pretty

thanks for ur time

cover shot by Wiley.Beatz

solo EP

loner EP

these are all songs i scrapped from my album but i love them & i hope you do too

pic by Scotty Speed

this last year

jay zen 🌟

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THQOi4AGk7A

shot by lx media
artwork by kyoka shiloh
produced by underwood

self absorbed

sober

die with u

benefit of the doubt

what's best for her

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 

prod.  tykun x elavy

486

dumb bitch

sage mode

lights off

cant talk rn

what's wrong

summer's end

sober (nightcore mix)

everlong64

trying to keep my head above water

link upp

luv you mom you're da best merry christmas

here's the lyrics 

---

mother, mother

i've got what i need

nobody could take that from me

if i'm knocked down, i won't be there long

you lift me up from the ground, you dust me off

when everyone brushed me off, off, off

this year's been a lot, my mom always picks up my calls

when i need someone to look up to, i need someone on the phone

when it feels like no one wants to listen, i need to go home

i need to be home, though i've got a place of my own

even when i'm alone, this i know

my family got my back fasho

mother, mother

i've got what i need

nobody could take that from me

fasho, fasho

a song without autotune for my mom

venus

prod. emosama

LYRICS

hold me, homie

pull me, pull me

hold me, pull me

hold me, homie

go, go, go, go, go!!!

i was keepin it real wit you

i just told you what i want

(what i, what i, what i want)

i was bein 4real wit you

i just told you to keep it a buck, buck

i just do what i want, i do what i want

i just wanna be upfront, i don't need no one

da da da da da

da da da da da da da da :)

i'm way too f*ckin faded

(that ain't feel too right to me)

she left me f*ckin hangin

(i don't know who i'm tryna be)

she's the reason i'm complainin

(i turn into a different dude)

ever since then i been jaded 

(guess i'm lookin for a different you)

yuh

okay i spell it out!!

f o u r 

-

e i g h t y

s i x - s i x - s i x - s i 

f o u r 

-

e i g h t y

s i x - 6 - s i x - s i x - s i - s i 

486

i go ecko unltd

i feel like rhinoceros 

with this sh*t up on my wrist

i could pull a badder b*tch

oh!!

jay zen too smoove wit it now ain't he ?

(yes he is)

now every b*tch wanna come have my baby 

(why?)

i got my airpods in, you can't hate me

(haha)

they said that i was talking crazy

i heard that they said i was gettin too lazy

i just changed me, it couldn't phase me, no!

i know everything is A OK

i know that i can handle it all in my own way

solo i don't need no one

solo i been havin fun

solo i just bought a gun

who knows where i'm finna run ?

where i'm finna run ?

solo (486)

i want you so bad (2023)

i've been floating

and i feel like i notice

that i've been losing focus

i'm losing focus

i'm hopeless

i'm hopeless, i'm romantic

i'm sorry that i panic

i'll try my best to manage

i'm a control freak

control the damage

i'm feeling so weak

push me to the edge

i want you so bad

but still i won't beg

we don't gotta procreate but we could share my bed

i'm so lost without you

i don't know what i'm to do

i'm texting you, like is it true ?

are we through ?

i'm bleeding

i hurt for you

i'm bleeding

i hurt for you

i'm bleeding

i hurt for you

i got used to the pain, yes i did, yes i did

getting smacked in the face normalized as a kid

who wants to vie for my time, who's got the highest bid ?

it's no hard feelings bruh, don't flip your lid

there's extra space inside my heart

i wish i'd have known before the start

deliver my love, instacart

i don't know about you, but for me it's been hard

i'm a control freak

control the damage

i'm feeling so weak

push me to the edge

i want you so bad

but still i won't beg

we don't gotta procreate but we could share my bed

i'm so lost without you

i don't know what i'm to do

i'm texting you, like is it true ?

are we through ?

i'm so lost without you

i don't know what i'm to do

i'm texting you, like is it true ?

control freak

i could have all of the blow

in the world, and i'd still feel slow

as long as i'm with you

you're freezing the flow and you're making me cold

i might blast off from earth

would you hold my hand for my rebirth ?

and i can put it in other words, yeah

i only want it if you're certain

i can be more assertive

and i can cut up like i'm a surgeon

if they can't see me glow

it's only 'cause they're far away

let's get close like we're family

like we skipped the plan b

like it's just you and me

i got some things i want you to see

like i'm the best around

never mind every time you had to pick me off the ground

off the ground

but i'm still right here

i had to kick myself into gear

no matter what

imma make 2024 my year

?

2024

and i don't know

what i don't

i don't know

what i don't

i don't know

but i can learn

new things

new ways to deal with pain

and if you kick to me to the curb

(i'm gone) 

i'm good

i don't need no one anyway

i only really listen to my mom

to anyone else, i've been closed off

i might dress soft but i don't have it easy

but they assume things right when they meet me

if you ask me, i might clam up

i guess i'm used to being abandoned

don't hold your breath, but i'm coming up

i spend every morning and afternoon in my dojo

when i run out, i gotta reup, you know i'm getting stoned

i'm moving in slow motion

i keep the rhythm of the ocean to train on the coast

they're gonna be saying that i was a legend when i turn into a ghost

but they don't know me tho

they know half my story, woah

woah

training session

synchronization

i know i change with the season

but you've got no reason

to change up on me

i have difficulty breathing

every time you get near me

i start blushing, stumbling over my words

we can share this line, like two love birds

so long

to the old me

i can handle all things

that are thrown at me

drums and wires

i'm unsure

where i'll end up

but i

hope it's 

with you

i love to get lost in your eyes

besides, don't you wanna stay the night tonight ?

i'm unsure 

where i'll end up

but i

hope it's

with you

my hands are yours to hold

i'll give up all control

you can have a piece of my soul

i pray that you hold it close

i hope

what makes you so beautiful ?

(nothing)

when you're so ugly inside

and if you work to better yourself

i salute you

but they said they want me to die

either way, i survived

(unharmed)

i feel fabulous

how am i alive?

i don't know

it's a miracle that god took mercy on my soul

it's a miracle that i ain't been hit with a pole

i'm sorry that i dragged you into this, just so you know

ten minutes counting down, then it's time for me to go

what makes you so beautiful ?

(nothing)

when you're so ugly inside

and if you work to better yourself

i salute you

but they said they want me to die

either way, i survived

(unharmed)

i feel fabulous

how am i alive?

i don't know

those my favorite words

i don't know

'cause i don't know

and long live Bino!!!!!!!!!

prod. garet

photo setting: the zen garden 3.0

LYRICS

i called her phone

usually i just do what she say so

she's getting hungry

see her staring at my bankroll

she been at my place

for like how many days?

idk

if you need the therapy

then put me on the payroll

we should start a payment plan

(i can ring you up)

you already got me on demand

(got me on demand)

i only need a couple bands

for a low price, i could be your man

oh sh*t!

she said she don't like to pay

that's ok

she said if i'm coming over

we gon' do this my way

i gotta freshen up

i gotta rehydrate

let me smoke my weed to get rid of this migraine

she said bet

i'm pushing up on the interstate

i'm like damn

could we start out with a dinner date?

she replied why would i give you time to contemplate?

waiting so long

when she don't wanna wait

birthday cake

we can cut to the point

thinking about you in traffic

probably burning a joint

i could be your boytoy

you could be my NJoy

imma get addicted, yeah

(yeah)

we don't even gotta go public

we could lay low

i could be your paralegal

lighten up your caseload

but i just need sum in return

is that ok tho?

i think i'm finna hit her up and let her know

i called her phone

usually i just do what she say so

she's getting hungry

see her staring at my bankroll

she been at my place

for like how many days?

idk

if you need the therapy

then put me on the payroll

we should start a payment plan

(i can ring you up)

you already got me on demand

(got me on demand)

i only need a couple bands

for a low price, i could be your man

payment plan

prod. kyssastra

cover shot by Damien Burbank

LYRICS

i'll play a different part in a different story

if i'm the main character

she asks me out

and i might embarrass her

i let her down

now she's gon' go and run her f*ckin mouth

imma go do what i gotta go do to make it out

i was so hot but nowadays i'm cooling down

i was a thot, could i ever settle down?

(bruh)

most girls turn away when they see my bank account

10k down

turn to 15k down

(oh my god)

i'm indebted to this lifestyle i lead

i kick it with Ty, Madison & Ollie

i keep all my dogs beside me

you could never take me out my flow state

working through my bucket list with Zeus, Connor & Kate

pulling up to heaven's gates like sorry am i late?

punctuality was never my strong suit

(no, no)

can i meet up on a different day?

(no, no)

could i touch my face to your face?

(no, no)

she gon' text back no way

like boy, like boy who you tryna play with?

don't you know my love is dangerous?

but i was only interested in the best of us

and i was gonna get you when push came to shove

sorry i let you down

i'm sorry i let you down

i'm sorry i let you down

i'm sorry i let you down

down down down down

we can play a different part in a different story

could i put it in reverse?

(skrrr)

could i take back my words?

(please!?)

should i go and revert?

to my old ways?

 back when i was worse?

i'm good on all that

imma just kick it with Kurt

and i just copped 3 new Yeezy shirts

been cleaning up my mind

i ain't gotta pop no percs

no i ain't tryna speed up getting in the dirt

and i could turn you into light work

i can show you that i'm a man of my word

(so)

forget everything you heard

they probably been spitting lies about me

it's absurd

and i can make the picture out

with just a little bit of context around

if i'm feeling it

whenever i'm in doubt

concealing it

are you feeling me?

be-be-be-be-be for real with me

i can go 'head, chop the head off the serpentine

it's always lovely conversations in my daydreams

back and forth

from you to me

i'm so nauseous

and i'm obnoxious

and i'm sorry i'm bothering you

baby it's toxic

but i kinda like it

i'm tryna see what you been going through

what you been going through, for real

what you been going through?

(with a question mark at the end)

what you been going through?

what you been going through?

different story

prod. 88h00dy

cover shot by Wiley.Beatz

LYRICS

skrr

though it might not be what i want

it's probably just what i really need

let me tell you what i mean

i'm left cold

on my own

my favorite words

would probably leave you burnt

i get what i deserve

if it's causing me some pain

it's something that i earned

even in the pouring rain

all the calls returned

you look me in my face

you tell me that this sh*t's absurd

word?

but you had me mesmerized on facetime all night

alright

i thought this sh*t was on sight

like why you tryna dig through my psyche?

like why you tryna slither up beside me?

i know you know

nothing is free

(six, free)

i just chill at home

i'm smoking on my tree

da da da

da da da da da

could we be for real?

you treat me like an NPC

i'm just tryna cook

hand me my MIDI please

i go with the flow

i just move with the breeze

tryna shine up my mental

to give it that sheen

do you feel me?

the last time i switched up

did you film me?

do you remember how we was 'bout to be besties?

scratch that

i look up to Bino

tell him leave the rest to me

it's like he's looking down on me

i'm feeling all the blessings

even if they're in disguise

he gon' part the water then the skies

besties

[prod. zeromandia]


i talk until my face blue

don't know if i'm getting through

i talk until the words run out

but they don't listen when i do

i'm told i intrude

i never meant to be rude

i look left, right, sideways

but i cannot avert my gaze

every day, the same thing

you're not hearing what i'm sayin

pickin up what i'm puttin down

you're wasting my time now

these days, i keep it quiet down

with people who i bring around

i'm a loner

and i don't know you

all my friends are stoners

all my friends confused

inside out, upside down, i'm freaking out

could you give me a ride, please? i wanna go home

could you pick me back up? i wanna come back around

i know i wasted your time, if it were you, i'd help you out

i always overcomplicate, thinking you hate these sounds

but laaa la la, you can't tell me nothin now

i find it hard to understand how you can never comprehend

when i paint pictures from my head, you ask me what they represent

however i'm feeling that day, i put it on a canvas and then i sell it

in exchange, i need my mula, need my guap, i need my relish

master plan, im up front

and i get nearly what i want

i've got so much stuff to say

imma smoke another one

okay now i'm having fun

if i got nobody, i can do just what i want

i'm a loner

and i don't know you

all my friends are stoners

all my friends confused

loner

stranger - the quadroholics & jay zen

[prod. bogie]

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

the room is empty and dark

in here, i feel so lost

the path i chose to embark

is tearing me apart

my whole ending and the start

i chose to hide my scars

my whole energy is off

it's killing me so soft

this time around

i see my reflection in the ground

all i can do is just do is hope for the best

all i seem to do is just make a mess

my friends can't see i'm stressed

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me soft

it's killing me so soft

i've gotta get this off my chest

i'm just filled with emptiness

the loneliness breeds more regret

how could i forget?

she held me down, i hard reset

i can't compute, there is no net

freefall for her entertainment

i try to call for my bro, i guess he's nameless

it's like nobody i love wants to see me famous

they'll say that i did this and that but it's all baseless

maybe they'll understand their actions when i'm faceless

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

it kills me so soft

it's killing me so soft

kill me soft w/ hennduzae

prod. Robin_cause


you look so lovely 

but why did you lie to me?

i fall so easily

for things i shouldn't believe

hopes and promises

are just fading memories

i won't see you in my contacts

i might see you in my dreams

and that's right where you'll stay, yeah

wasting all my days

the look that you put on my face

has got my love all over the place, yeah

you look so lovely 

but why did you lie to me?

i fall so easily

for things i shouldn't believe

we're playing games

and i lost

i learned your name

at what cost?

you're freezing cold

but still left me burned

i guess i get what i deserve

you've got me questioning my self worth

is it a blessing or a curse?

and everything that feels good 

leaves me hurt, hurt, hurt

you look so lovely 

but why did you lie to me?

i fall so easily

for things i shouldn't believe

you look so lovely 

but why did you lie to me?

i fall so easily

for things i shouldn't believe

lovely

[prod. dotbeats]


gray skies put me right to sleep

in their disguise, the hands grab me up

and lift me too high

how can i come down?

they fix me, throw me

back down to the ground

sensory deprived

i've no sight or sound

on my hands and knees

crawling around

you can change me

but you can't stop me

you can save me

then you can drop me

you could shape me

you could mold me

you could hurt me

as long as you hold me

(hold me)

change me

don't drop me

save me

do not stop me

they can take me

and i'll go softly

you can leave me

but i'm not lonely

no, no, no, no

beams outstretched

suck away my breath

and everyone's constantly examining my depth

i lift myself, but i can't take another step

respect me

cherish me

mmm

you can change me

but you can't stop me

you can save me

then you can drop me

you could shape me

you could mold me

you could hurt me

as long as you hold me

(hold me)

change me

don't drop me

save me

do not stop me

they can take me

and i'll go softly

you can leave me

but i'm not lonely

no, no, no, no

i know, know, know

all night, my eyes glow

in slow motion

let me go

let me go

let me go

let me roam

let me go

let me know

my hurt means nothing

but this all means something

and i'm left wondering

if i live inside of your memories

in memories

put me down

for cailyn! :D


[prod. thenyoutrust]



hold me

my arms have been empty

for longer than i would

care to admit

frostbitten

you thawed me out

i'm not afraid to admit this

this thing we have

could i have half of your time?

your time 

mmm (could i?)

my missing piece

she brings me peace 

with no pressure

deliver me leisure

my heart was sealed once

once upon a time

now it does what it wants

it wants you

i want you

my missing piece

she brings me peace 

with no pressure

deliver me leisure

leisure

[prod. bi2l]

i got tetrachrome

i see the world in different colors

yeah

magenta needles strike my foe

i'm sprayin with my brother 

yeah

rain from the sky

keep your composure 

duck for cover

catch your breath 

we're the only ones left

and i can carry you out of the fire, yeah

we can foil every plan they conspire against us

ignite it, we gon' light it up 

i can hold em back, back up, back up

and i can call for help, pick up, back up

fortify my reinforcements 'fore i get stuck

i keep calling in, i dont think they're listenin bruh

nah, it's not time to think, we just gotta act tough 

keep the faces in our mind of the people that we love

they'd be worried about us, i think that that should be enough

and if not, fuck it all, we just do this shit for us

boom, fuck it, fuck it, we do it all for us

worried 'bout if we ain't done enough when really, we've done way too much

my shoulder is my brothers crutch

my helmet's off, im drinking orange Crush

all i got are bullets and some trust

imma knock off the rust

i got tetrachrome

i see the world in different colors

yeah

magenta needles strike my foe

i'm sprayin with my brother 

yeah

rain from the sky

keep your composure 

duck for cover

catch your breath 

we're the only ones left

and i can carry you out of the fire, yeah

we can foil every plan they conspire against us

ignite it, we gon' light it up 

never supposed to be easy

the Prophet would like to meet me

uhh, yeah

everyone wants to bleed me

nobody wants to please me

i just- boom, boom, boom

dear pelican, my pelican, i got a man down

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

they had me and Scott surrounded, they was tryna run us down

they were tryna, they were tryna, they were tryna

i swear they wanna see me flatline

just for their peace of mind

so i know i gotta do what's right

i'm loading up my clip, i'm aiming down my sight

i got tetrachrome

i see the world in different colors

yeah

magenta needles strike my foe

i'm sprayin with my brother 

yeah

rain from the sky

keep your composure 

duck for cover

catch your breath 

we're the only ones left

and i can carry you out of the fire, yeah

we can foil every plan they conspire against us

ignite it, we gon' light it up

tetrachrome

[prod. zeromandia]



i see myself with you

indefinitely, i want you

anything in my rearview's none of my concern

i used to be a lot worse, but i guess i learned

and i'm perfect model

and i don't need no bottles

if i got you

and if i forgot youuu

i know i'd be the bluest dude around

my plastic world, just me n my girl

it's just me n my girl

it's just me n my - woah

i was taken from, imma rebuild

imma take it all bill by bill

and i'm gon' see the world, imma get my fill

and i'm gon' paint it all, just sit still

i don't need no pills, no i don't need no pills, nah

i don't need no cigarettes, no i don't need no menthol

i just need a couple lips to kiss, a couple hands to hold

i just need my girl, my agua, my green, then i'm good to go

i don't always got the perfect thing to say

no i don't know

i just want my chest to be the place where her head will lay

fasho, oh

i might shut up, i ain't goin out the door tho

i know i can put in work for my centerfold

i'd gladly hold it down for my queen, bro

i won't let a good thing go

no i won't let a good thing go

the people from my past, they don't even know me no more

i know half them motherfuckers wasn't even my bros

nah, for really tho

they thought they could take sum from me, i had to go let em know

half these motherfuckers already went and sold their soul

i'm in true love, so fuck what you're told

the 850 dating scene was getting so old

i started staying home like i went and caught a cold

oooh, they hit my phone

when they want something for the low

go, go, go, go

i'm so done with local shows

yeah

they've been bringing me low

so i ain't doin no more

you should stay out of my business, my business

i don't wanna link, i wanna spend all my time with Cailyn

yeah

i wanna eat some bad for me and just sit with it

and not say shit about it

i think the city's way too crowded

make room, you've been taking up all of my space

death looms, still you act like you can't be erased

i can take everything straight up to my face

but still they see me out in public and don't say a thing

need a couple custom Boytears super bowl rings

just need my peace of mind, i just want a couple nice things 

i already got what i want, huh huh huh huh huh

i've gotta bring that up, uh uh uh uh uh

and B just rolled a blunt, uh uh uh uh uh

ducked off

apocalypse

rain pours in

slice of heaven

do better

much better

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