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Screaming Across the Valley

Screaming Across the Valley (feat. 916frosty) [Prod. Saba]

Released By: 333 Collective
Artists: popularreject x lil XipZ
Production: Jewelry x Ayoley
Mixing: popularreject x lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: popularreject x lil XipZ
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DRUNK SEX (w/ popularreject & lil XipZ) [Prod. Jewelry & Ayoley]

AIN’T NO FALLIN

lyrics
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i've been ridin thru the city in the dark while it's lifeless
inside this car is where i found my fucking light switch
stopped doing stupid shit like knife hits
this life isn't priceless
y'all back home the reason imma write this
you a lame lame
it's a shame shame
you took your picture
outta the frame frame
i thought you changed changed
you playin games games
i hardly know you
we ain't the same same
you tryna blame blame
oh what a claim claim
who is the person
that you became came
couldn't relate late
my path is paved paved
so i just packed up & got away way

a-okay
yeah i'm smiling with the sun in my face  
i said wait okay
now the rains pickin up tryna put me in my place
i said wait wait okay kay
borrowed time till im in a grave grave
gonna dig dig and they gon take take
the same ones attending my wake wake 

when the bass hit bass hit
i went back to basics
scrapped another album
i ain't working on no lame shit
genre clashing all the time but i ain't ever lane switch
some of you just play the role while i've been on the same shit
seven in the morning i'm just tryna start my day shit
whippin to the coffee shop the soundtrack on my playlist
horror film apparel chrismas carols on my feet though
peril sent the beat & i just hit it like a cheat code
flipped through all the pages read a story bout a hero
thought i could relate cause at one point he was a zero
time will tell my story if my time is one to borrow
live it how you want cause you might never wake tomorrow

never wake tomorrow all that's left is your achievements
fillin up my cup in hell along with all your grievance
-is it kinda funny how my death changed your perception
was it all coincidence or was it my intention?
deafening to most but some will understand the story
i don't want it all but i want outta purgatory
so it wrote a song or two in hopes that i could reach it
found another key inside my soul i'm playing defense
with it cause i gotta i don't wanna lose control
cause the weight of all the words excused sit still inside my soul
i'm mistreated by my friends sometimes so i stand all alone
i don't fuck with anybody it's a waste of what i know

i don't really think i know you you're a undeveloped mold
it's the people you hold close to you that treat you fucking cold
they stay plotting on the kid & take a bid on when i'll fold
then they wonder why i'm distant and so hard to get ahold
of the people in your life how many gotchu till the grave
probably one or two be honest with yourself and not ashamed
yeah the good ones hard to come across but when you do it's great
life is beautiful in solitude i really can't complain

borrowed time (prod. peril x suli x gwapmane)

@nevrfall
i love @heylog so much, he's an amazing person c:
lyrics:
(casperrr)
moving away as my body collapse
half a day and i already smoked half a pack
i smell the chemicals burning in my hand
i need to change this i need to take a stand
all of the promises u made they didn't worth nothing
while u ran ur mouth ur actions didn't prove anything
u still wanna tell me that i am lying
do u really wanna tell me that i am lying

AND THIS IS FUNNY CAUSE THE PROMISES ARE STUCK IN THE WALLS
U TREAT ME WRONG AND I STILL PICK U UP EVERYTIME U FALL
I GET DEPRESSED AND I SHUT MYSELF FROM WINTER TO FALL
I REALLY NEED HELP I CANT SEE WHATS REAL I JUST SEE fog
FOGGY MEMORIES IN MY BRAIN HELP ME REMEMBER
WHAT WAS THE THING THAT TRAUMATIZED ME LAST DECEMBER
CUZ I TOOK IT OUT OF MY HEAD
I KNOW I WISHED EVERYDAY FOR DEATH
I WAS GETTING SO MAD
I WAS GETTING SO FED UP

(heylog)
u made me mad, i called but u won't answer
don't speak to me like that where are your manners
it's hard when life just sucks, is it supposed to?
deteriorate non stop what am i s'posed to do
u hate on me now when i didn't do a thing
u love causing ruckus and it's concerning
but i kill the vibe is that why u hate me
i won't give u shit or anything

is it safe to say that i miss u
forgot what it's like to kiss u
i'm sorry u had to tell me what u been through
if u need me i'll be here for u
forgot what ur face looks like, it's been a day
leaving ur house but i can't drive away
arriving home and it don't feel the same
without u here, it feels so plain

promises w/heylog (nevrfall)

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i see the shit that u talk about me
trust me
i know- that these niggas doubt me
i dont need friends and i dont need love
being alone,
i find good enough

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

all ur insults,
i have heard before
dont try to spin this- like im a whore
i'll take my love and i'll slam the door
you wanna reaction?
i say "no more"

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

selfdestruck 2

Never Enough

New single "Have It All" by Lil Story (prod. by TahaBeats), out now on all platforms! Be sure to follow the artists on Instagram @lilstory8. Been going through a lot of changes in my real life so I appreciate everyone that is still here listening to my music after I've been pretty inconsistent with post new stuff. I am planning on dropping a lot of really solid singles here throughout the next few months. Which will ofcourse be followed by my first project which will be a load of songs in one drop! Share the music, spread the word, Thanks for the support. Much love :)

Have It All

i tried to take a chance and open up 
to try to fall and love 
but every time i kept on getting closer i would feel a tug
whisper in my mind from my thoughts that i’m not enough
happiness i’ll never find i think it’s time to give it up

i tried to give you what you need
i left you incomplete 
apologize for all the times when i was being mean
when i told you i don’t want you really i just couldn’t see
a future where somebody good as you would be with me 

so out of fear i ruined everything any shot i had 
you moved on now i’m crying wishing i could take it back 
you the only girl that helped me not the think about the past 
now you gone and everything around me turning into black 

and i’m knowing it’s my fault 
that i got nobody blame 
i’m not surprised cause all i fucking do is keep making mistakes
then i’m drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
but there’s nothing i can do to make you wish you woulda stayed

i wish you would’ve stayed
i wish you would’ve stayed
drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
nothing i can do to make you wish you would’ve stayed

verse 2

i know that you are happier that i’m not in your life 
if i said the same for me we both would know that that’s a lie
an attempt to cover up the feelings that i love to hide 
since the day i made you leave it has been killing me inside 

damn you probably got a man that treats you well and loves to buy you things 
probably got a crib a couple kids a couple diamond rings
all i ever got you was a mockingbird that never sang 
i never gave you any chance to ever fall in love with me 

i built a wall and never took the shot to break it down 
you started coming close and i could see it where it was heading out 
knowing that i’d end up getting hurt but wasn’t knowing how 
decided i woulda give it up i wish that i did it different now 

alone and in my room 
never find someone like you 
never find someone who cares for me the way that you would do 
on that day i said we through 
was the day that i would lose
that part of me that gave me any hope 
of finding truth

Spotify

Wish You Would've Stayed

LLTC

I'm okay (prod by nyalate)

SO UNDEAD ❤️‍🩹

if this is heaven [irby x recyclebin]

hopefully this can hold u guys off until the official drops

small town BIG DREAMS (prod. Kaydrippedinsauce & Perish Beats)

mr unlucky prod arso (2020)

" Ray In Wonderland" Coming Soon to a theater near you
Starring Ray Rockman

rayrockman1@gmail.com for features

Evil Ex

prod @silokilledthis

she takes shrooms and marijuana
says her favorite bands nirvana
don't think she can fix your problems
she can never save you
living in the information age
shawty wanna californicate
all she do is worry everyday
sit around and watch her anime
i fucked up 
i'm in the back of a cop car
ya ya guess my lucks up
i'm selling too many drugs yea
red cocaine looks best up in your brain
bet she'll say she'll never snort a thing 
come this way i'll help you ease your pain
but i'll never be the one to blame

arrest me arrest me 
the cops pulled up to arrest me
backseat backseat
bitch i'm in the backseat (fuck)
tell me why the fuck you think i started rapping (why i do it)
late nights selling dope out the wagon (god damn)
when i pull up who the fuck you think i'm flexing on (fuck you thinking)
boy you dumber than the retail cabbage i smoke
but i'm still holy i got down on both knees
told god ima change if you just make sure they don't hold me
prison ain't the place for me i know it please don't show me
had to feed my baby can you blame me for the way that my life is
but i don't wanna go out like that or ever die full of regrets
i was on the block selling green meds 
& when the blues pulled up i said

i fucked up 
i'm in the back of a cop car
ya ya guess my lucks up
i'm selling too many drugs yea
red cocaine looks best up in your brain
bet she'll say she'll never snort a thing 
come this way i'll help you ease your pain
but i'll never be the one to blame

SHROOMS AND MARIJUANA

tryna make them b you but they’re not even close

all platforms: https://dominickweeks.fanlink.to/why

produced by IOF & King Theta

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