Mad dope…solid collab and production fam!!!

I wish you well, thanks for the dope beat

fantastic vocals!  very cool hip-hop groove

New Single featuring Thatboykilla Produced by Oakleafbeats!

New EP 5for 5 part 2 https://open.spotify.com/album/6JNTV7Q2BiWxUlnrd9WOst

5 for 5 part 2

Wish Me Well Feat Thatboykilla(Prod Oakleafbeats)

My arrangement of a John Coltrane tune
Lou Ianello - Tenor & Bari Saxes / Software Instruments
artwork by Alice Sarsheen-Smith

Syeeda's Song Flute

Dear Traveler

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■概要(Overview)
じゃんけんで負けた！
さらに色々とやらかして状況は悪化してしまった。
はい、自己嫌悪。
・・・・
そんな感じの曲です。
でも大丈夫！どんどん行け、進め！
宇宙規模で考えれば大したことじゃない・・ような気がする。

I lost in rock-paper-scissors!
And the situation got worse with all sorts of other things.
Yes, self-loathing.
・・・・
It's that kind of song.
but it's okay! Keep going, keep going!
I feel like it's not a big deal if you think about it on a cosmic scale.

2023.4.1 楽器の追加を試みましたがやはり最初のバージョンで再度公開。
2023.4.1 Considered adding instruments, but finally released in the original version.


■歌詞
「どうして僕は・・」

どうにもならない
気を付けていても
くじ運悪いし　気持ちも弱いし

やりたくないのに　じゃんけん弱くて
町内会の面倒な役をやる羽目になったんだ

おまけにさ
電話番号を
教えてしまった
聞かれてないのに
責任感じて空回りする
僕はひどい奴だ

僕の居場所はないよ
愛想尽かされ　さよならさ
情けなくて消えたい
ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・
(いつもこうなんだろう)


どうにも頭が
ずきずきしてきた
子供のころから　気持ちが弱いし

対人恐怖が影響している
大事なじゃんけん
見透かされていた
涙の　じゃんけんぽん

おまけにさ
電話番号を
聞かなきゃいけない
空気が漂い
迷惑気づかず　順番に聞く
僕はひどい奴だ

僕の居場所はいつも
自分で壊し　それまでさ
最初からわかってる

ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・
(いつも余計な事ばかりしてしまうんだろう)


忘れたころに　「逃しはしない」と
再び僕に「烙印」を押す

いくら逃げても　隠したとしても
弱い部分が　「忘れさせない」と・・

月夜の枝垂桜が揺れている

僕の居場所はないよ
愛想尽かされ　さよならさ
情けなくて消えたい
ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・
(いつもこうなんだろう)

■ lyrics(google translate)
"Why am I..."

I'm a hopeless person.
Even if I'm careful, the lottery is bad and my feelings are weak

I don't want to do it, but because I'm weak at rock-paper-scissors, I ended up playing a troublesome role for the neighborhood association.

moreover,
I gave everyone my phone number
Even though no one asked me to teach them

Feeling responsible and panicking
I'm a hopeless person

I have no place
Goodbye to being exhausted
I want to disappear without pity
Hey God, why am I...
(why is it always like this)

I can't help but have a head
I'm getting a throbbing pain

Ever since I was a child, my heart has been weak

social phobia affects
important rock paper scissors
was seen through
Rock, paper, scissors of tears

In addition
phone number
There is an air that you have to ask,
Listen in order without noticing the nuisances around you
I'm a bad person

I always destroy my own place.That's it.
I know that from the beginning

Hey God, why am I...
(I guess I always end up doing unnecessary things)

When I forgot, "I won't let you go"
brand me again

No matter how much you run away, no matter how much you hide
The weak part chases after you forever, saying "I won't let you forget"

The weeping cherry tree on a moonlit night is swaying

I have no place
Goodbye to being exhausted
I want to disappear without pity
Hey God, why am I...
(why is it always like this)

doushite_boku_ha(Why am I...)

Au Bal Des Moustiques (at the mosquito ball)

“Alleluia”

Down a hole, I cried
Full of yearning, sighed
In my heart—like a fool
I bent my love to pride

From my cave, you raised
All my yearning, slaked
In my heart—like a jewel
You set your truth ablaze

I will sing your name
I will sing Alleluia
I will sing your praise
I will sing Alleluia

Out the depths, you called
With your Spirit, hauled
By your voice—still and small
You set my ear enthralled

Amid the din, I heard
With your Spirit, stirred
In my heart—small and all
I loved your holy Word

I will sing your name
I will sing Alleluia
I will sing your praise
I will sing Alleluia

In mausoleums
	Of decrepit idols
I scoured tombs
	To array my life

I picked from bones
	Their tattered pride
A motley ape
	Smartly stupefied

A deathless fire
	Burned through my guise
Stripped of all
	But tears to cry

I hid my face
	With despairing shame
And found myself
	In a dead man’s grave

Out the depths, you called
With your Spirit, hauled
By your voice—still and small
You set my ear enthralled

From my cave, you raised
All my yearning, slaked
In my heart—like a jewel
You set your truth ablaze

Lifted up with
Supernatural joy
Clothed with grace
	Never to spoil

I lift my face
	With humble awe
To give due praise
	To the living God
---
Music by Corey Ball
Lyrics by Austin Lysy

Alleluia

This tune was performed by Mike Oldfield in 1983. Performed by me on my Yamaha PSR-SX900 arranger keyboard.

Can you "Name That Tune"? I have a website that contains my complete collection of tunes with their titles revealed at: www.harveytwyman.com

Name That Tune #497 by Mike Oldfield

Evening Blues (instrumental version)

The music blends elements of neoclassical and contemporary genres to craft a captivating sonic experience. It features a diverse ensemble of instruments, including the piano, bassoon, orchestral strings, and synth strings. The composition maintains a moderate tempo, creating a soothing and unhurried atmosphere. The overall mood of the music is relaxing, peaceful, serene, contemporary, and quiet, offering a tranquil backdrop for contemplation. The piece exhibits the influence of renowned composers Erik Satie and Claude Debussy, incorporating their distinctive styles and aesthetics. This composition invites listeners to immerse themselves in a calming and introspective journey, providing a momentary escape from the demands of everyday life.

Prelude to Tranquility

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空虚な闇 Empty darkness

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