This song was born from one of the most important love stories of my life — a time when I truly felt seen and loved for who I am. It was a love that embraced all of me — both the good and the broken, my past and my future.

Through that love, I began to see the good in myself, gaining confidence and learning to love who I am. Ojai’s Embrace is more than a memory of laughter, intimacy, and joy — it’s a testament to what happens when love not only connects you to someone else, but also awakens love within yourself.

— J.B. Roade

(Verse 1)
Remember that trip to Ojai, where the sun kissed our skin,
Laughing 'til we cried, letting the world spin.
We joked about relaxing so much, we’d lose control,
Just the two of us, heart and soul.

(Chorus)
Oh, those perfect moments in Ojai's embrace,
No worries, just laughter, in our special place.
From deep talks to silly jokes, under the endless sky,
In your arms, I felt I could fly.

(Verse 2)
Jacuzzi nights, stars shining above,
Every touch, every kiss, filled with love.
We shared secrets, dreams, and fears,
In those tender moments, wiping away tears.

(Chorus)
Oh, those perfect moments in Ojai's embrace,
No worries, just laughter, in our special place.
From deep talks to silly jokes, under the endless sky,
In your arms, I felt I could fly.

(Bridge)
In your eyes, I found my home,
In every laugh, I wasn’t alone.
Memories made, forever in my heart,
Thank you for the moments, from the very start.

(Chorus)
Oh, those perfect moments in Ojai's embrace,
No worries, just laughter, in our special place.
From deep talks to silly jokes, under the endless sky,
In your arms, I felt I could fly.

(Outro)
Date nights and love making, under the moon’s light,
Holding you close, everything felt right.
I love you, my dear, for every laugh and tear,
For those Ojai memories, I’ll always hold near.

Ojai's Embrace

Titel: Endless Night
Künstlerin: Verena Heß
Gesang: KI-gestützt

Tauchen Sie ein in die rohe Emotion und die kraftvolle Intensität von Endless Night, einem Rock-Song, der die Dunkelheit der Einsamkeit, den inneren Kampf und die Suche nach einem Hoffnungsschimmer widerspiegelt. Mit herzzerreißenden Texten und kraftvollen Gitarrenriffs erzählt der Song die Geschichte eines Menschen, der sich Nacht für Nacht seinen Dämonen stellt – allein, aber ungebrochen.

Jede Note, jede Zeile bringt die innere Zerbrechlichkeit zum Vorschein, die von einer unerschütterlichen Stärke getragen wird. Die Botschaft des Songs erinnert uns daran, dass selbst in den dunkelsten Momenten ein Funke Hoffnung bestehen bleibt.

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Endless Night

"Buried Feelings" ist ein emotionaler Rock-Song, der die schmerzliche Realität unausgesprochener Emotionen und unterdrückter Wahrheiten erkundet. Er handelt von Liebe, die in den Schatten gestellt wurde, aus Angst vor den intensiven Gefühlen, die sie hervorbringt. Eine kraftvolle Botschaft über das Festhalten an der Wahrheit und das Loslassen dessen, was nicht erwidert wird. Gesungen von einer KI, spiegelt dieser Song die Sehnsucht, Verletzlichkeit und Stärke wider, die in uns allen verborgen liegt.

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#BuriedFeelings #RockMusic #EmotionalRock #HeartbreakSong #LoveAndLoss #DeepFeelings #Songwriting #MusicWithMeaning #VerenaHess #NewMusic #KISong #BreakupAnthem #EmotionalLyrics

Lyrics:
Verse:
I see you now, a distant gaze,
You’ve locked your heart in a hidden maze.
You turned away, found someone new,
But I know the truth buried deep in you.

She’s easy to hold, she doesn’t demand,
She lets you slip through without a plan.
You’ve buried the fire, the love that’s real,
Running from the things you’re afraid to feel.

Pre-Chorus:
Was I too close, too much to face?
Did my love expose a fragile space?
You’ve built your walls, but I see through,
The one you’re hiding from isn’t me, it’s you.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Verse:
I was the mirror you couldn’t face,
Showing the wounds you tried to erase.
With her, it’s simple, no need to try,
But love without struggle is just a lie.

You pushed me away, but I held on tight,
I knew your darkness, I saw your fight.
But now you’ve chosen the easy road,
Denying the love you can’t unload.

Pre-Chorus:
Did I ask for more than you could give?
Did my love demand you truly live?
You’ve closed your heart, but I still see,
The war you’re fighting internally.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Bridge:
You can numb the pain, you can shut the door,
But love like ours doesn’t keep score.
You can tell yourself this is what you need,
But the heart won’t lie, it won’t concede.

She won’t challenge you, won’t make you stay,
But love’s not found in running away.
One day you’ll face what you’ve suppressed,
The truth you’ve buried in your chest.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Outro:
I hope one day you find the key,
To unlock the love you hid from me.
Until then, I’ll hold what was real,
Knowing you’re afraid of what you feel.
But know something, the past can't be undone,
So be aware that someday I will surely be gone.

Buried feelings

I got these snakes around my neck
And I got these diamonds on my chest
They say I look like I just got paid
They say I look like I should have stayed
But I do anything I want

I got these dreams inside my head
And I can't stop thinking 'bout my ex
They say I look like I just got laid
And then they ask if I know my name
But I do anything I want

I got a bad habit
Of loving what I can't have
Can't have it
But I'll do anything I want
(But I'll do anything I want)

I got my head up in the clouds
And I got these demons pulling me down
They say I look like I just got high
And then they ask if I wanna die
But I do anything I want

I got a bad habit
Of loving what I can't have
Can't have it
But I'll do anything I want
(But I'll do anything I want)
I'll do anything I want
(But I'll do anything I want)

I got a bad habit (I got a bad habit)
I got a bad habit (I got a bad habit)
I got a bad habit (I got a bad habit)
I got a bad habit (I got a bad habit)

I got a bad habit
Of loving what I can't have
Can't have it
But I'll do anything I want
(But I'll do anything I want)
I'll do anything I want
(But I'll do anything I want)
I'll do anything I want
(But I'll do anything I want)

Anything I want

I woke up to blood rain
Never gonna be the same
I woke up to blood rain
Never gonna be the same

I was outside on the morning that it started
The Earth bled in her garden
Blood-soaked soil
One of us
I was so naive
I was just a little girl
When they turned the whole world
Into something dangerous

And I never should have let it happen
Never should have let it get so bad
I was caught up in my emotions
Blinded by the ocean of red
And I woke up to blood rain
Never gonna be the same
I woke up to blood rain
Never gonna be the same

There were people screaming
Running
Looking for some shelter
I took my umbrella
Covered from the dangerous
My imagination put it down to something else
The sky was just unwell
The ground was too precipitous

And I never should have let it happen
Never should have let it get so bad
I was caught up in my emotions
Blinded by the ocean of red
And I woke up to blood rain
Never gonna be the same
I woke up to blood rain
Never gonna be the same

It's not the first time that it's happened
I know it will happen again
But every time it does
I'm startled
I'm shocked and scared and alarmed by it
And the clouds will clear
I know that
I know there'll be sunshine again
But this time it's darker than ever
I just hope we can weather it

Blood Rain

This song was written for one of the most meaningful connections of my life — the same soul who inspired Ojai’s Embrace. Though we loved each other deeply, almost like soulmates, our path together wasn’t meant to last.

Memories of Us became my way of saying goodbye while honoring the bond we shared. It was a friendship deeper than love, a relationship that gave us both what we needed for the next step in our healing journeys.

Some things that weren’t meant to last are not lost — we carry them with us as important life lessons, sometimes as healing, sometimes as the hope we need to hold onto for the future. This song holds all of that: the gratitude, the beauty, and the enduring memories that continue to shine.

— J.B. Roade

**Intro:** 
이렇게 혼자 누워서 가만히 생각을 하다보면 
나도 모르게 너의 미소가 찾아와 날 반겨주곤 해

**Verse 1:** 
이렇게 혼자 누워서 가만히 생각을 하다보면 
나도 모르게 너의 미소가 찾아와 날 반겨주곤 해 
깊은 곳에 숨어있던 기억 하나가 떠오르곤 해 
오늘 같은 날, 특히 네가 그리워져 
함께했던 시간들이 자꾸 떠오르며 
나도 모르게 아름다운 추억을 꺼내게 돼 (추억을 꺼내게 돼)

**Verse 2:** 
우연한 만남, 운명같이 만났지만, 지속될 수 없는 만남
(너를 만나 감사해)
아쉬워도 슬프지는 않아,추억속에 항상 웃음으로 남아
언젠가 다음 생애에서 만나 영원히 친구로 다시 만나
(너를 만나 감사해)
그때까지 마음속에 간직할게 기도할게 진정한 기쁨을 찾을 수 있게

**Chorus 1:**
이 생애 안에서 친구로 남을 수 없다해도
함께한 모든 시간 소중히 간직하려해

**Verse 3:** 
우리 각자 위치 의무 격식 가식 사회 정의 복잡한 인간관계 다 뿌리치고
오직 한 인생 대 인생으로 노란 쇼파에 앉아
슬픔 기쁨 인생 얘기 나누다 잠들었던 추억 
가장 아름다운 추억으로 내 맘에 남아 
순수하고 완벽했던 그 시간 속에 멈춘 것 같이
시간이 지나도 빛나는 기억으로 간직하지
영원히 남아 그렇게 나를 웃게 해

**Verse 4:** 
하얀 데킬라 향기에 취해 세상 걱정 하나 없는 꿈속같이
사랑보다 진한 우정같이 인생골목 동지같이
막다른 인생 골목에서 쉬어가는 쉼터 같이
사진 한장 한장 담고 싶은 순간들이 
가득한 아름다운 추억들로 가득하지
사소한 것에 아이같이 웃음보가 떠져 눈물로 울고 웃던 추억들로 가득하지
**Verse 4:** 
이렇게 혼자 누워서 가만히 생각을 하다 보면
나도 모르게 너의 미소가 찾아와 날 반겨주곤 해

[Outro]
이 생애 안에서 친구로 남을 수 없다해도
함께 한 모든 시간은 소중히 간직하려 해
이 생애 안에서 친구로 남을 수 없다해도
함께한 모든 시간 소중히 간직하려해

Memories of Us (Remix)

Written in 2005–2006 during my first year at university, this song captures a season of hope, new beginnings, and the thrill of meeting so many new people. In the middle of it all, one person stood out — someone whose intelligence matched her beauty, and who inspired these words.

Though our paths never turned into more, Eyes Off of Her reflects the lightness and fun of that time, when even fleeting feelings could spark joy, inspiration, and the sense of being alive in love.

— J.B. Roade

[Verse 1]
I saw her today as she walked past by
The glimpse of her smile caught my eyes
Her scent slipped away into a lullaby
And my heart stopped for a while, mesmerized

[Chorus]
Would you look at her eyes, so calm and pure
Like the soft brown eyes of a newborn doe
Such a beauty’s not for everyday
For that reason I can’t keep my eyes off of her

[Verse 2]
Born in June with a breeze in her stride
Born to see the world with her heart open wide
She helps those in need with a love that won’t hide
And her eyes met mine like a warm summer tide

[Chorus]
Would you look at her eyes, so calm and pure
Like the soft brown eyes of a newborn doe
Such a beauty’s not for everyday
For that reason I can’t keep my eyes off of her

[Chorus]
Would you look at her eyes, so calm and pure
Like the soft brown eyes of a newborn doe
Such a beauty’s not for everyday
For that reason I can’t keep my eyes off of her

Eyes Off Of Her (Alternative Rock Remix)

✨🎶 작은맘 (Small Heart)

This song is one of my most personal pieces. 작은맘 means “small heart” — a reflection of the fragile, quiet side of love and emotion that we often hide away. I wrote it in a moment of deep honesty, where even a small feeling carried so much weight.

It’s simple, minimal, and gentle — just like the heart it represents. Sometimes it’s the smallest feelings that shape our biggest memories.

Thank you for listening and sharing in this part of my journey.
— J.B. Roade

[Verse 1]
이런 내가 정말 바보 같아
왜 이러는지 알 수 없어
망설여지는 내 마음
너를 향한 나의 작은 맘

[Chorus]
이런 나를 받아주겠니
비록 보잘것없지만
줄 거라곤 한 가지뿐인
너만 바라보는 작은 맘

[Verse 2]
어느 순간 나도 모르게
사랑이란 늪에 빠져서
아무리 발버둥 쳐봐도
나올 수 없는 내 작은 맘

[Chorus]
내가 왜 이러는지 몰라
너를 보면 가슴이 떨려
두근거리는 나의 심장
설레 이는 나의 작은 맘

[Outro]
서투른 날 받아주겠니
비록 작고 초라하지만
언제나 널 바라보는
변함없는 나의 작은 맘
I love you (I love you)
너만을 사랑해
날 믿어도 돼
이런 말로 표현 못 하지만
받아주겠니 내 작은 맘

작은맘(Small Heart) (Remix)

✨🎶 I’m in Love (Remix)

This is a fresh take on one of my earliest love songs. The remix strips it down to its core energy — playful, bright, and full of gratitude. It captures the little quirks of everyday life alongside the overwhelming joy of being in love.

With this version, I wanted to let the melody and lyrics carry the emotion on their own — simple, honest, and celebratory.

— J.B. Roade

[Intro]
요즘 들어 나도 모르게 가슴속에
벅차 오르는 감정 터질 것만 같은 열정
눈을 뜨면 너, 감아도 너, 하루 종일
머릿속은 온통 너 생각뿐이야

[Chorus]
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo

[Verse 1]
왜 이제서야 나타난 거야
너를 찾아 너무 헤맨 걸
이제 모든 걸 다 너와 함께 할 거야
소중한 남은 생애 날까지

[Chorus]
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo

[Verse 2]
알면 알수록 사랑스러운 사람
나를 정말 잘 아는 사람
하나님께서 내게 허락해 주신
내 단짝 하나뿐인 내 사랑

[Bridge 1]
너는 유기농을 좋아해
나는 그런 너를 사랑해
너는 쇼핑을 좋아해
나는 돈을 많이 벌어야 해
너는 여행을 좋아해
반짝이는 별도 좋아해
나는 그런 너와 언제나
함께 있으면 행복해

[Verse 1]
왜 이제서야 나타난 거야
너를 찾아 너무 헤맨 걸
이제 모든 걸 다 너와 함께 할 거야
소중한 남은 생애 날까지

[Bridge 2]
너와 내가 이제 하나 되어
이루어 가는 우리 둘의 사랑 이야기
알송달송 새콤달콤 정말 달콤한
하나 아닌 둘이서 꿈을 향한 새 출발
평생 너만 바라보며
사랑하고 싶어
영원히 너의 곁에서

[Chorus]
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo
I'm in love, I'm in love
Oh oh oh, A-yo
(Lululapa oh oh oh)
(Lululapa L. O. V. and E)
(Lululapa oh oh oh)
(Lululapa Y. O. and U)

I'm in Love (Remix)

All Aboard the Express Trains! (7)

All Aboard the Express Trains!

🎶✨ Hi everyone!

I’m not a singer — I’m a composer and lyricist. My passion is writing melodies, crafting lyrics, and shaping the structure of songs — laying the foundation for how each one should feel and sound. From there, I work with talented singers and producers to bring the vision to life.

For me, music isn’t just sound — it’s a way to capture the moments, stories, and emotions that mark my journey through life. Each song is a snapshot, a memory, a piece of the path I’ve walked — and sometimes the paths of others whose lives have crossed mine.

If you’re a singer or producer who would like to work with me, feel free to DM me. I also write for other artists as well.

Thank you for being here and sharing in this journey with me. More music to come 🎶💫

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All Aboard the Express Trains!

J.B. Roade

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