YOU GUYS BOTH DID AMAZING. i love you so much mxnth <3

Every time i hear your songs, I get more and more concerned about your mental health. You alright, man?

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Infinity W/Prod Solio

self- produced

Don't say you did your best
Cause that's just hard to see
And it's all inside my head 
So I think I should leave
Step on my pride
Cause you lied
Don't make this all about you
I cried all night
Don't make this all about you

I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here
I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here

Please don't act like you didn't set up
That's a lie
Cause I've seen that look a million times
I see you're out of venom
No supply
Cause you poisoned the hand that would provide
As I change with the seasons we
All fall to pieces
Is that all that you are 
Did you miss the meaning
Cause you only got 2 phases 
Either way my face still red
And I've only been here 1 year
You gave me existential dread
And it's so hard to raise these issues
Well at lease
It's hard for me
But I'll start with one
Gotta list too
But I think I should leave

I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here
I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here

something changed last summer

Indecisive (drma + yunnygoldz)

BOP iT! (Ft. Chuck Sutton, HOLIDAYKISS, Patches & VALENTINE)

older song that i'll prolly never finish

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i broke down all the logic you perpetuate
digested the rhetoric that kept me safe
but now that i've risen, ain't nobody safe
and the anger invading me won't satiate

i got so much rage that
i can't even see right
i need to relax and try to
keep myself upright
i keep counting stars
but it's too dark with no moonlight
look in my eyes
it's clear to see i'm not alright

crackin' my knuckles just like a glowstick
and i don't need your input, it's prolly bullshit
steady growing as an artist
don't need a light, i got it
so revere me like a prophet
while I straight up act neurotic
and there ain't no room for both of us in here
but it's all okay 'cause I can disappear
and i know that nothing will matter in the long run
i'm disadvantaged from all of these fuckin' symptoms
but all of those obstacles, they can't compare
'cause i made a choice to create something rare
so why don't you take a seat and listen for once
instead of runnin' your mouth, you oughta learn some

i miss you more than it's worth and even though i try to hide
i rehearsed all my words so i don't lose them in my mind
i feel so out of practice so i fill them with adlibs
i'm not tryna play nice now
but i fear that's what's happenin'
i got so much better but then i fell onto my face
this shit is all cyclical but they think it's a race
when you come to find out that the world doesn't revolve around all these fuckin' posers then you just might make something profound

tongue tied
speaking softly, white lies
i can’t offer fine lines
suffering in real time
slowly fading from life
stomping thru the bullshit
i don’t know when i’ll quit
making these excuses
got me fucked up, clueless
regulate these bruises

i'm so tired of the front that people put up
why does conflict bring out the worst in us?
they say "give it time" but i've run out of luck
i'm sick of waiting now i could not give a fuck
and all these people around me, they wanna get a taste
of what it feels like to suffer and to gain
but where are the real ones
who suffer from weak lungs
startin' out real strong, but collapse in the long run
headstrong and formidable, not a force to reckon with
disadvantaged and sensitive
but i'm still makin' hits
all these people tryna be free, but they're beneath me, that's it
i undermine my relevance so i don't look like a prick
no i'm not a narcissist just 'cause i notice this
don't mean that i'm self-obsessed, just gettin' it off my chest
been writin' all these songs like a diary
but i cannot change what's inside of me

woodville, texas

merry christmas
i learned how to play guitar again! 

tranquil afternoon
im gonna find a way out soon
the thought of you turns grey
with every turning page

seeped in black and white
i take your words and close my eyes
does it hurt when i start to cry?
it always lives in the back of my mind


walking beside me
show me the right way
im scared of the future
tell me im okay

i dont wanna cry with the lights off
i just wanna finish what im working on
i dont know myself and i dont know why but
i dont want to die

a quiet relapse & im learning again

ⓘ Designed and managed by Touxious ™

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Lyrics:

My Place

My Place [FREE DOWNLOAD]

I bet you're not aware of all the things that I think
Of the way that you like to use me and you push me to the brink
It's so hard to say I love you
When you don't try when I need you
If only you knew all what I knew
So please stop

Now I'm running out of luck
And you're running out of love
And I really wish I could've told you off 

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day 

I wish I had the guts to tell you what I really think
Confrontation don't exist to me, so I write it down in ink

Now I'm running out of luck
And you're running out of love
And I really wish I could've told you off 

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day 

You got me trapped instead my head and I don't know what to do
But in the end I still love you

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day

needles (demo)

prod. by mxnth

I bet you're not aware of all the things that I think
Of the way that you like to use me and you push me to the brink
It's so hard to say I love you
When you don't try when I need you
If only you knew all what I knew
So please stop

Now I'm running out of luck
And you're running out of love
And I really wish I could've told you off

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day

I wish I had the guts to tell you what I really think
Confrontation don't exist to me, so I write it down in ink

Now I'm running out of luck
And you're running out of love
And I really wish I could've told you off

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day

You got me trapped instead my head and I don't know what to do
But in the end I still love you

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day

needles

shoutout to my boi @xilohh for the mix. if you ever need high quality mixing. my boi xiloh is the guy.

lyrics:

hurt me deep in my core

tore me uhh apart

knew you didnt like dorks

should have never trusted you

played me like a fool

should've never trusted you

stay away with the fake love

i dont want that no more

always thinking that i wanted a quick a nut

all i ever wanted was real true love

where it at? where it be?

where it at? i cant see.

only in my dream. i dont want no side piece

i just wanna? i just wanna?

find peace.

needles

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