[written and recorded during the most doubtful and numb part of my life after realizing the seemingly selfishness and indifference of the world around me]

already dead

[that first breakup and discovery of delay and other effects] (not as bad as it sounds) (the outro is worth it)


left alone

[wanted to make this song more tho (hold on)]


i wanna be dead

[product of a loneliness and nostalgic induced insomnia coupled with haunting inspiration]
(best track on the album)

flesh and bones

distorted guitar, loud drums
the intro's build up describes the character slowly getting fed up with society before leaving it
the song is about being marginalised by choice after seeing this society was no good 

dirty mohawk

angry punk rock similar to nirvana's aneurysm 
this song is about punk love and teenage love being interrupted by the parents


and you're proud?

grungy shoegaze inspired by black sabbath's "war pigs"
titled through the ages because it depicts war through times 

through the ages

first dates that go hella well
sounds like lil peep's goth angel sinner EP i would say

hell im in love

grunge and nu metal
like a mix of nirvana's nevermind and bleach albums with a bit of linkin Park maybe
my pets are anarchists 

creative disorder

inspired by bon iver's roslyn, xxxtentacion's king and pinegrove's need 2, this song is a fictional letter of a soldier in a war writing to his love firstly from war and then from home while dealing with PTSD

warletter

inspired by marylin manson's coma white
last effing song bout' my ex


malicious relation

prolific alcoholic

linkin park x joy division
the drop can send you to space or make u go past failure for the gymbros

alienation

calm although intense acoustic ballad, with lots of reverb on the chorus
this song is about losing someone you love more than yourself and have become a part of you

Marius Roman

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