (with RUoK)

JAYOVSN

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