The Upload 58

Tuxx- Ticket To My Funeral

TIL DEATH <3

been looking forward to you guys hearing this
@1darza @ninewaters

instas:
@ nathandarza
@ 9inewaters

running away

darza - running away (prod. ninewaters)

on dnd

first song of the week... lmk when to drop the next one:)

No More Lullabies

Energy </3 [p. xmichaelwarren]

boondocks part 2 w/ broadus & giovanni (prod. BLKSATURN)

ily (*¯ ³¯*)♡
produced by byekento 

(Lyrics)

intro:
said she wanted flowers gave that hoe a paper daisy

"byekento"

hook:
so the rain keeps falling down
said this shit ain't for real
bitch i'm running from the sound
of the voices in my head makes 
me hate all my feelings
how they drive me off the edge
said she wanted flowers 
gave that hoe a paper daisy
said she got a lot of friends 
but they hate me
but im over it now
i know could never save me nah
taking all my drugs until im faded yeah

verse:
ain't no time to reminisce
i'm going too fast
you been talking all that shit 
and you know i've had enough
guess it's too bad
really thought we had something now it's too sad

'cause i get lost in my thoughts and 
i can't beleive i've fallen
can't get no sleep i'm nauseous
all that i see is false

but its hard to say it 
you been talking way too long i'm impatient
I don't wanna hear your lies when i'm wasted 
just to stay clear you betrayed me 
i don't wanna hear it

hook:
so the rain keeps falling down
said this shit ain't for real
bitch i'm running from the sound
of the voices in my head makes 
me hate all my feelings
how they drive me off the edge
said she wanted flowers 
gave that hoe a paper daisy
said she got a lot of friends 
but they hate me
but im over it now
i know could never save me nah
taking all my drugs until im faded yeah

Spotify

paper daisy

Made Her w/ @cloverscars
Released on 22th April 2022

Mix/Master - @prodmavah 
Produced by - @prodmavah x noluvmusic

Made Her w/ Cloverscars

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

spotify

pathetic ft. residential

Nothing Changed

i hope you think of me 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/trplgmni
master: https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

striaght through the bottle 
blacked out
it's nice to not remember
straight through tomorrow 
tapped out 
i think i'll feel it forever
i know i'll do it again 
escape till it ends
i wanna leave it all behind 
i wanna make you proud 
safe and sound 
pray i'll be alright

i just can't take anymore 
i've said that before
there's nothing left of me 
i watched you walk out the door 
va mon amour 
i hope you think of me
(i hope you think of me forever)

i can't do this sober 
(i'm leaking blood all over)
i can't do it at all
come on,
pull me closer
(i'm leaking blood all over)

hear me out 
i'm breaking down 
lost control and i need you now
this is what i've been waiting for,
prove to me that i loved you more
i'm so used to all the bandages 
but i know you couldn't manage it i,
hope you find heaven in him

there's nothing left of me

there's nothing left of me (prod. triple gemini)

Josh A - ALL TIME LOW

White Wine

it's not getting easier

keep on moving on <3 (prod. greg beats x ninewaters)

Ayyleek x 22ViZz - Pain & Fire (Prod. by Maze Taylor)

[hook]
Big ap on my wish list, oh i can't lie
I got you on my friends list, but it's for tonight
make it up in a minute, I'm out my mind
I lose myself a little more when ur around, yeah
I don't you around me, to tell me lies
I don't need you to come around and tell me why
I think I need to let you go sometimes
You make me feel like I'm less, yeah you're relentless.

[verse]
I remember back at 17, you were the one i was chasing.
I thought i needed you at the moment, but right now you're the only one I'm fakin'
Yeah you try to face me, you try to change me
fucking it up whenever i come see ya,
baby i need all the love and devotion
you ain't showing me no emotion
you're so heartless
them choices you make on your own
are so dumb baby
but regardless you're the one that i want
take me down, and i be there for you
i vowed, i vowed, to give you everything you want
and I'm so done, with you.

[hook]
Big ap on my wish list, oh i can't lie
I got you on my friends list, but it's for tonight
make it up in a minute, I'm out my mind
I lose myself a little more when ur around, yeah
I don't you around me, to tell me lies
I don't need you to come around and tell me why
I think I need to let you go sometimes
You make me feel like I'm less, yeah you're relentless.

[outro]
lent-less. you're relentless. you're relentless
you're relentless. 
you're relentless. you're relentless
you're relentless. yeah yeah
you're relentless. you're relentless. you're relentless
you're relentless. 
you're relentless. you're relentless
you're relentless. yeah yeah

Relentless

@1darza @ninewaters
instas:
@ 9inewatere
@ nathandarza

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