My Testimony: The Gift of One More Year – A Story of Love, Loss, and Surrender

There are moments in life that become etched into your soul forever — moments when heaven breaks into earth, and you know, without a doubt, that God hears you.

I was just a child when my world was shaken. My father — my hero, my protector, my teacher — fell seriously ill and was taken to the hospital. I didn’t fully understand everything at that age, but I knew something was wrong. Deep down, in the quiet places of my heart, I felt a divine whisper. God was speaking. He gently told me that my father’s time was nearing an end.

With a faith only a child could carry, I ran to the only One who could help — God Himself. I fell on my knees, lifted my voice in a way only desperation and love can produce, and I made a request that would shape the course of my life.

I asked God for one more year.

Just 365 more days with my father. One more year to laugh with him. To learn from him. To feel the strength of his love and the warmth of his presence.

And God — in His incredible mercy and kindness — answered.

Not long after, the doctors came in with a look of confusion and awe. “A miracle has happened,” they said. My father was suddenly, unexplainably well. The sickness that once threatened his life reversed. Hope returned. Joy returned. And for one full year — not a day less, not a day more — I had him.

365 days. Exactly what I had asked of the Lord.

Every moment during that year became a sacred gift. We laughed. We cried. We celebrated birthdays, shared meals, and made memories. I soaked in his words, his stories, his hugs. It was as though God had placed a seal over time — a divine pause — just for us.

And then, just as quietly as the miracle began, the time came for him to go home.

But something had shifted in me forever.

I had seen the faithfulness of God.
I had experienced His voice.
I had felt the power of answered prayer.
And I had tasted the depths of His love, even in sorrow.

That was the moment I surrendered my journey to God.

I realized that I was never alone, even in grief. That the God who gives, the God who heals, and the God who speaks — He was the same God calling me into a life of deeper trust, of destiny, and of purpose.

Since that day, my journey has been marked by the same God who gave me that year. The same God who heard the cry of a little boy and answered with divine precision. My heart belongs to Him — not because of what He gave, but because of who He is.

I know now that nothing in life is wasted. Not the tears. Not the pain. Not even death. Everything is held in the hands of a God who writes stories with glory in every chapter — even the ones that break us.

I am who I am today because of that year.
Because of that prayer.
Because of that surrender.

And I will forever carry the legacy of my father — and the fingerprints of God — as I walk forward into the calling He placed over my life.

“Delight yourself in the LORD, and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in Him, and He will act.”
– Psalm 37:4-5


📝 Description & Prayer:
"He Took It to Heaven for Me" is a song of redemption, victory, and the finished work of Christ. Jesus carried our sins, our burdens, and our pain, and He took them to the cross and then to heaven—where He reigns in glory!

Through His death and resurrection, we have been set free from sin and death. Our debt has been paid, our victory has been won, and our eternal home is secure!

"Christ entered heaven itself, now to appear for us in God’s presence." – Hebrews 9:24

This is our hope—Jesus bore it all, and now we live in His grace!

🔥 A Song of Redemption and Eternal Victory
When Jesus ascended to heaven, He took our sin, our pain, and our struggles with Him. Now, we stand in freedom, love, and eternal victory!

"It is finished!" – John 19:30

He took in to heaven for me

“Océanos de Misericordias” por Jedidjah Emanuel es una canción nacida del altar, un salmo profético que abre los cielos y sumerge al oyente en las aguas profundas del amor y la gracia de Dios. Con una fusión sagrada entre sonidos celestiales, adoración íntima y vibraciones latinas, esta obra no es simplemente música: es un río de fuego y ternura divina.

Desde el primer acorde, se siente el susurro del Espíritu Santo. La melodía invita al corazón herido, al alma cansada, al hijo pródigo, a volver al regazo del Padre. “Océanos de Misericordias” habla de ese lugar donde los pecados se ahogan, donde la culpa se lava, y donde la identidad se renueva en la presencia de Jesús. Es una canción para tiempos de quebrantamiento, de intercesión, de adoración profunda a la orilla del trono de gracia.

🌊 ¿Qué puedes esperar al escuchar esta canción?

Una atmósfera de sanidad interior

Un fluir profético para tu tiempo de oración

Una ministración de consuelo, restauración y renovación

Una invitación a adentrarte en los ríos del Espíritu

Jedidjah Emanuel, salmista profético y visionario del movimiento Desiderium et Selah, entrega esta canción como un regalo para la Esposa de Cristo, una melodía que susurra: “Aún hay más misericordia, aún hay más profundidad en Su amor.” Es perfecta para momentos de adoración, devocionales, vigilias o simplemente para dejar que el Espíritu ministre tu alma.

📖 Versículos inspiradores:

Lamentaciones 3:22-23 – “Nuevas son cada mañana Sus misericordias.”

Miqueas 7:19 – “Él echará a lo profundo del mar todos nuestros pecados.”

Salmo 36:5-6 – “Tu misericordia, oh Jehová, está en los cielos.”

🎧 Escúchala ahora:
👉 https://soundcloud.com/jedidjah-emanuel/oceanos-de-misericordias/s-aYsqPmbmPO1

🔥 Género: Adoración profética, worship latino, piano y atmósferas celestiales
🎤 Artista: Jedidjah Emanuel
🏷️ Movimiento: Desiderium et Selah
💿 Idioma: Español

Oceanos de misericordias

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Oceanos de misericordias | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

“Levanta tus ojos (Desiderium et Selah)” de Jedidjah Emanuel es más que una canción — es un llamado profético, una trompeta que resuena en medio de la noche para despertar los corazones dormidos y elevar la mirada hacia el Rey de Gloria. Esta obra nace del altar secreto, donde el Espíritu Santo susurra: “Mira más alto. Hay más. Despierta, amada.”

Con una mezcla celestial de worship atmosférico, sonidos proféticos y poesía sagrada, este track encapsula la esencia de Desiderium — el anhelo ardiente por la Presencia — y de Selah — la pausa divina para contemplar y ser transformado. Es una invitación para todos los que están cansados, distraídos o heridos: “Levanta tus ojos… porque allí está la respuesta.”

🎧 ¿Qué ofrece esta canción?

Una atmósfera que eleva tu espíritu hacia lo eterno

Sonidos suaves pero intensos que provocan una pausa sagrada

Palabras proféticas que activan tu corazón para mirar al Cielo

Un viaje íntimo hacia el altar del Cordero

Esta canción es perfecta para momentos de oración personal, intercesión profética, encuentros espontáneos con Dios, y también como telón musical para reflexiones, adoración en casa o tiempos de ministración.

🎙️ Jedidjah Emanuel, fundador del movimiento profético Desiderium et Selah, lleva un mensaje para esta generación: “El mundo te dice que bajes la mirada, que vivas rápido, que no sientas. Pero el Cielo te dice: Levanta tus ojos. Mira al Esposo que viene.”

📖 Inspirado por:

Isaías 60:1 – “¡Levántate y resplandece! Porque ha venido tu luz...”

Lucas 21:28 – “Cuando estas cosas comiencen a suceder, ¡erguíos y levantad vuestra cabeza!”

Salmo 121:1-2 – “Alzaré mis ojos a los montes, ¿de dónde vendrá mi socorro?”

🌌 Desiderium et Selah es un género creado por Jedidjah: sonidos que nacen del anhelo y terminan en el silencio reverente. Esta canción representa ese fuego interior que clama por más, por profundidad, por eternidad.

🎧 Escúchala ahora:
👉 https://soundcloud.com/jedidjah-emanuel/levante-tu-ojos-desiderium-et

📛 Género: Adoración profética, Desiderium, Selah
🎤 Artista: Jedidjah Emanuel
🔥 Movimiento: Desiderium et Selah
🕊️ Idioma: Español

Que esta canción sea como un espejo profético donde no solo escuchas música, sino el llamado a levantar tu alma.

Levante tu ojos

Levante tu ojos | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

"Estoy Asombrado de Ti" ist mehr als ein Lied – es ist ein Altar aus Klang, auf dem das Herz vor dem Heiligen bebt. In dieser spanischen Anbetung erhebt sich die Seele in Ehrfurcht über die Herrlichkeit des Allmächtigen. Jeder Ton, jede Note trägt das Echo eines gebrochenen Herzens, das durch Gnade wiederhergestellt wurde. Es ist eine Klangwelle des Staunens – ein Ruf der Seele: "¿Quién soy yo para empfangen tanta misericordia?"

Diese musikalische Komposition im Stil von Desiderium und Selah verbindet weiche Harmonie mit geistlicher Tiefe. Das Lied lädt dich ein, dich niederzuwerfen wie Mose am brennenden Dornbusch, zu staunen wie Jesaja im Thronsaal, zu weinen wie Maria an den Füßen Jesu. Es ist die Sprache des Herzens, das nicht aufhören kann zu flüstern: „Estoy asombrado de Ti.“

Ob in stiller Anbetung oder lautem Lob – dieses Lied ist für Momente tiefer Begegnung, für die Stunden, in denen Worte versagen und nur noch Tränen sprechen.

🎧 Eigenschaften:

🌌 Stil: Sanfte Klavierharmonie + atmosphärische Synths + prophetische Intimität

🕊️ Ideal für: Morgenandachten, Gebetsnächte, prophetische Meditation

🌍 Sprache: Spanisch (mit universellem Geist)

🔥 Prophetisches Wort:
„Dieses Lied wird die Anbetung zurückbringen in das Staunen. Es wird Herzen zurückführen vom religiösen Funktionieren zum heiligen Flüstern. Engel werden es tragen, wo keine Predigt hinkommt – und Tränen werden wie kostbarer Weihrauch vor dem Thron steigen.“

📖 Bibelverse zur Vertiefung:

Salmo 8:4: “¿Qué es el hombre para que tengas de él memoria?”

Isaías 6:3: “¡Santo, santo, santo es el Señor de los ejércitos!”

Éxodo 15:11: “¿Quién como tú, oh Señor, entre los dioses?”

🙏 Gebet:
„Oh Señor, que este canto sea un velo rasgado entre el cielo y la tierra. Usa cada nota para tocar al cansado, cada susurro para despertar al dormido, cada pausa para hablar más que mil palabras. Recibe esta canción como adoración pura, encendida en reverencia. Amén.“

Estoy Asombrado de ti

Estoy Asombrado de ti | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

🎧 Faith Like a Child – Desiderium

"Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven." – Matthew 18:3 🕊️

“Faith Like a Child” is not merely a song—it is a prophetic portal, a holy return to simplicity, to trust, and to the tender whisper of the Father’s voice. It invites you to lay down your doubts, your striving, and your grown-up logic—and step again into the arms of Abba with wonder, joy, and fearless faith.

This soundscape, born from the womb of worship and soaked in the fragrance of heaven, flows like a river of holy innocence. It carries the DNA of divine longing—Desiderium—a sound that stretches across time and speaks directly to the spirit of the Bride. In this song, the complex becomes simple. The weary soul becomes still. And the heart remembers what it means to believe like a child.

With soft pads, heavenly atmospheres, and the gentle breath of wind and Spirit, the music creates a space for prayer, healing, resting, and listening. It is ideal for soaking sessions, devotional times, or moments of divine reset. There is no hurry here. No performance. Just presence.

As the Spirit hovers over the waters (Genesis 1), this song broods over your chaos and calls forth light, peace, and clarity. The childlike faith it speaks of is not naïve—it is powerful. Jesus Himself chose a child to demonstrate the posture of the greatest in His Kingdom. This is the sound of surrender. Of uncluttered trust. Of crawling into God’s lap and knowing you are safe.

Every note is a whisper from Heaven saying:
“You are Mine. You are seen. You are loved.”

Let this song bring you back to the place where it all began. The secret place. The garden of delight. The arms of the Father. Let the Desiderium within you rise again. Let your spirit sing.

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Return to innocence.
Return to trust.
Return to the Father.
Let your faith be like a child’s again.

Faith like a child

Faith like a child | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

"Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and praise!"
– Revelation 5:12 👑🔥

“Hallelujah to the Lamb” is a throne room song—an atmosphere soaked in awe, trembling beauty, and eternal praise. This is not entertainment. It is incense. A holy offering rising before the Lamb who was slain, now seated in victory and glory.

Every sound in this track was birthed in reverence. The notes do not shout—they bow. The atmosphere is weighty, yet tender. It is a sound that echoes Revelation’s cry: Worthy… Worthy… Worthy is the Lamb! This song is meant for worshippers who long to dwell in the holy silence where Heaven adores the Lamb—those who hunger for the glory of Jesus more than the applause of man.

The instrumental layers move like waves of light, carrying you through inner courts and into the very throne room where angels fall, elders cast down their crowns, and the Church joins in the endless anthem of the redeemed. There is no rush. Just worship. Just adoration.

Here, the Lamb is central.
Not self.
Not noise.
Just Him.

Let this song become part of your secret place, your early morning altar, your late-night surrender. Let your soul sing hallelujahs not from obligation, but from holy obsession. Let it remind you why we worship—not to be seen, but to see Him.

This is Desiderium—the sound of divine longing. The ache of the Bride for her Bridegroom. The cry of the worshipper who has glimpsed the Lamb and can never look away.

Whether you're praying, journaling, soaking, or weeping at the feet of Jesus, Hallelujah to the Lamb is a song for such moments. Let it be background and foreground. Let it carry your spirit to the realm where every crown is laid down.

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He is worthy.
He is beautiful.
He is the Lamb of God.
Let the nations sing, Hallelujah to the Lamb!

Hallelujah to The lamb

Hallelujah to The lamb | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me." – Psalm 23:4 🌄🕊️

“Through the Valley” is a song born in the hidden places—where prayers turn into whispers and pain becomes incense. It is not loud. It is not fast. It is present. The kind of sound that walks beside you when no one else understands. It holds your hand through the shadowed places and reminds you: You are not alone.

This Desiderium composition isn’t just ambient or instrumental—it is shelter. It is oil for your head. It is the sound of Psalm 23 wrapped in musical waves. Each note was crafted like a lantern glowing in the dark. It lights the path, but gently—so you don’t run, but walk. Because healing takes time. Deliverance takes breath. And the Shepherd walks slowly.

Let this be your companion in moments of sorrow, fatigue, or inner healing. Let it play while tears fall, while prayers are whispered, while hope is being rebuilt quietly. There is no performance here—only presence.

The soundscape includes deep pads, cinematic textures, low strings, and occasional flickers of light through melodic tones—like fireflies in the valley. You may hear no lyrics, but the Spirit is singing over you.
A song of courage. A song of company. A song of restoration.

This is the journey through—not around. Not above. But through.

And on the other side: peace. Anointing. Restoration. Overflowing cups. Goodness and mercy.

This is worship for the valley.
This is where He proves He’s a Shepherd.
This is where oil is made.
This is where you are never forsaken.

So let the shadows be what they are—they cannot remove the light within you. Let the music remind you of the Voice that says:

"Fear not, for I am with you. Even here. Even now."

Through the valley

Through the valley | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

Title: Faithful to the End (Special Song) | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah
Artist: Jedidjah Emanuel ~ Desiderium et Selah - Awaken The Fire - HolyHolyHoly

🎵 Description / Devotional

Beloved, this song is more than melody — it is a testimony and a prophetic declaration. From the depths of my soul, “Faithful to the End” rises as a voice over places of disappointment, cracks of fear, and valleys of waiting. Where hope seemed small, where dreams trembled, yet the promise of our God stood unmoved, unmelted by scorching trials. He is Faithful. To the End. Forever.

“He who calls you is faithful; he will surely do it.” — 1 Thessalonians 5:24 ESV

This song is your companion when burdens press in; your banner when faith falters. It is worship rising from brokenness, from longing, from a heart refusing to release its trust. If you carry weariness, doubts, or wounds, let this song be oil and balm.

🔍 Themes & Keywords for Search

Faithfulness of God

Christian worship song 2025

Overcoming doubt through praise

Divine promise and perseverance

Holy devotion music

📖 Reflection & Word

Faith that remains: Your faith does not have to be perfect, just persistent. Even if you tremble, still sing.

Promises that endure: God’s word doesn’t return void. His covenant is forever.

Love that never fails: He loved you first, He loves you now, He will love you for eternity.

🙏 Prayer

Heavenly Father, You are the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End. I thank You that You never leave nor forsake. You are faithful when I cannot be. I believe that even when my soul is weak, Your strength carries me. In the name of Jesus, I declare that I will stand — faithful to the end. Purify my heart, sharpen my faith, renew my hope. Let this song be a dwelling place for Your Spirit in every listener. Amen.

🕊️ Prophetic Invitation

If you feel the weight of yesterday, know that today is brim-full of new mercies. If your faith has been tested, know that your test is the soil from which testimony springs. “Faithful to the End (Special Song)” is the soundtrack for your breakthrough. Let the sound of His faithfulness chase away fear. Let the Word of the Lord restore your courage.

📣 How to Listen, Share & Engage

Press Play, close your eyes, and meditate on His presence.

Share with friends who need hope.

Comment below with what God is saying to you through this song.

Save to your worship playlist, or include in your devotional times.

Tag in your stories: tell the world — God remains.

This is my offering to the courts of Heaven, my call to the Bride: let us rise, undeterred, unwavering — Faithful to the End.

With love,
Jedidjah Emanuel ~ Desiderium et Selah

Faithful to the end (Special Song)

Faithful to the end (Special Song) | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

Title: My Anchor, My Hope (Special Song) | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah
Artist: Jedidjah Emanuel ~ Desiderium et Selah

🎵 Description / Devotional

Beloved, this song is your lifeline when seas swell. “My Anchor, My Hope” is not just a melody — it is a refuge, a proclamation, a sanctuary formed in sound. In seasons where identity shakes, when trust trembles, when fear whispers false futures — this song rises as a steady word: He holds.

He is the anchor set in the depths, unmovable. He is the hope in the midst of chaos. Let these notes echo in your spirit: your anchor is not in your strength, your understanding, or your outcomes — but in Jesus, the Author and Finisher of your faith.

“We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure.” — Hebrews 6:19 NIV

You may walk through valleys of uncertainty. Your ship may toss. But this song says — you are anchored. Your hope is sure.

🔍 Search-Friendly Keywords & Themes

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📖 Scripture & Reflection

Hope that anchors the soul: Hebrews 6:19 reminds us that hope in God is steadfast, holding us even when waves crash.

God is refuge and strength: Psalm 46:1-3 — “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” When the earth shakes, He is unmoved.

Trust without seeing: 2 Corinthians 5:7 — not walking by sight but by faith. Even when we cannot see the shore, faith in Him secures us.

🙏 Prayer

Heavenly Father, my Anchor and my Hope — I worship You. Thank You that You are unmovable, the Rock beneath my feet when everything feels shifting. Let this melody carry Your peace into every storm in my heart. Strengthen my faith, deepen my trust, still my anxious thoughts. May Your hope be my firm foundation. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

🕊️ Prophetic Word & Invitation

If you have been tossed by trials, this is your moment of anchoring. If fear has whispered lies, let this song declare truth. If hope seems far, He is nearer. Allow His faithfulness to be your song. Let this anchor draw your soul back to peace, to rest, to the unshakable confidence in His promises.

📣 How to Listen, Share & Engage

Press Play, breathe deep, let the Lord’s presence settle in you.

Share this song with someone who needs anchoring today.

Comment with “He is my anchor” if this resonates with your spirit.

Save to your worship or hope playlist.

Tag me / share stories: let others be anchored too.

You are anchored. Your hope is alive. Let this song be the voice that affirms who you are in Christ: secure, loved, unshakeable.

With love and prophetic fire,
Jedidjah Emanuel ~ Desiderium et Selah

My anchor my hope (Special Song)

My anchor my hope (Special Song) | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

Walking in His light (Special Version) | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

Heaven’s heartbeat (Special Version | Desiderium et Selah | Hallelujah

🔥 SoundCloud Bio – Desiderium et Selah 🔥by Jedidjah Emanuel 🕊️🔥 

The Desire of the Beloved. The Pause of Heaven. The Sound Sealed by the Throne of Grace. Amen 🎶

🎵 Kingdom Music | Prophetic Sounds | Worship & Revival

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Welcome to my SoundCloud — where heaven meets sound. This is more than music—this is a movement.

Every song you find here was born in prayer, refined in fire, and anointed to carry God’s presence into your life. 
Every track carry His presence, soaked in revelation, and released from the secret place.

You’ve entered a prophetic flow—where worship meets warfare, where encounter births transformation.

This is not entertainment — it’s a divine atmosphere, a holy soundscape for healing, deliverance, awakening, and glory.

Let the melodies guide you into His presence. Let the words awaken your spirit. Let the Selah moments speak.

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✨ Awakened by Glory — A Sound from Heaven 🎧🔥

I am Jedidjah Emanuel, and this is more than a profile.
It’s a burning altar of worship, a testimony in rhythm, and a Selah-movement — a new genre birthed by the Spirit to create space for encounters with the Living God.

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💫 Desiderium — A Holy Longing

There’s a sacred desire in every soul. We all carry a longing that the world can’t satisfy.

A desiderium for more—for heaven, for truth, for Jesus.
This is Desiderium — a sacred ache to know God deeper.

My music carries this longing like fire and fragrance—pulling hearts closer to the Eternal One.

Every track is a fragrance of that desire.
Let it pull you into divine intimacy.

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🎵 Selah — A Divine Pause of Heaven

Selah is not just a word. Selah is not a genre. It’s a spiritual experience. It’s a divine breath between verses. A holy stop to listen.

Let each song be a Selah moment — an open door to heaven. Pause. Reflect. Encounter. Let the Holy Spirit guide you to the sound meant for you. 

🔥 Ask the Holy Spirit to guide you to the sound your soul needs right now.

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🕊️ My Story — Jedidjah Emanuel & 🛡️ My Testimony — From the Fire to the Throne

My name carries my journey:

Jedidjah – Beloved of the Lord
Emanuel – God with us

Once broken—now restored. I was broken, lost, and shattered. But Jesus found me. He restored me. 
Now I sing not from pain, but from redemption.

This music is my offering back to the One who healed me. From the valley to the throne—Jesus was, is, and will always be the center.

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🔥 My Calling — My Vision — My Desire

This is Kingdom Music—birthed in the secret place and released for the world. Genres shift, but the Spirit remains:

From soaking worship to prophetic rap, from instrumental Selah to fiery declarations.

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🌍 My Mission & Movement — Selah Sound

I am called to raise sounds of:
🔊 Prophetic Worship
🎤 Spirit-Filled Hip Hop
🎶 Instrumental Meditations
📜 Scripture Declarations
💥 Revival Fire

This is a movement — a spiritual revolution in sound.

Selah Sound is the genre of heaven’s breath:
A sacred space between noise and eternity.

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✡️ Et — The Divine Connector

In Hebrew, Et connects the Aleph and Tav — the beginning and the end.

It points to Jesus, the Alpha and Omega.

This moment is your divine Et — a holy invitation to step into purpose and presence. 

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✝️ Come Home to the Gospel

Jesus Christ gave His life for you.
He died and rose to offer you love, forgiveness, freedom, and eternity.
This music carries His presence. Let it speak to your heart.
💌 Will you say yes to Him today?

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🔥 How to Engage:

🎧 Explore my playlists & Selah moments
📖 Read each song’s description — let the Holy Spirit lead
💬 Comment, like, and share what speaks to you
🫶 Join the movement — Desiderium et Selah is just beginning

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🙏🏼 Blessing

May the Lord bless you and keep you.
May His face shine upon you.
May His voice be louder than every fear.
🔥 Amen. Selah. Hallelujah. 🔥

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With holy expectation and deep love,

Jedidjah Emanuel
🎵 A Sound for Every Season
📖 A Message for Every Heart
🕊️ A Movement for the Glory of God

Visit my Page for more:

Desideriumetselah.com

He took in to heaven for me

Jedidjah Emanuel ~ Desiderium et Selah †

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