I genuinely couldnt name a better lyricist in the game rn

crying in the middle of the night
not gonna lie, that's my vibe
lately i been getting super high
so i can sit down and write
maybe i can see higher skies
maybe i can touch on you tonight
don't you wanna see something special?
i don't do it like the rest doooo
maybe we can go to the restroom
then, after, we can watch some cartoons
kakegurui, initial d
know what i'm saying?
don't you agree?
tryna fill the space in between us
maybe we could make an agreement
cuddling just got into season
baby we don't need a reason noooo

cartoons (prod. justdan)

llama (tyler the creator and earl sweatshirt)

Jimmy - A Ghetto Freestyle - Act III

Hearts!

SüLFUR's first single is HERE!!!! Follow us on instagram @le_sulfur

RUSHER

A song I fell in love with at music school. Originally done beautifully by Jimmy Rowles,covered by Bill Evans and now covered by me! Completely different! Enjoy! J0ZZ TH0LL Dj0NT 

The Peacock (Bill Evans Trio Cover) - Giovanni Ciardullo

The Last Voyage (Yellow Submarine) | Seay | 10/16/23

Produced by Darius Lazar
Recorded, mixed, & mastered by Jay Wonder
Artwork by Christian Arriola

2023 Self-Conscious

STREAM ON SPOTIFY, APPLE MUSIC, & MORE HERE: https://ffm.to/esotericcandor
OFFICIAL VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nT8DRLxGzXQ

Lyrics:

You'll never understand...

Takin' the red pill; bein' the one unplugged from The Matrix
But stuck in the fakeness
Tusslin' fate and runnin' from agents
Standin' on the roof of skyscrapers and jumpin' when faithless
Facin' the plunge to the pavement; I'm just touchin' the basics
Don't try and bend the spoon; that's impossible
Bending the spoon is just a deeper metaphor for any massive obstacle
The truth is, you spoon-less and you only bendin' yourself
Meaning the only task is conquer you; adjust and better yourself
But 33 years wit' nothin' to show for it
The struggle stole my drive like it's nothin' to chauffeur it
My mind tellin' me that I'm so worthless
Like a horny nigga wit' a foot fetish browsin' the web, it got me soul searchin'
I made mistakes that I can't erase, but too ashamed to state
Afraid to face
So my gaze fixate where you constrain your laces
The pain is weighin' on me like Damon; that's in a major way
Hawkins, Indiana the Upside Down; my brain a stranger place
After thinkin' I'm a burden and finally lettin' go of things inside and hurtin'
My mind is workin' like Tyler Durden when findin' purpose
Projectin' mayhem
Destroyin' the illusion of what's success to Layman
Sidesteppin' contentment, to reach your destination
Knowin' death is waitin'
Wit' arms stretched and impatient
And you not your savior's special creation, so no breath is wasted
Only after caressin' the depths can we resurrect and then change it
Freedom from the stress of expected, the rejection and hatred
I'd pop to fit in
But like the intrinsic field locked when the watch was in it, I'm met wit' Jon Osterman ostracism
The clock is tickin'
Recluse 'till I'm disconnected
Refrain from sendin' texts
Prayin' she get the message; she never do
I sold my stock in women, teleported to Mars; on a rock, I'm sittin'
While I plot, revisit the lack of comprehension
Dodgin' the opposition
Wishin' that the tocks were different
Tachyons block my vision; drop the picture and jot this written

You'll never understand, nigga
You'll never get it

Esoteric Candor (prod. by Darius Lazar)

Jay Wonder

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