keep it pushing times will only get better from here

remember it makes you strong to ask for help when life gets tough. it makes a big difference

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drop prod @oaelis
special thanks to rob max bugs and heaven cord

sometimes I put acid in my eyes
cause I can’t bare to see who you chose to be with tonight
and most times i know its on me so I dont get the right to cry
but I can’t take accountability and that wont change tonight
u dont communicate where you come from
and i’m sorry for yelling I think that i’m on one 
theres a bunch of things that wont get fixed like last time
you need a friend and I need a home 
maybe theres ways to not feel so alone
i swear you dont care anymore but I do 
and id like to hide it


would you look at me when you lie to me
I feel like 4 the time being
u can take a break or switch sides with me
if its way too much then alright wit me
fuck another night then get rid of you
lets do things that we shouldnt do
rolled dollars and bold moves 
I can’t get over
you

u 
u 

recently I know I think too much
and i just stole ur car then fucked it up
i pick a fucking fight with everyone
i’m burning every bridge that I built up
and honestly its hard to give a fuck
I feel nothing and like everything at once
ima die so fuck my phone dont pick it up
I never wanna hear u out i’m done

vault

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

Worth Shit

mix & coverart coprod @bugs

jot down my thoughts on train rides 
this feels right
i flip my insides outside
now im just fine
babe I forgot the door code 
can you come down
i think i’ll take the high road 
if not now

I got
7 years 
7 fears 
7 heavens
rolled dice
seven levens
yeah 
still servin crack over counters
like “yea its still 30 for a downer”
poisoning the hood I came from 
and everybody mad but I came up
pushing to keep on my lights 

you dont know me you dont know me 
not my woadie
you aint never had to shoot
hurt someone cause different views
then go to church praying on a pew
and dont say that you’re my brodie
cause when I die you will not slide
my life right now feels like a lie
back then was gangsters paradise


and i know this’ll all catch up to me i’m not scared
iron on my hip when you’re not there
racing to the bottom of a bottle 
sleeping in the bedroom with a model
i dont even love her but she swallows 
behind these bars i’m spending my whole life
now I can’t make my lefts right

joyride joyride joyrides

bino w/bugs

get hit, keep moving

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i'd kill a bug 
to see your face again
look at the rug
pick and choose to kill
and its never been a question for me 
to do what i want 
i would never let it happen to me
forget my love

nobody to turn to
i bash my head against the wall
id like the meet again
some reasons my stomachs feeling odd
look at the tree again
feel funny cuz somethings hanging off
look close and breathe again
is this what u wanted from the start

kill a bug - demo

im an atheist
prod me 

i cant make it up boy i never knew
i cant get enough its a breakthrough
kikwear 91s and the same shoes
i could only kik it with the same crew
i said give my boy a minute cause i made you
only wearing sound visions like im paid to
bonsai missions - i stay true
my check just hit boy its great news 

i could run it up but its past me
i dont give a fuck boy dont ask me 
new k dubs i wore them last week
fuck all these broke boys who harass me

ya im known thru the mic - youre not even known
i rock known thru the mics when i sit at home
keep your voice down youre on speakerphone 
i know my own rights am i free to go
whats my blood type am i supposed to know 
id rather die now than to go broke
id rather go big than go home
you can catch me eating breakfast in soho

get hit, keep moving

jd

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