Don't Mind

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theres things i wish i could say
but it really wasn't worth it anyway
i tried, but is not the same
i can't help but feeling empty, so ashamed
i'm trapped in my ways, yeah i'm fucked up still
we already fade, fade
just know that i like you still
it happened so fast, but it felt so real
wish i could leave it at that, but it's hard to heal
why the fuck did i like u still?

but maybe it just wasn't meant to be
i gotta stop seeking for love 
if can't even love me
need to be honest with myself 
i can't keep begging for help
i've tried but then i failed

empty

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eyes got tired
no desire
facing queries
uninspired

i wish i could blame someone
i tried, such a shame
i'm really not fine at all
but then you came
and said things, made me feel special
then you burned it all with a final message
you really made me thought i had you
so why you changed your mind?
that's really the question

i've dive in too deep
i'm losing my sleep
just thinking of you
you even think about me?

u even think about me?

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i really hated it when you said that it was "all in my head"
i felt my spirit shred, your words are like a storm overhead
i wish that i could just rewind, erase the pain that you spread
but i can't
no i can't

ooh, wrapped in my thoughts, still got a few
i fucked it up, but nothing new
not the same that you once knew

i'm still falling apart
i'm still falling apart
i'm still falling apart

falling//apart

talking to the wall

saw you yesterday

rehashing a slow opening to a special party + 20 minutes of extra time of would-have-playeds

a gentle plunge

All these changes in my life
No I don't wanna die
But it's so overwhelming for me

Yeah I made it out of spite
Now I'm dizzy from the height
So it feels like life's in a hurry

No I'm not tryna imply
That I don't like this new life
I just don't think that I am worthy

Said it's 'bout time to decide
Whether if I wanna hide
Or if I just want to be buried 


I'm too scared right now
Losing all my friends and I don't know how
I need you right now
Need to step back but they won't allow

My mind's filled with doubt
Feeling like a fraud don't deserve this crown
So I blow these clouds
Hoping one day I can make you proud
(Hoping one day I can make you proud)


So what if I don't live up to everything you want, I won't fill your cup
And what?
I don't care if that's messed up
'Cause I'm done sitting down while my hands stay up, so what?

Every time I think about my past it's haunting me and killing me
I don't care who you are I won't take this secrecy, hypocrisy
Don't know what you see (me?)
Don't know how you read (me.)
It's getting hard to breathe (please.)
I just hope you see the new me


I'm too scared right now
Losing all my friends and I don't know how
I need you right now
Need to step back but they won't allow

My mind's filled with doubt
Feeling like a fraud don't deserve this crown
So I blow these clouds
Hoping one day I can make you proud
(Hoping one day I can make you proud)

make u proud

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LYRICS:

losin' myself every time that i am not with u
u the only one that's ever told me the goddamn truth
its hard to say but i know that its really true
i just need... to stay with you

i don't know why i keep goin but i keep goin
i shouldn't keep goin but ima give it my all

i don't know why but I'm heavily influenced
by my sorrows I'm not gonna be able to answer calls

imma keep goin till i break the bank 
imma keep goin till i get top rank
imma break down every wall

imma keep goin for my papa frank
imma keep goin it don't matter what day
do it for my family n all of y'all

lotta days feel like i just wanna bawl
I'm talkin out my eyes 
not talkin no LeBron
lotta people i despise 
sure the feelings mutual
damn i miss my old guys
and i kind of miss school

fuck all of that reminiscin'
need to focus on the present
pray to god to get some answers
wonder if there's hell of heaven
my questions are never endin'
i just hope my souls ascendin'
think i need to start repentin'

I'm just lucky i have you
lucky i have you (x6)
you (x7)
YOUUU!
im lucky i have you

losin' myself every time that i am not with u
u the only one that's ever told me the goddamn truth
its hard to say but i know that its really true
i just need... to stay with you

i don't know why i keep goin but i keep goin
i shouldn't keep goin but ima give it my all

i don't know why but I'm heavily influenced
by my sorrows I'm not gonna be able to answer calls

imma keep goin till i break the bank 
imma keep goin till i get top rank
imma break down every wall

imma keep goin for my papa frank
imma keep goin it don't matter what day
do it for my family n all of y'all

make u proud

JellyFish!

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