I FINALLY got around to making a version of this I like!  Hope it makes all you Wolf fans happy.  Bluesy lament capturing the feeling of thinking you're at the top of your game and finding you ARE the game.  Wolves in sheep's clothing, love, deceit, trains, this song has it all.  Hold on and enjoy the ride!  Grab a free download and make this your jams!

Wolf

The urgent need to be with the ones you love at any cost, cross any distance, leave anything behind.  Nothing else matters.  Help yourself to a free download!  This was recorded and mixed by yours truly.  

This song had the sweetest privilege of being featured in a short film by Wonderbound Ballet's Project Wonder.   Choreographed by the ridiculously talented Deanna Lefton and filmed with cinematic genius by Jordan Lefton

What a captivating visualization of the emotion we've all felt.  It had an even heavier significance with the project being Wonderbound's way to keep the dance going through the early stages of Covid quarantine.

https://m.facebook.com/watch/?v=232753181137058&_rdr

Home Sweet Home

The past haunts us, even if we lock it in a nice container, in a deep dark closet of our subconscious.  After tossing too much in our chests  it begins to surface in unmanageable ways.  This song is about facing the fears that have been lurking in the shadows, taking them out, looking at them, and setting them free.  Inspired by my recent EMDR experience, which incidentally made things much worse.  I was told I have a hypersensory disorder, synesthesia, along with PTSD, that actually made a past assault replay over and over like a projection over reality.  Even more vivid, details, smells, sounds, and the three shadows of my assailants, resurfaced after being walked through it again in attempts to desensitize the emotions connected to the experience.  This composition is an attempt to manifest an end to the torment from what was in the past from being my always current struggle. Be safe, be good to each other, and write a new ending to the narrative that keeps you captive instead of revisiting it.

 Don't forget your free download!  If you enjoy the music please find me at https://www.facebook.com/raemcalister/?fref=ts and send me a message!!!  Love all

Forever Now

Not my usual fare, this song is written as a HUGE thank you for all of the love and support my dear friend has poured out for me on this difficult trek.  Reconnecting me to what's important, reminding me that so much of our healing process has to do with our own mindset and willingness to receive.  The album art is a picture I took on the way to one of our favorite places, Red Feather, which is such a healing place in itself.  Let me know if you like it, I may make you more!  :)

Keep making music, keep playing music, and keep music in your souls!  Love all!

Rae

Kate's Light

This started as an amazing composition by Izzuss 
( https://soundcloud.com/izzuss/letterboxer-demo )
that just possessed me and I knew I had to write a piece for it.  It's inspired by current world events and the desire for us all to have an inspired leader or an oracle, also the fear of needing to turn tale if the worst happens.  Final mix and vocal recordings by myself....it may evolve even further as we trade it back and forth.  

Rae

Jeff Van Fleet