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I’m lovestruck 
To the Melody of your voice 
And I know you’d never want to be with me
But I can’t stay away 

Skrwd:
Shawty got me lovestruck 
Hit my phone like wassup 
Kiss me, diss me, miss me baby
that shit got me fucked up
Love games got me upset 
This shot ain’t a contest 
Loving on somebody else is something I can’t digest 
You call me and tell me you miss me but too busy to come out to the city 
What do you want from me?
I don’t wanna just be another hobby 
I should be calling it quits 
I’ve had enough of this shit
I feel like a simp cause I know you’ll never wanna be with me
But I can’t stay away 

Gxlke:
It was 2016 when I first fell in love 
you got me high 
every moment every time 
you look into my eyes 
Before we kiss and then you bring me up into the sky
where we dance and fly 
laugh at all our jokes 
how could we never see the signs
you showed me how to be myself 
why would I always lie
every year that passed I said that this was the last time 

I made you lose your trust in me 
I became your own worst enemy 
we’d tell each other everything 
I never changed 
never stopped the lies and now you want to leave 

the sound of your voice 
on the phone 
it always felt like home 
FaceTime every night 
And made sure we said goodnight  
Look at our pictures all the time
I always sit and wonder why 
I can never stay away from you 
when I’m doing wrong all the time 
I give you toxic love 
And I’d drink your poison till I die

Lovestruck (Feat. Skrwd) (prod. King Theta)

live my life with the anxiety 
way too many stupid feelings inside of me
the things you do so normally
are making me feel like i cannot breath

sometimes i just wanna die...
sunlight spills in hurts my eyes
another sleepless night

another sleepless night
i can never close my eyes

and everybody tells me the same old thing
 "we all get sad" yeah, its kind of disgusting
its like they really don't understand me
this isolation gets me feeling really empty
this is why i keep to myself
this is why i deny all your help
im so sick of all this shit

you know that im so sick of this
my stomachs queasy
i just want to end it...

Spotify

anxiety [+metlast & 5head]

mixtape prod. klimonglue

shooting at dummys

Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6Yu7kr0WSMVgoxEVdvuDXr
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/zen-online/1556118682

NEW SONG NEXT WEEK!

pic creds to @forestpokemon ... go follow him this instant!
rly love this one, one of my favs i've done so far

Upset! (prod. snorkatje)

Lyrics:

[hero]

look at her waistline
she's beautiful in the nightlight
her guy's talkin bout star signs
she's festered into my eyebrights
if my friends call me i'll make time
i lose hope on this friday night
when she calls me xpect another fight
yet we make it work
i been toking seratonin with the vocals that i mix
i been sippin on the tonics
i been mixing w the gin
i don't care to argue till u put me on the fuckin face time
late night
it's been a long night

had a 10 hour shift
and i'm sitting on the front porch
watching cars pass counting colors till i contort
into a body of puddle rubble of blood and guts on the side
digging deep under here to find my lust to die
i can't find them under here must've left em w/ my keys
but i think i left those with the supermarket's cheese
everything's going wrong with this song at the moment
there's a lot more going on behind the vocals

yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work

[Yokai Dreams]

Look so pretty in the moonlight
Days get shitty in the real life
Glass from my mirror seems to show an empty hole of a man once thought to have a good life
Cup full of rain and a heart full of hurt
Dont know how but we make it work
Feel so disgraced with these stains on my shirt
Carry me away in the back of a hearse

[Slowed]

Look so pretty in the moonlight
Days get shitty in the real life
Glass from my mirror seems to show an empty hole of a man once thought to have a good life

yet (ft. yokai dreams) (whiteravenn)

Lyrics:

my god and she's a feast
man her eyes her nose her teeth
they're drawing me in and i'm not able to reach
god i think she's a leech to my heart and my lifeforce
i just need some1 to show me what i fight for
oh she's so sweet
makes me feel complete
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
she just puts me on a throne and i'm saving her a seat
and that's how the story goes treat her like my princess peach

oh she's so sweet
makes me feel complete
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
and no matter how it blows know i'm saving her a seat
and i think i love her so, so no i won't concede
oh she's so sweet
keeps me on my feet
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
and no matter how it blows know i'm saving her a seat
and i think i love her so, so no i won't concede

can't you see i'm interested
don't care bout our differences
we're perfect for finishing
each other's cheese sandwiches
fuck you
i don't really care about the forecast
see her
nothing's gonna stop me short a plane crash
secrets
sit inside the notebook in a bay stash
hanging w the evidence
they fuckin tell me torch it

oh she's so sweet
makes me feel complete
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
and no matter how it blows know i'm saving her a seat
and i think i love her so, so no i won't concede
oh she's so sweet
keeps me on my feet
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
and no matter how it blows know i'm saving her a seat
and i think i love her so, so no i won't concede

oooo oooo
a da da da da
okok
a da da da da
a da da da da
woah oh
a da da da da
da da da da

so so so sweet (splashgvng x jang0)

@silokilledthis

Yo, Silo killed this shit
Contigo (Woo)
Te amo mucho, bebé (Bebé)
I just wanna feel you in my bed
Ombligo
Can you shake it, make that thang swang? (Swang, yeah)
Swang, yeah (Yeah)
Enciendedo, they lighting up (Ayy)
I'll sound way better, just pass the blunt (Ayy)
Heterogeneo, shawty sip on all kinds
Habiéndolo, she want a taste of what's mine

Mami, just fuck and suck, I'm finna bust quick, oh
Are you likin' how I move? (Come give it to me)
Baby, you're crazy, face me in fast whips, yeah
Ella es una mejor única
Ridin' ghost, I just get it then I go, fuck you know
I know you motherfuckers feelin' outclassed right now
In class, I was just the outcast
Sittin' in the back with my earphones, all like "Fuck y'all"
Same motherfuckers DMing me, go off
Sayin' when you sell arenas out, you best invite me
But when we were fifth graders, bitch, you didn't like me

Вы понимаете я куплю версачи, гучи, ИСЛ и Луи
Motherfucker, I'm Russian
Went to jail for that hustlin'
Я трахнул суку без гондона, до этого
Она ела мой член и проглотила мои дети ха
Обращайтесь ко мне как
Величайших из всех времён я
Передал слова от самого Бога
Let-let me see that ass swang
I been ballin' like ballin' was the main way
Y'all be stallin' like you don't know a damn thing 
Boy tell your shawty don't look at me that way-way

SWANG

Drag Myself Out Of Hell (soundcloud exclusive)

w/ @sarah-jewell-929930691

lyrics:
the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope

the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope
i'll be here for you to hold

the way the time flies w/sarah jewell (forested)

my lifes scott pilgrim vs the world w/ The Underd0g (Prod. Domyno x Swan)

ALL PLATFORMS

Addiction (feat. Anx)

+] i don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UltKzzm-gjc

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

hook:
I can't let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love ain't good for nothing

verse:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
I could feel your pain baby we goin be aight
I just hope you know that im always goin be in sight
be in reach, when you speak to me,
ima hear the things, that you tell me

hook:
I cant let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love aint good for nothing

outro:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter

I can't let you go

i can't let you go (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

been looking forward to you guys hearing this
@1darza @ninewaters

instas:
@ nathandarza
@ 9inewaters

running away

darza - running away (prod. ninewaters)

OMNI

Soundcloud Exclusive "Break Your Heart"

my first EP 'Heartbreak University' is coming out 9/17/21

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Break Your Heart

Lyrics: 
3 years fucking past
And i still haven’t found myself 
Told u id take meds 
So i wouldnt kill myself
Sick of all this fighting i just wish that you would hear me out
Put my phone on vibrate cuz i fucking hate the sound
Of clicks
Fucking texts
Im upset
Thoughts better left unsaid

Im so sorry mom
I just pop another seal
They say it numbs ur pain
So i popped another pill
If thats the fucking case
Then what the fuck i feel
Im tired of the anger
And all the fucking chills


Im depressed 
Im upset 
Thoughts better left unsaid

rooftop freestyle (prod kareo)

One More Time (Prod. micco)

https://www.instagram.com/illkira/


@ILLKIRA - AIN'T NO TIME TO TRIP! (feat. @KILLBUNK) [PROD. @ONE800FLAME x @ISITMALLOY]

yeah
I don't think that I should count
all the times that I've been let down no
fuck that bitch
cause she took me as a clown uh
and I still catch myself
missin' when you were around uh
I can't go back, yeah
I can't go back no
tired of this shit
and they say "rari rollie wrist"
yeah
ain't no time to trip, uh
you won't catch me simp, uh
tired of these bitches uh
fuck what I was livin' uh
I can't go back to when I was stuck in the trenches uh

okay momma just wait until I'm winnin' uh
grandma sat me down said
it's a bad world that we live in uh
and no one wants that 9 to 5
cause we all tryna do it different uh
I still remember wantin' to cry
cause I knew that I didn't fit in uh
but I said "fuck that shit"
matter of fact it made me proud
I still remember all the times they didn't care
when I was down
and I ain't tryna go back
when I was so sad in that town
walkin' around them shitty streets
bitch I ain't cappin' get it now

you ain't know what the fuck I've been through
I ain't got nothin' except the music that I cling to
bitch I ain't cappin' I know it that you fuckin sin too
so don't even put up a fuckin' front
cause I swear that shit is see through

yeah
I don't think that I should count
all the times that I've been let down no
fuck that bitch
cause she took me as a clown uh
and I still catch myself
missin' when you were around uh
I can't go back, yeah
I can't go back no
tired of this shit
and they say "rari rollie wrist"
yeah
ain't no time to trip, uh
you won't catch me simp, uh
tired of these bitches uh
fuck what I was livin' uh
I can't go back to when I was stuck in the trenches uh

remember days I was stuck uh
ay
they ain't ever give a fuck uh
hit the block and then I hit the clutch uh
everyone tellin' me I should sober up uh
yeah
Ion wanna live long
ay
only thing I want is the end
held the smoke in my lungs
that bitch play me like she in a band
on the drums
I'm in her belly that lil' bitch
she gon' need some tums

dumb ass nigga
I'm just tryna get the cash nigga
all you niggas pussy yeah
you average nigga
Ima pull up on his block
spin that nigga

yeah
I don't think that I should count
all the times that I've been let down no
fuck that bitch
cause she took me as a clown uh
and I still catch myself
missin' when you were around uh
I can't go back, yeah
I can't go back no
tired of this shit
and they say "rari rollie wrist"
yeah
ain't no time to trip, uh
you won't catch me simp, uh
tired of these bitches uh
fuck what I was livin' uh
I can't go back to when I was stuck in the trenches uh

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