The Christmas Spider Song (1)

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You are pixelated when you leave, 
far away but all your red, blue, greens
should be next to me.

You're so pixelated when you go,
ever fading into tiny squares 
that divide in air and glow.

p i x e l a t e d

KaMiKaZe

Molt(cover)

Spit me out,
if you don’t like the taste 
I leave in your mouth.

Say it loud,
cause the moans you make
are bumming me out.

I’m out of touch when I touch myself
and you’re out of reach when I love myself.

And if you 
wanna, wanna, wanna, wanna
break my heart:
Gimme me something 
worth breaking about.

Gimme something
Gimme something
Don’t stop!
Right there!

Spit me out,
if you don’t like the way
I taste on your tongue.

Put me down,
you don’t get me hot
I’m barely having fun.

I’m rolling my eyes 
at your moves and your sighs,
and it’s no big surprise
you can’t love me like I do.

And if you
wanna, wanna, wanna, wanna
break my heart:
Gimme something
worth breaking about.

I’m out of touch when I touch myself
and you’re out of reach when I love myself.

TOUCH

heres my trauma hope u like
prod. notfamous & tony rodini

Martyr

Don't Let Me Die In Hollywood

(holy shit i am uploading this TWO WEEKS LATE i completely forgot RIP)

"Down", one of the most meaningful songs off my upcoming LP, out NOW via AWAL. Produced by @iamganz
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TRIGGER WARNING: 5150/su*cide
“Down is the sensory experience of my psychiatric hold, after an attempt to take my life in 2018. My visit, for a multitude of reasons, was incomprehensible; being discharged and able to go home felt like a rescue mission. The song touches my difficulty perceiving the world around me and returning to a new normal. How could I return without traumatizing friends? How could I return without breaking my family further? I felt more alone after than I did before going in.” 
- Madi


Lyrics:
I can still hear myself being carried away by an ambulance
I can still hear you say to me that you don’t love me anymore
Oh, I can still taste the black,
It coats my throat, soaks my tears, 
Pray now, pray now
The man next door is screaming,
‘Cause he don’t know his brain no more
[Drop]
I can still feel the war that is brewing around the dinner meal
All my friends, they’re infused 
with an ego as big as an “artist deal” 
Oh I could get all wrapped up and point my fingers
Point them, point them to everyone who’d ever know
But they will never know that I feel like I’m lost forevermore
[Drop}

Down

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Sad People Do Bad Things

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Lyrics (Explicit):

First you ask if we could stay friends, 
I say "okay" to hide my pain
But as the days go on, I see you’re doing great 
while all my gears they spin right out of place 
Why did I comfort you when you said "We’re done"? 
this time I'm numb 

You said you loved me
but then erase me, 
I'm fucking lonely, 
can’t keep from spiraling 
I wish that I said, “I never meant that“
Am I something you regret? 
Now that I’m your "crazy ex"? 

Careful what you’re wishing for, 
I never mean to bite you 
I’m still in therapy and keep pushing on, 
but it doesn’t mean that I am brand new 

You’ll miss my tattoos,
you’ll miss my voice, 
telling you bad jokes or playful pokes
You’ll miss my sweet charm at holidays 
What a shame that I'm to blame or so you say 

Am I something you regret? 
Now that I'm your "crazy ex"?

Am I something you regret? 
Yeah, yeah

25 year old. Edmond, OK. I enjoy making music always. listen and collab.

Molt(cover)

Jeff Dodgen

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