nothing really matters does it?

This is my one year anniversary song 💙 it’s a very emotive peaceful song in which I’ve tried to resume what this year has been to me and all I’ve learned with it.

one year has passed (look at all we've been through)

破碎 = Broken
Beat & Vocals By ℒund

Thank you all so fucking much for 10k followers!
No matter if i have a great day or a fucking horrible day
I have one constantly amazing thing to gain happiness from and its all thanks to you guys! I can't even put into words how much appreciation i have for my fans, thank you all so much for supporting me and making my dreams come true.

Lyrics

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going 
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

can you break my bones
will you tear my skin
can you taste my lust
can you feel my sin
see im a waste of life
i should just kill myself
yeah i could slit my wrist
but it really wouldn’t help

wouldn’t fix my issues
or change your mind
cause i broke your heart
and you buried mine
now I’m six feet deep 
and i can’t breath 
i got dirt in my eyes 
and blood on my sleeves

but ill dig my way up 
through these roots and leaves 
so i can get some air 
so i can finally breath
now i on my knees 
oh baby begging please
will you
will you

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

goodbye (background singing)
don’t you miss me when I’m gone
cause your the fucking reason that I’m not around
bitch your the fucking reason that I'm 

破碎 (Broken)

Glow

this girl

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ux4BBE5duw
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7hx0fxCukHneK8d9gDMcsT
visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63iPU5mTA70

I always smile, but my eyes are sad

the OFFICIAL beat by me
check out my other work too <3

Sample: @wmdmusic98 - ficus
https://soundcloud.com/wmdmusic98/ficus
inspired by @hisohkah


Video: https://youtu.be/rcuMbp8BWFg

thank you for 1mil plays. <3

***IF YOU BUY ON TOP FROM THE BANDCAMP LINK IT WILL HAVE THE CHILDISH GAMBINO ACAPELLA IN THE END. ON PLATFORMS ON LIKE APPLE, SPOTIFY, ECT. YOU WILL HAVE NO ACAPELLA. THE ORIGINAL TRACK IS BY ME AND THE SAMPLE IS BY WMD***

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Buy it! (acapella ver)

ON TOP

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you're the dream i never wanna wake up from

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The Girl I Havent Met

Kudasai - The Girl I Havent Met

RIP (Prod. LAC)

NAH FR.

[oops] - Potsu

Now on SPOTIFY & APPLE etc.

Produced by: @otterpop123 Feat. @beabadoobee
Suggested from Martin <3

Lyrics:

Hook

Dont stay awake for too long
Dont go to bed
Ill make a cup of coffee for your head
Ill get u up and going out of bed

v1
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna pass away
Thinking of r future cuz 
Ill never see those days

I don’t know why this has happened
But I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best
But u know that I’m not perfect

Ive been praying for forgiveness
you’ve been praying for my health
when I leave this earth
Hoping you’ll find somebody else

Cuz ya we still young
Theres so much we haven’t done
Getting married
Start a family
Watch ur husband with his son

I wish it could be me
But I won’t make it off this bed
Hope I go to heaven so I see u once again

Ya my life was kind of short
But I got so many blessings
happy u were mine 
it sucks that its all ending

v2
Im happy that u here w me
Sorry if I tear up
When me and u were younger
U would always make me cheer up

taking goofy videos
And walking through the park
U would jump into my arms 
Every time u heard a bark

We would cuddle in your sheets
Sing me sound asleep
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

Sundays go to church
Mondays watch a movie
soon you’ll be alone
Sorry that u have to loose me

SPOTIFY

death bed | Feat. beabadoobee

This song is for all my people that get sad and DON'T KNOW WHY!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE WHY DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN BRUH LET ME BE HAPPY FOR ONCE.

Listen on Spotify here

Sad Khalil Hours (ft.jinnwilliam)

TRA$H - Journey

follow her (Prod. Zeeky Beats)

I released this album on Spotify a couple months ago. So I decided to upload it here for everyone to enjoy.

Help Me

No Hope

Carl Wheezer and Sheen Estevez in a sad Lofi song

No One in the World

thank you for listening! i've been testing out with a lot of genres lately and it's been an emo rap type thing right now. much love <3

prodcuer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6_bGqidZSCLpkUNL3_d5xQ

lyrics:

Baby girl I'm sorry that I'm so fucking useless
I try to put my heart out but you're giving me excuses
And you always want a problem, but you can't find solutions
I got these trust issues and I know it's fucking stupid
I don't wanna put you down but you know I am human
I got these sad letters but I write them in my music
So don't put me to the ground, I know what you've been doing
Baby look me in my eyes you can tell that I've been through it, yeah

Yeah, baby look me in my eyes
You know that it's no surprise
Sorry I get paranoid cause sometimes I don't know what's right
Arguing is every night
Sometimes I don't even try
I know you're not honest cause so many of these bitches lie

I was too dumb in your spell
Always saying sorry and I took the blame all to myself
Now I'm too numb, don't know why
Don't know if you like me or you're with me to stay occupied
I was too dumb in your spell
Always saying sorry and I took the blame all to myself
Now I'm too numb, don't know why
Don't know if you like me or you're with me to stay occupied

Baby girl I'm sorry that I'm so fucking useless
I try to put my heart out but you're giving me excuses
And you always want a problem, but you can't find solutions
I got these trust issues and I know it's fucking stupid
I don't wanna put you down but you know I am human
I got these sad letters but I write them in my music
So don't put me to the ground, I know what you've been doing
Baby look me in my eyes you can tell that I've been through it, yeah

Baby girl I'm sorry
I'm so fucking useless
Try to put my heart out
But you're giving me excuses

useless (prod. thatboienco)

this track is uploaded from YouTube, be sure to check the original out on youtube
https://youtu.be/KnJXw6lOQHY

nothing really matters does it?

Moonscape31