dont take anything for granted (sept)

Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

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the morning light shines a lifeline
escape is what i need
i shouldve listened last night girl
this is beyond belief
that we keep falling for the lure of
liquid confidence and lights
and we skydive from walls we built
dying just to feel alive

on the way down screamin
woah
if all we have is time then well be alright
its not much but its better than nothing
were running on fumes but well make it through the night
its not love but its better than dreaming

oh im on fire
theres a burning in my bones
and in my eyes these dreams theyre taking hold
i just need time

building walls to burn them down
canon balls to watch me drown
youve got me lost in here and now
youve got me lost in lost and found
we only hang in evenings
and i dont know what im thinking
but i know that i wont think it
if i keep up with this thinking
all these dreams and all these plans
we shared under the moonlight
theyre dreams and plans that i have
i just dont know if youll fit right
when i leave in the morning
and i kiss you and say goodnight
i kick myself until we kick it
shouldve told you goodbye

coming home so late at night
with clothes covered in sand
i dont know just what im thinking
but im doing what i can
and if all we have is time then we will find

if all we have is time then well be alright
its not much but its better than nothing
were running on fumes but well make it through the night
its not love but its better than dreaming



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cos i had the best of the worst sides
and i had these lungs
and i had too many flash fires
that i just let them burn

till my chest is on fire
and my head just wont die
i guess im lying cos i wanna
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like its move or slowly die
you aint you when youre like this
this aint you and you know it
but aint that just the point

you dont know
how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im
still caught below
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

cos all i needed was some words to say
that all these feelings dont mean shit to me
cos its all just chemicals anyway
anyway
and i got way to many routes to take
to make this all just go away
and find another heart to break
so heartless with the words i say
just saying what im supposed to say
cos i had nothing for you
i cant love when i cant even love myself
things i would rather be thoughts at the back of my head but im addicted to hurting
and i got these lungs
and I spent too many late nights
thinking a hole in the earth

till the sky is on fire
and my head still wont die
i guess im lying cos i want to
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like i need something to come alive
she said you aint you when youre like this
this aint you what you done?
and i said thats the point

you dont know how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im still caught bellow
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess inside
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

/numb

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

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i don’t wanna smoke
i don’t need a drink
just tell me how ya feel
tell me watchu think
cause i’ve been on my own
for a fucking while
and i don’t need a girl
i just wanna smile
getting my mind right
i’ll wait till the time's right
i’m meaning to tell ya
why it’s hard to sleep at night
there’s nothing to fear now
girl we should be here now
so why don’t u hear me out
i’m saying

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

i been hella stressed
i would rather chill
i know u look to me
wonder how i deal
but look inside my soul
i don’t mean to front
cause really i don’t know
what the fuck i want
i remember when
we were more than friends
i would just pretend
that was cold
after all this shit i could not let u in
summer went
saved up all the money
that i would of spent on u

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

[blackbear]
yea
let’s talk it out
girl time out
i know that u only with me for the clout
sit down
u had too much to drink
maybe it’s my fault
i remember u would pull up
pour up hennessy asking to smoke
nooo no, there u go again
mixin blow with downers
brand new hoes around u
and when the night is done
u be hitting my line
tell me ur phone at 1% at 3 am u wanna vibe

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

idle

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Another piece of me that’s broken 
One more flaw to hate, as if I didn’t have enough 
All the pressure’s got me choking up 
I tried to medicate but I guess it’s not enough 

And it’s like one day to the next 
I’m holding my breath 
I’m doing my best 

Oh I just, I wanna feel 
I wanna feel 
I wanna feel better 

Cause all along 
I’ve got it wrong 
Scared that I’ll never 
Be okay, or have some alright days 
I just, wanna feel 
I wanna feel 
I wanna feel better 

And I dont know which way I’m going 
Cause no matter where I turn 
I’m never getting anywhere 

Never came so close to giving up 
What I’d give to feel anything but numb 

And it’s like one day to the next 
I’m holding my breath 
I’m doing my best 

Oh I just, I wanna feel 
I wanna feel 
I wanna feel better 
Cause all along 
I’ve got it wrong 
Scared that I’ll never 
Be okay, or have some alright days 
I just, wanna feel 
I wanna feel 
I wanna feel better 

I wanna feel 
I wanna feel 
I wanna feel better 
I wonder if I’ll ever 
Feel better

Runn - Better

sunlight looks gold to me
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no hesitance

Chelsea and the Band Camino are two pretty big inspirations of mine and I wanted to see if I could add some of their older production style to their new track together. It sorta worked I mean its a bootleg it would be better if I had the actual stems but this is at least a good representation of the idea I was going for. i definitely left a lot of the original song as it was because it’s so pretty, so please listen to the original first!

The Band Camino & Chelsea Cutler - Crying Over You (Retrograded Edit)

ILLENIUM - Nightlight

LYRICS
V:
I could run
I could cry
I could plead
I could say it’s never gonna get any better and leave
I could throw my hands up
I could fall to my knees
I could tell myself I’m strong enough to give all the love that I need
But I still need you

CH:
To ease my load
Hold me when the lightning strikes
Lead me home
When I don’t know which way is right
Love me when it’s hard
I promise that I’m not
Leaving from your side
And when I fall apart
Promise in the dark
You’ll be my nightlight

V:
I could count
Every time that I’ve fallen
Even when I’m in so deep it gets hard to see
You’re still all in
I’ve been lost
By myself in the darkness
Know that I can find my way even on the days when it’s hardest
But I still need you

CH:
To ease my load
Hold me when the lightning strikes
Lead me home
When I don’t know which way is right
Love me when it’s hard
I promise that I’m not
Leaving from your side
And when I fall apart
Promise in the dark
You’ll be my nightlight

dont take anything for granted (sept)

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