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@pearlblade

lyrics 
Baby i think that i fucked up 
I don’t want you thinking it’s your fault
I’m gone; saw god in your eyes
Tell him i don’t i don’t i don’t wanna die

Margiela jeans and my white tee
Used to think I love you but I was tweaking
And I hit the k; ruin everything
And i know it’s not me but you’re not listening


Passed out in my bathtub in the bathroom
Flowers in my hands cuz i think i’m gonna die soon
And i know i can’t trust anything about you
But I fall hard cuz she’s built like mewtwo

Bandaids on my desk, and my knives too
Two faced like a door like a god
And i’m down in the trenches i don’t know what i want
And i feel like shit but then i’m not

And I keep a rosary in my hand when I sleep 
Cuz her demons try to haunt me
Dear mother you were right about one thing
I don’t need to break my spine for everything

Baby i think that i fucked up 
I don’t want you thinking it’s your fault
I’m gone; saw god in your eyes
Tell him i don’t i don’t i don’t wanna die

Margiela jeans and my white tee
Used to think I love you but I was tweaking
And I hit the k; ruin everything
And i know it’s not me but you’re not listening

janus [prod. lily forest + pearlblade]

mixed by @ilyaxhes 

I j like sour lokos 

SOUR LOKO P(SHINJU)

lyrics:

leave me to my own devices will u not
leave me in my room thats where im gonna rot
leave me to my fentanyl thats all i got
thats all i got left
ion wanna talk abt that no
ion wanna talk abt that
ion wanna get no help no
ion wanna get no help
i dont need no guidance 
u cant be my map
leave me by myself yea
leave me by myself 

my only friend 
is these fucking drugs
do it again 
when i feel no love
never gon end
almost outta luck
i cant save myself im so done
im at the end of my rope
u can see my hanging from that shit
loneliness rlly strangling a bitch
runnin outta breath time is limited 
im runnin outta time
till imma see the sky
drugs helping me get by
no way i aint gon die
if i die today
no one would miss me at all
talking to the ceiling 
head is on the floor in the halls
i cant think straight 
room is spinning cant read the walls
spinning too fast
lace the needle with fentanyl
ill know ill die today
i know ill die this week
im gonna fly away
i know ive hit my peak
i keep to myself 
everyone i know leaves
leave me by myself
plz just leave me be

FENTYNAL. [CRYSTAL ASH]

another tab w/ dtgl (prod. us)

(Lyrics) 
Keep the fire in my hand like the sun
Shyning like a star burning from a far 
I can’t stand the cold but when I’m with u I feel different 
I wish u would’ve listened 
at the crossroads 
I’m ready 
Step into it I’ll be on my shit like woah 
U like origami the way u fold 
Get a bag bby I don’t need2be told
Hurt my wrist need2ice that shit
In the middle of this ally idk 
What u want I’m so gone 
Black shades on in the club 
Blood in my cup dirty it up 
Why u act so tough bby I don’t give a fuck like
While u sleepin take yo bitch out4the weekend 4no reason 
Told myself i wouldn’t stop I want it all 
Ima make the world fall

Different (rezlaine)

(lyrics)
u wanted me2change but u stayed the same 
stayed a lame i be in my own lane i aint fucking with u fakes
u drain my life away 
what can u teach me that i dont already kno
trying2tell me what2do even though u see im moving steady
i can see the eerie in their eyes when they talk its filled with lies
i kno cause i get enough of it back at home 
but i wont blame it on u (ill blame it on myself)
i kno u cant help it i can see that u dont need saving 
u left ur soul on the pavement 
i cant talk anybody 
Without trying2find something wrong 
Where have I gone 
Whispers in my ears telling Me2 try2 find a way out
Fuck a pole I keep a switch right on my hip watch the blood drip

Out (lino X Rodmadeit)

hey its nice to meet you 
im a parasite
lets go back to ur room 
and get down tonight
try not eat you, consume your life

whyd you call my phone
already know how it goes
sick of hearing all your fables and your tales hoe
whyd you call my phone 
do you want some more
do you want something
you cant get back hoe
oh oh, what the fuck you want
oh oh, what the fuck you want
try to hit me up
like what you gots gone
try to hit me up
fuck you want thot

yeah my minds gone drugs in my brain
u aint smokin on nothing thca
type of shit im on
yea i cant feel my face
painkillers
please take the pain away

i been sippin on pink lean
i been poppin perc 30s
i been poppin benzys
trapped in my mind, why cant i see
brain so fucking hollow
i been on the drugs like 10 years now
im so fucking gone oh
i dont know who i am anymore
idk, all my life, jus think bout suicide
im jus hopin in life, i can get by
my fuckin life has run afoot
hey hey hey

whyd you call my phone
already know how it goes
sick of hearing all your fables and your tales hoe
whyd you call my phone 
do you want some more
do you want something
you cant get back hoe
oh oh, what the fuck you want
oh oh, what the fuck you want
try to hit me up
like what you gots gone
try to hit me up
fuck you want thot

awwway (breakupbreakdown)

w/ @mikesaatchi

(hook)

whats it gonna take to get to you
turn my music up 
on my radio
radio x4
can I take you somewhere brand new
with my radio
radio x5

(verse)

made you a song ima play it on the radio 
i don’t take L’s baby just look at the ratio
hear it through my voice as it’s playing through the stereo
demons tryna get to me but i can never fear em tho 
if you need 
if you need 
needa leave my side 
hear me on your radio all damn night 
spread your wings 
spread your wings 
babygirl gon’ fly 
baby i’m gon die 

(hook)

whats it gonna take to get to you
turn my music up 
on my radio
radio x4
can I take you somewhere brand new
with my radio
radio x5

Radio

radio ft. Mike $aatchi (vinogradov) [lyrics in description]

@monocryy
does god want me to win
does he want me to lose
i have nothing uh 
so confused, so confused
i can’t do this
i’m used and abused
ah does god want me to win
does god want me to lose
i have nothing 
all my ties cut loose
cut loose, cut loose ah
i’m stuck and i’m useless
off the drugs i can’t do this 
i can’t live this life without
without ur voice and heart 

yeah i think ur rlly cute
yeah i think ur rlly cute
you like him and not me
i’m trapped and i’m lonely

abused, abused
does god want me to win 
all i do is lose
i lose, i lose
how many times does this have to happen to me
oh god im through 
im through with you
and every single person you know
abuse

im through with it all i can’t shake all the pain
i just hate myself and the things that i blame for you
oh, for you
you said i have people all who love me
but they never fucking ever talk to me
idk what the hell to think
off the drugs and it’s everything 
abused, im through 
with you
and everytime this fucking happens 
im through with it all
i can’t do anything at all
i need drugs 
i need something to love
i had a dream we were walking by the coastline
and you looked so pretty with your fucking hair ties 
i don’t deserve you
i don’t deserve anyone who ever showed any love or affection to me
i have nothing for myself
all i do is destroy all my connections
everyone that i love hates me now
i’m through with you

radio ft. Mike $aatchi (vinogradov) [lyrics in description]

jsu.

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