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cover art by @user-688749729 & british man cav3y

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(chorus:)
boy you know that you my type 
big spooning me all night 
(y’know what i’m sayin)
n we ain’t had no fights
3 years, boy that sumn light 
(it’s time to get faded)
yeah and even when i’m high
i’m never putting up a disguise with ya
(no second face or fakin)
when i look into ur iris the blue tones give me butterflies 
(a boy that i’m cravin)

(verse:)
baby, i’m exhausted
and i can’t find my lipstick i lost it 
it’s your “favorite color on me” what u like to say
n now you got a pink smudge on the side’a ur face 
you’re so adorable￼
(god damn ur adorable)
n now i’m stuck in ur arms and i cant escape 
i’m encased with ur lovin’
n you can love me all night
babe, you can tell me anything 
it’s not gon’ change that i’d agree to any wedding rings
if that’s in the future babe, i’m down for any kinda thing
ur body looks like fine art
just wanna be held in your arms

(chorus:)
boy you know that you my type 
big spooning me all night 
(y’know what i’m sayin)
n we ain’t had no fights
3 years, boy that sumn light 
(it’s time to get faded)
yeah and even when i’m high
i’m never putting up a disguise with ya
(no second face or fakin)
when i look into ur iris the blue tones give me butterflies 
(a boy that i’m cravin)
(so baby, stop playin)

shteppi - u ma type. (prod. pieper)

NATALIE ADAMS {p. Siracha Sugar}

TOUCHED

Lyrics: I told that bitch to wake up good morning (good morning yeah) 
Money in my bed you know I’m horny
Ain’t wake up to no top oh my god this bitch is boring (uh huh, uh huh)
She talking bout she tired girl you ain’t even snoring
I told that bitch to wake up good morning (good morning yeah) 
Pop smoke it’s raining when it’s pouring (uh huh)
My diamonds on me wet you would think that it was porridge (uh huh, uh huh)
And all my bitches rare yeah yeah they be foreign

I told that bitch to wake up
I said Hennessy my cup
Yeah let me feel your body baby I can’t get enough (uh huh)
And she keep talking bout it’s tough when she know she like it rough (uh huh)
And if I spot a pussy boy I put that nigga in my blunt put that nigga in my cup (uh huh, uh huh)
Nah for real I’m bout to slide on an opp and I slide on the block and I catch me a kill (uh huh)
And I’m bout to go to LA when I stay in a mansion I stay in the hills (uh huh)
Then I might go to Japan then I fuck on a fan cause I guess that’s the deal (uh huh, uh huh)
And then I might make me a mill 

If you got a problem what’s up (uh huh)
Bitch yea I stay with a sword you a fairy ass nigga you looking like Puck (uh huh)
If you keep taking percs then you might go berserk you may die and throw up (uh huh)
I hope you don’t do it to cope or you do it for jokes but I guess for the rush (uh huh, uh huh)
But you gotta keep your head up
I used to be in your spot (uh huh) I used to be on the block (uh huh) I used to be overlooked (uh huh) I’m bout to get to the top
I used to serve all the rock mama I got me a job
Run up on me and get robbed that’s on my stick and I swear that’s on God (uh huh, uh huh)

I told that bitch to wake up good morning
Money in my bed you know I’m horny
Ain’t wake up to no top oh my god this bitch is boring
She talking bout she tired girl you ain’t even snoring (uh huh, uh huh)
I told that bitch to wake up good morning (uh huh)
Pop smoke it’s raining when it’s pouring (uh huh)
My diamonds on me wet you would think that it was porridge  (uh huh, uh huh)
And all my bitches rare yeah yeah they be foreign
I told that bitch to wake up

Good Morning! (Wake Up)

lyrics, vocals, and mixing by shteppi
production by peril

(verse 1:)
girl i can’t 
is you serious?
i can’t talk to my bro
cuz his hoe,
actin curious
she think that i’m gon go
pack my bags
leave my man
jump in head first with no plan
girl bye i’m gone
fake ass tan
i think i understand

(chorus:)
she hates
my guts
cuz she don’t have good taste
girl i
don’t want
to get between y’alls space
cuz he’s not him
and i’m not her
so keep your “him”
while i keep word

(verse 2:)
girl, grow up
i’m so lost
don’t you think it would have happened
before you showed up?
cuz i’m not
the type to wait for compassion
oh i’m so sick explaining every time
i’m a girl who loves a guy
and my homie ain’t my type
makes me feel so sick inside
ain’t nobody want your man
you’re the only girl ‘could stand him
i’m so sick of wasting plans
cuz his girl don’t understand and 

(chorus:)
she hates
my guts
cuz she don’t have good taste
girl i
don’t want
to get between y’alls space
cuz he’s not him
and i’m not her
so keep your “him”
while i keep word

shteppi - bad taste.

Lyrics:
You don’t gotta know all that
That (x2)
Only that I came to be with you
But if you wanna know that bad
Bad (x2)
I’ve never been this deep in love, to tell you the truth
And I don’t really wanna go back
Back (x3)
To being friends and spending every day feeling blue
So baby come and sit on my lap
Lap (x2)
And let me tell you everything I love about you

Eyes like the morning
The coffee I smell
And even a skin tone to match
Reminds me of caramel
I love the length of your hair
And whatchu did to your nails
There’s no one that could compare
It’s like I’m under a spell

Small waist, and good hygiene 
Your beautiful figure, so enticing
Every move you make, so mesmerizing
I might be
Crazy to think you would like me

You're way out of my league, girl, I know
But this is something I can’t let go
Been dreaming of you, head to toe
I should prolly shut up though, cuz

You don’t gotta know all that
That (x2)
Only that I came to be with you
But if you wanna know that bad
Bad (x2)
I’ve never been this deep in love, to tell you the truth
And I don’t really wanna go back
Back (x3)
To being friends and spending every day feeling blue
So baby come and sit on my lap
Lap (x2)
And let me tell you everything I love about you

Right time, but the wrong face
She played the right cards, threw the 4 aces
I know you
Wrong girl with the right traits
Tasted so true, but it all felt fake
Everything fit, but I felt misplaced 
Her smile was real, but the love was all staged
I know you
Fell for the part she played
I know you
She wore a whole different face
Wouldn’t wanna chase
Chase (x3)
She wore my heart like jewelry, then left it in a scary, dark place
Place (x2)
Gone without a trace
Now I’m just stuck here wishing that the memories would fade
Fade (x3)
I knew all this was coming, but for some reason, I still feel so betrayed
Trayed (x2)
It was all fake
Fake (x3)

Honey Or Hollow

HONEY I'M HOLLOW (prod. inuyasha x jeiddn)

completely performed by shteppi

(lyrics:)
tell me again
what was ur name
i must’ve missed that
shit just don’t feel the same
it feels like you died but
we talk every day
i think i’ve just grown to hate
who we’ve both became

shteppi - one way. (demo)

Lyrics:

Me:
Yeah, they see what I post
But they miss what I cope with
Slight smiles in the pics
But it’s all outta focus
I been talkin' in codes
Yeah, I write, but I ghost it
I’m alive in the flicks
But I die when I post it

People tell me
“Just pray" 
"you’ll be fine"
"It’ll pass soon”
Like I ain’t been 
Stuck in this room 
Since last June
Like I ain’t been 
Eatin' my shame 
Like fast food
Like I ain’t been 
Stuck in my head like a bad tune

I been 
Checkin' my pulse
Like I’m missin' a beat
Heart heavy
Like it’s tied
To the soles of my feet
I keep draggin' it around 
Through the cracks in the street
Tryna carry somethin' that was never really for me

Yeah, I write notes to myself
But I rip ‘em in halves
Throw ‘em in a messy pile
With the rest of my past
I’ve been searchin’ for the meaning
Like a needle in glass
Tryna fix the things I break 
With a piece that won’t match

Maybe healing ain’t a finish line
But a circle
Maybe it’s the way that I return
To what's hurtful
Maybe I been searchin’ for the exit 
In reversal
But every door I closed was a frame I was birthed through.

Rei:
So now i gotta keep it in tact
Won't be going round' again and ima make it a pact
I turn the wheel its getting shifty like the tire was flat
It wont vanish
Caught up in the motherf- damage

Me:
Cause I’m damaged
In the middle, standin
Thoughts and feelings as paint that stains my canvas

Rei: 
That's why I'm overthinking a lot
To redevelop the plot
It's not something I can really put my hands in

Me:
I been drawin' through the cracks though my hands feel stranded

Rei:
But the lines that it branded are all the little chances
I take
Never get a break
Even when demanded

Me:
Maybe what's broken don't always need a bandage
I thought a perfect page was the goal to reach
But I’m learnin’ now the smudges hold a piece of me

Rei:
Maybe from a different angle, I'll believe in me
Instead of thinking that somebody else completed me
I never seem to find what other people see in me
I really think it's cause I stuck the art of being me
Not into the person that I want, but I need to be
Now every piece is essential to the scenery

Put your hands up-
If you're ever feeling forced to have your head tucked
That boy Nas said to always keep your heads up
This ain't the end, everybody's gonna mess up
Tell me you're trying to

Me:
I thought peace was a mountain I was climbing to

Rei: 
But maybe peace is the valley I've been driving through
Never thought
To stop
The plot 
I would dive into

Me:
Maybe standing still is the bravest thing I gotta do
Maybe damage
Ain't all disadvantage

Rei:
truly couldn't stop me
I'll go on a rampage

Me:
Maybe broken
Is a version of chosen
Maybe I was never made to be fully golden

Rei:
Uh, Gimme da booster
I be da rooster
When I shout it out loud that I ain't a loser
I'm shouting out loud, you know it was gruesome
We all shouting cause ima give the crew some

Me:
I don’t hate who I am
I just wrestle who I been
Maybe silence ain’t a prison
Maybe it's a friend
I used to think alone was the enemy within
But maybe bein' known starts with knowin’ me again
Knowin’ me again
I thank you, heavenly father, for showing me again

KINTSUGI (feat. Rei) prod. roku beats

lyrics, vocals, and mixing by shteppi
production by devaux

(chorus:)
u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
i should’ve known better
yeaaaah, u got me foldin under no pressure
cuz baby, u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
n u know i been writin them for u
i gotta find a way to cope better
but thats on me

(verse 1:)
how can i make these lyrics vaguer that they need to be i think she see right through all of my shit
i’m redhanded
how can she make me feel this way, i got my bae
up in my face i wanna tell him but he won’t understand it
i’m a bad person when i see me in the mirror
its never clear but somehow when i hang w her i’m so candid
fuck… oh how tf will i manage
i’ll stay inside until its dark then i’ll walk
thinkin how cool it is whenever we talk
i told my man about he don’t seem bothered…
should i just bite the bullet, hang up, n block?
she flirtin with me, i’m like “maybe she not…”
i’m in denial cuz she gettin me hot
hate that she get me now, cuz she got me got got got
u love the fact i know u know that i’m caught

(chorus:)
cus baby, u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
i should’ve known better
yeaaaah, u got me foldin under no pressure
cuz baby, u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
n u know i been writin them for u
i gotta find a way to cope better
but thats on me

(verse 2:)
i’m making songs about her now
i see her face around my house
i gotta move cuz fuck i’m losing my mental
one of my homies found me out
i told him what the songs about he said
don’t act on it cuz that shit’ll suck ten-fold
i told him everything i felt, the way she look, the way she smell, he told me “girl, its gettin worse so be gentle”
i asked am i fucked up for this? he said “girl u just startna trip u ain’t a piece of shit if love accidental”
i’ll just avoid her til she move to somebody else 
its hard to move on cuz i know how her body felt
she grab my arm n that shit makin my body melt
i’m feelin guilty cuz she makin me think
u shouldn’t be a thought at all but i thought it well
u got me realizing that i need a lot of help
i’m feelin guilty cuz u makin me pink
got me rethinking that ring i don’t got yet

(chorus:)
u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
i should’ve known better
yeaaaah, u got me foldin under no pressure
cuz baby, u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
n u know i been writin them for u
i gotta find a way to cope better
but thats on me

NATALIE ADAMS {p. Siracha Sugar}

JCWTF