Performed by Slow Dither. Produced, engineered and mixed by Michael Wagener.  Words and music by J.C. Monterrosa

"Okay"
Empty words
are all I ever seem to say
half-truths and lies
will never reach the skies
Am I awake?
Am I Okay?

I still feel
but even now it seems so fake
I still bleed
but I like the taste
Am I Okay?

I need you now
I wanna feel alive one more day, 
I wanna feel your lust on my skin
I'll use you and I'll push you away
Am I Okay?

Take me now
I promise you the world inside me
Don't think twice
It's all I need
Am I Okay?

I need you now
I wanna feel alive one more day, 
I wanna feel your lust on my skin
I'll use you and I'll push you away

Leave me here
with my broken thoughts, 
I don't mind, 
I know it's lust, 
it's all I trust, 
it's dirty, 
but it feels Okay

I feel cold,
but silence always keeps me warm. So
far away,
my heart implodes,
Am I Okay?

I need you now
I wanna feel alive one more day, 
I wanna feel your lust on my skin
I'll use you and I'll push you away
I need you now
I wanna feel alive one more day, 
I wanna feel your lust on my skin
I'll use you and I'll push you away
Am I Okay?

Okay - Slow Dither

Written by JJ Brown (BMI) & J.C. Monterrosa (BMI). Buy this song on iTunes or Amazon, all proceeds go towards the HUGS Project, benefiting troops overseas.

Say A Little Prayer - JJ Brown

Performed by Black Moon Lilith. Written by J.C. Monterrosa (BMI)

Better Days

Here's a demon, there's the fray.
Will he head back in again?
When the feeling goes away,
will he dream about regret?

Or will he close the doors?

Hold on, hang on.
No one ventures without pain.
Hold on, hang on.
Cause better times await,
and better days...

Here's a dancer, there's a stage.
"One last night", she says again.
Grab the bills, here comes the rain.
Will she walk back in at ten?

Or will she close the doors?

Hold on, hang on.
No one ventures without pain.
Hold on, hang on.
Cause better times await,
and better

days go by,
and months turn into years.
Those fears will fade,
but will the wisdom come with time?

Hold on, hang on.
No one ventures without pain.
Hold on, hang on.
Cause better times await,
and better days...

© 2013 J.C. Monterrosa (BMI)

Better Days - Black Moon Lilith

Performed by Super Hit, written by Chad Hannah (ASCAP) and J.C. Monterrosa (BMI)

3.11.13
12:50 a.m.

INTRO
Sometimes it’s hard to see what’s
in my heart and on my mind
Don’t close your eyes, believe me
I’ve nothing left to hide
if you stay here
then I’ll know
I’m yours.

V1
I’m not giving up
I’m not leaving
I’m gonna listen to a heart that’s dreaming
we both feel it,
it’s something real

it doesn’t make sense,
it doesn’t matter
it’s something nothing on this earth can shatter
Take a deep breath
and hold on tight

PC
I’ll say it anyway
I’m yours

CHORUS
so right
don’t let this moment pass us by
feels like
we’ve gotta tell the world tonight
cause there’s nothing 
left to hide

V2
I know it’s crazy
to think you’d want me
even after all these things you’ve read
I wanna show you
I wanna take your hand

Let’s make a new beginning
Let’s find another way
forever starts for us today

PC
I’ll say it every day
I’m yours

CHORUS
so right
don’t let this moment pass us by
feels like
we’ve gotta tell the world tonight
cause there’s nothing 
left to hide

V3
I’m not giving up
I’m not leaving
I’m gonna listen to a heart that’s dreaming
we both feel it,
it’s something real

PC
I’ll say it anyway
I’m yours

CHORUS 3
so right
don’t let this moment pass us by
feels like
we’ve gotta tell the world tonight
cause there’s nothing 
left to hide
there’s nothing 
left to hide
there’s nothing 
left to hide


NOTHING LEFT TO HIDE - Super Hit

Performed by Black Moon Lilith, written by J.C. Monterrosa (BMI)

Slips Away

She never said a word, 
She just turned and walked away 
never tried to change her mind
I just let her do her thing

an empty room, 
an empty house 
empty corners left inside of my heart

and every shadow,
every dream
lets me know life isn’t ever what it seems

and now she’s the one, 
that won’t set me free
like I use to be
and now she’s the one, the one
that slipped away
always slips away in dreams

I wake up every day, 
wondering what I could have said
maybe words to make her smile
maybe magic words again

an empty room, 
an empty house 
empty corners left inside of my heart

every shadow,
and every dream
lets me know life isn’t ever what it seems

and now she’s the one, 
that won’t set me free
like I use to be
and now she’s the one, the one
that slipped away
always slips away in dreams

I’ve got the will
I’ll find a way
and maybe someday starts today
and when it feels
like things are right
maybe then she’ll start to fade

but now she’s the one, 
that won’t set me free
like I use to be
and now she’s the one, the one
that slipped away
she always slips away in dreams
the one that slipped away
she always slips away in dreams
in dreams
in dreams
in dreams

© 2013 J.C. Monterrosa (BMI)

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