My return to SoundCloud

https://www.instagram.com/jdsguilt/
formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

basement

face

walking dead

prod rab


mainline
you called me at the same time i’m reaching for my phone
I wont pick up we’re on the same time
like like
no one knows but they all get it
its all said without a mention
somethings wrong here
you can feel it in my songs, hear

the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

she calls it off, shes like “ive had it, you’re a monster wreaking havoc, they were right. i’m not sure why I thought they lied..
like yeah we both fuck up but you got issues, I can’t be the one you misuse any longer
you can’t get any wronger”

and now you’re staring at your feet
because you gave it all you got
making lefts at every turn
doing shit you just should not
and every shot you get shot down
no emotion but a frown these days
you’re going down but hey

the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

doing just fine

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

@prodmichael
@glassxhotel

(one&two&fuck u)
w8stin time  
& losin mind
 always alone 
should I collapse? 
takin drugz
 forget the past 
the skin is grey 
then so am I  


(immm losing myself)
(& nothin is well.........)

(ya kno it)always breaks my heart 
...anything you say 
and u always say what hurts the most 
so im so close 2 break*

so much for my happy ending 
bleeding out, burning out & then...
understanding...

happy ending?

Spotify

happy ending? (michaelwarren)

prance around
until we get figured out
the buildings seem bigger now
and you still dont like home

start a new year with no friends
it took some getting used to
shoes a little big, and that’s fine.. 
I just hope they fit to me

snows a little warm this winter
you say you’re at the bottom ive been there
a couple times
watch your steps 
count your cries

because you sport a big gun
and a halo and a wishbone
you were just like me 
till ya fucked up and you lost it
like the cute girl in the plain white tee
do you think of her everynight?

we can all tell when you lie 
stay truthful

she kinda had her whole life
in her left hand
not her right though.. that’s for ecstcies
she liked hotel rooms and looking at the moon
she liked little things
she loved anything with you……
now what will you do?

and now she’s off and meets a nice girl
with the whole word
laid out at her finger tips 
and you both just split from your old guy
whos an asshole and he drinks that shit away
but its ok, you never needed her no way

prancer (heavn)

alex g treehouse instrumental
song is original though

hey pretty boy 
I wrote a song for you
no pressure 
just had to get these words out 
cause i rock with you more than ever
and i’m a full time stepper so wish me luck please
just wish me luck

tell me when to walk
ring me when you call
standing really tall on a short stack of envelopes

hey its not your fault
gave this shit your all
fell into the mud and stood up with a new brown nose

hey pretty girl
I saved a spot for you
no pressure
I just hope you feel better
eyeing me when I look away
I love the tears stricken on your face 
you’re beautiful to me

feel better soon okay?

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

i know that ur not truthful
and i cry i know its not that useful
got no drive atleast u looking cute tho
dark skies burning i got too close

should i even ask u why u want me to call
why always act like i dont love u at all
thinkin bout ur letter put a frame to the wall
u say u wanna end it too much pain in it all

everytime i wake up i can sense it
i can give my whole heart i can lend it
i can give everything i have and send it
man i wish u knew i was thrembling

i know that ur not truthful
and i cry i know its not that useful
got no drive atleast u looking cute tho
dark skies burning i got too close

should i even ask u why u want me to call
why always act like i dont love u at all
thinkin bout ur letter put a frame to the wall
u say u wanna end it too much pain in it all

i know that ur not truthful
and i cry i know its not that useful
got no drive atleast u looking cute tho
dark skies burning i got too close

i dont care what we are i just want u to stay w me
u made me so sad girl dont play w me

i know that ur not truthful
and i cry i know its not that useful
got no drive atleast u looking cute tho
dark skies burning i got too close

i dont care what we are i just want u to stay w me
u made me so sad girl dont play w me

u tell me what i said but i dont recall
i just popped a molly take a xan when i come off
u always say u love u forget about at all
all the things that u have done u say that u are lost

now u cryyy(garasu+morgann)

lieu - ava

lieu - @ the end

This album is a raw, journey through themes of loss, the grip of addiction, and the heavy weight of regret, juxtaposed with the fragile emergence of dreams, the courage to face fears, and the ultimate acceptance of pain as a path to healing. 

Echoes of What Used To Be

In this song Zoey sings about making a union built on trust and communication with her partner

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