The Upload 37

CALL ME CRAZY  ft LOVEONFRIDAY

FUCKING SAD

stream on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kj0DH_Yzdj4

album otw !! :D

vocals by @supachefm & @guardin
production by @youlooktired & @remghost
mixed and master by @polearm

way too long w/ guardin (prod. youlooktired x remghost)

bite down on my neck

WRECK

Na Na Na

Act like you've been suprised, girl its wintertime,
that time of year when we fight almost every night,
scream through your lungs that you hate me in every way,
why do I love you and give you my everything

And I gave you everything, I watcher her just walk away..
let me hear something that you've made up, figured my best bets at night getting drunk..

You cannot change me like the drugs do, I wish that I could hurt you again
you dont believe what I say, you're not the one who's hurting.

everyone walked away, was it my mistakes? staring across to the stars as their glistening,
know that im destined for better keep wishing, did this for you I just hope that you're wishing

and I gave you everything, I watched her just walk away (x2)

Drugs

Yung Trench - Maybe You're Right

Vodka and Spite (prod. splashgang)

LIMEADE🍏

Mixed and Mastered by @tripwonda
Executive Produced by @austinwondaaa & @tripwonda

This Time (prod. Arcane Beats)

Stream on Spotify https://spoti.fi/2Z4lkgx

Produced by Trayson (@trayson01)

🔂

SPOTIFY

REPEAT

Broken Promises

Midas Touch (Prod. Jug x Conor Fitz)

ONE PUNCH

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

when it's dark at night will you hold me tight?
fear my mind is losing sanity
I fell so quick for you I swear it wasn't gravity
living in a fantasy
Losing my vitality
walk round like a zombie gotta fix up my mentallity
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
x2
~
EMPTYCHEST
that i dont join em too
swear on blood they're hunting me
im blacking out by noon
my chest is just as hollow as the words that i re-use
if i do not find a spot to hide these creatures got me screwed like
loose nails falling out my floorboard
quite similar to my minds framework
scare em nuff n im sure it will work
wax on wax off this the worst grind
noosed up by the 130 clan dr
taught lessons faught wars n made crimes
9 to 5 hell nah ill just write rhymes
rooms a mess but damn i can find time
to live in my fantasy world
but it dont fuckin stop the head twirls
soon enough ill be in my own world
but the moon is full so anyting goes
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
~
Lost and writting these songs
feel that I don't belong
Till the grave my thoughts haunt me
entering a state of lunacy
nothing here to see 
turn your head and let me bleed
only death is guaranteed
I've been lost in a maze for sometime now
broken beaten bones, screaming why now?
lights

Full Moon w/ emptychest

$4/7
#SCFirst
@killarty

Money Talk (feat. killarty) on Spotify
prod. dyl + sharkboy + j. cast

MONEY TALK

MONEY TALK (feat. killarty)

luvkai - alright
Prod. @ryanbevolo
Mix & Master @prodbynxck & @luv3kai

"ALRIGHT" 
been 3 straight days no breaks been callin on her but i don’t mind 
been fucked up living in my head like nothing gonna be alright be alright
i said my head hurt and i think my heart is in fire, fine
been callin my phone fuck off plz leave me alone tonight

i like it way better when i’m alone cuz no body here to fuck with me
cuz everybody around keep on pullin me down like i’m nothing i’m strugglin and all in my head but no i’m not in my head
pour cups out for me and my heart 
my brain failing from the start 
no cut up smoke down, we smoke good 
feelin way better than the first time
and feelin way better than the last 
way better than your old man that’s right
way better than your old man that’s fine 

been 3 straight days no breaks been callin on her but i don’t mind 
been fucked up living in my head like nothing gonna be alright be alright
i said my head hurt and i think my heart is in fire, fine
been callin my phone fuck off plz leave me alone tonight

i feel you 
lost inside of you
shawty you’re a trip in my mind think that i need you 
i wanna spend all my time right next to you 
i know some how you break me
and somehow you escape me, from my damn thoughts again 
been chasin on your name 
i guess i’m being honest 
and if i’m being honest baby you are really polished 
shawty really polished and she be lookin bad tap that ass

been 3 straight days no breaks been callin on her but i don’t mind 
been fucked up living in my head like nothing gonna be alright be alright
i said my head hurt and i think my heart is in fire, fine
been callin my phone fuck off plz leave me alone tonight

The Upload 37

Jeferson Steelflex