cxrpse

prod. @stvrfire
art by crustgooch

lyrics:
im that nigga in all black
always been unlikeable
do it for my family
you niggas unreliable
yeah you always wanna talk shit
but you wont pop off
think you hard like a bottle
we gon rip yo top off
niggas always on the internet 
you needa log off
weed good i got a headache
from the blunt when i cough
cough
back to the basics
beat a nigga ass if he black
guess im racist
they would hit the @ but never
send the location
i could only laugh
cuz the cash that im making

you could never handle a nigga thats like me
everybody wanna talk but i keep my shit lowkey
niggas always gotta hate so i say c'est la vie
i feel like top chef these niggas dont want beef

they really think they know a nigga
from what they see on a screen
they really think they know a nigga
fuck you niggas mean

where you been at? i been off the map
i been in the crib eating good getting fat
yuh i dont wanna talk bitch im barely tryna rap
shoutout pat 
run up on me pussy you will get slapped
i know a couple niggas who just might shoot
just hopped in the pit now i got blood on my shoes
i will never fit in or try to do what they do
fuck what anybody says my nigga do you

[hook]
fuck what anybody says, do you.

Listen

UNLIKEABLE(PROD.STVRFIRE)

everyday i do the most
i step over any foes
what you really do it for?
doing shows coast to coast

still i cant believe it
i cant believe it
im doing what i want
slam the door when you leaving
ill give you a reason
still hurting i cant front

i still wake
up everyday feeling dumb
validation never mattered
cuz my brain still numb
i remember 2016
this shit was still fun
pour my heart out on the stage
when the 808 thump

then the clout came
and nobody gave a fuck
after money, competition
aint nobody showing love
yo favorite rappers aint friends
they just do it for the buzz
aint nobody keep it real
theres nobody i cant trust

and thats a fact
i dont even really wanna rap
if i was conceited where my 
accolades at?
calling up my dogs so they attack
i feel like syringe, heart attack, gimme that

i been so jaded
but im happy that i made it
any nigga that would hate it
only mad i be chasing
that bag
they hate it cuz theyd
rather spend the rack
on the raf
i eat a rapper up
and spit the bape
in the trash
then i kill the track
crowd saying run it back
i never really asked
for all the shit that i have

NUMB, STILL(PROD.RACCONZ)

feel like i been up for too long
demons tryna tell me do wrong
looking dirty like a cube bong
boss fight im feeling too strong
people got my brain feeling lesser
shouldve killed myself up in the desert
everyday surrounded by the pressure
i will not submit to you, never
my therapist made me feel worse
medications make my brain hurt
now im not on even playing turf
wanna put myself under the dirt
i was good until i fucking relapsed
yeah i changed but they would never see that
i never asked to fucking be sad
cuz of anxiety i gotta react
all the stress been fucking me up
ion like weed fuck a re-up
i dont like me i fucking need love
fuck hygeine i need to clean up,
i dont even wanna get out of bed
i wanna put a bullet in my head
somedays i think im better off dead
and fuck all of these meds
i cant even say whats in my brain
waking up and every day the same
ultimately who is there to blame
me cuz i will never ever change

VENTING(PROD.RACCOONZ)

Ima win the race,(yeah)
Moving state to state,(yeah)
Love it when they hate,(yeah)

You gon get erased,(yeah)
22, with some money
How i throw it on the dash
And i really think that its funny
How they run when we attack
Yeah, i really think that its funny
How they run when we attack
Yeah, i'm ballin out in my 20's
Give no fuck bout how i act

Y'all think y'all cold, but i'm
Freezing
Dominate the season
Throw away the heathens
Leave em while they bleeding
While i'm still breathing
Dominate the season
Throw away the heathens
Leave em while they bleeding
I'm fuckin up my demons

I'm a hedonist
I'm a masochist
And a dick
Every rapper don't be
Talking bout shit
Punched a wall, think
I broke my wrist
Why you talking boy?
You look like a bitch

Big dog on campus now
You ain't even seen half the pound
Put your favorite rapper
Under ground
Now i'm really done fucking around

Now i want it all
I will win before i fall
No more will i withdraw-
I win, no loss
Now i want it all
I will win before i fall
No more will i withdraw-
I win, no loss

One more time

Y'all think y'all cold, but i'm
Freezing
Dominate the season
Throw away the heathens
Leave em while they bleeding
While i'm still breathing
Dominate the season
Throw away the heathens
Leave em while they bleeding
I'm fuckin up my demons

HEATHENS(PROD.RACCOONZ)

OVERLORD, WARLORD(PROD.RACCOONZ)

play this shit on repeat
dont care if you leave me
yall gon have to free me
i hope youll never need me

i dont wanna waste time
god i really hate my
self
really fucking hate life
stress compromise my
health

i felt like a reject 
ever since i was a kid
left home,
forced my way, 
went and got a fucking crib
but it dont matter
hit the vape
blood pool inside my ribs
i feel snakes
on my body
how they crawl over 
my skin

i hate my teeth 
i hate my face
i hate that i make more mistakes
like everyday
is just a waste
and i get more than i can take
no longer broken,
but i’ll break
its in the music that i make
im scared that music is my fate
i really wanna get away

and im surrounded by the evil seeking
leeching demons
and people that i know be heathens
freeze and see me bleeding
ignore my pain
but i hate to say i need to see it 
cuz its the only thing
that lets me know
that i am breathing


beamy
i dont wanna waste time
god i really hate myself
i cannot see what they want to see
gotta think far past your brain
friends of mine till the end
of time be the ones, drive me insane
life of greed and vanity,
that aint never been my lane
y’all should feel fucking ashamed
fuck everyone in the game

i am what i am
give a fuck if you cant 
tolerate it
im on my shit
i know better than to be
impatient
all of the inspiration that
they take from me is blatant
it took the deepest pain for me to
pray and reawaken
dont give a fuck about the game
i dont need to play it
they tryna play liek god
now they only seein satan
id be a fool to think it lies
around for me to take it
i smile but it is just a front 
for all my seething hatred

SNAKES W/BRUHMANEGOD(PROD.RACCOONZ x o2ANDRES)

BEATDOWN - CXRPSE (Prod. Skotskr)

JUMPIN IN THE PIT - CXRPSE

I WANT ME BACK - CXRPSE

UNHAPPY FOR YEARS - CXRPSE

NOISE INSIDE MY BRAIN - CXRPSE

IT’S ALL MY FAULT - CXRPSE

BROKEN - CXRPSE

DEPRESSION - CXRPSE

NO AIR - CXRPSE (PROD. Lucy Wynters)

DISAPPEAR - CXRPSE

ft @ssjcxrpse + @jamesgorczyca1
prod. @sybyr

LYRICS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nz7NLlJKF6E

lack of function (ft. CXRPSE & JAMES GORCZYCA) (prod. Landfill)

CXRPSE - WHEN THE PASSION DIES AND SUICIDE FEELS LIKE THE ONLY OPTION (Full Album)

CXRPSE - PERMANENT BLUE

CXRPSE - SUMMER NEVER ENDS

Thank you to everyone who helped create this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPs86bDJSmw

no amount of words
could explain
how much i hate myself
nothing fucking matters
anyway
i might jus take myself
out
hit myself with the old yeller
cuz lately i been feeling
so depressed under the weather

everybody been making me
feel worthless
beginning the end but
either way i’m still working
thought we had something
but i guess it’s not worth it
so everybodys happy
in this stalemate but
im hurting 
damn
ain’t it a shame 
how we throw blame
we fuck each other’s brains
scream then feel the throat pain
overdosing
and
blowing the cocaine
i spent the summer drugged
out
so i had to go drain

the way i’m feeling
cuz you couldn’t imagine it
thoughts of suicide 
because i couldn’t manage it 
had to step away
and take a look where my passion is
college dropout
but still a high school graduate 

and then i ask 
are you proud of me mom
are you proud of me
dad
am i proud that im sad
fuck no
if it was up to me
id never be mad
never feel any way
always glad to be glad
but
life don’t work that way 
you gotta work everyday
to secure that place 
uh
and don’t hurt that face
go to the sink and splash
some water
you deserve that day

basically i always struggled with depression 
it always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson
i’m tryna learn to take the fucking day like it’s a blessing 
leave the past in the past 
it’s time to focus on the present 

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

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