one of the realest songs ive heard on this site in so long

my day
wake up n im "jowacoded"
tahts how im made
if im gna eat i fly n feast inside a plane
ive stayed off the drugs
the melatonin help my brain
i cant bare 2 walk outside the city not safe
pull up to the mall they look n feel so unsafe
i dont evn think im becoming unscathed
ultralight on me my angels tellin me im phased

เՇร ןยรՇ Շђє ฬคץ เՇ ﻮ๏єร

hypn0tized1

this... @@@@@

lead pisses me off sm i actually cant hopefully i find it soon enough

annoying ass fucking lead i cant find the file to fix this

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no
ooo do I wna c my self that way?
she went like "oooo do u like this way?"
u know tht im shy i talk with my face
call me whn ur done i wld bless ur grace
call me whn u done i wnt ur grace
grrr do u feel th same way im made?
do u feel better whn u hang out wit me??
i js cnt read anything u do i sound insane

i hope im not asking for too much
its ok ima be ok

ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way
ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way

tell me what u mean when u say smth?
i cant grasp on your beauty u mean smth
u so sweet, i was scared u werent goodforme
but then u equal out with sour and its goodforme😋
baby when u say a word its like a symphony
its so impossible 2 sleep without ur company
ohh yeah im spiralling i cant even think properly
all the words u say 2 me, its poetry

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no

explora

𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓵𝓸𝓻𝓪

drive in the middle of nowhere in a honda
stay in a motel almost had a coma
it feels like im going nowhere so far
stuck in a motel cant tell just how far xx2

its too much iSSS iTTT Too LLLateee???
FFFeeLLLs like im JJJust so DDDelayyed.
i cant help but hide my face
its driving me insane
cant decide, skoda or a honda?
u decide, help or this lie?
help me find, my way thru life
i cant hide for so long
...♫♪♬؂iM TRYiNG..♫♪♬؂iM TRYiNG...♫ ( ♪♬؂i♫..♫♪♪....♫) ♪♬؂iM TRYiNG xx2
iWNAAiMPROVE,iWNAFEELBETTER xx3

(produced by: tgwog & jequya)

╎ □ ℸ ̣|╎リ3 ⊣ □ ℸ ̣∷||⊣iiMPROVE

raw snippet

i got i got quantity like temu
u dont know me like that the way u came thru
i know i know i know they all wna taste u
i hope u know that u got teeth too
misery loves company u need u
im so bored asf sometimes i need 2 call u
only now i ponder knowing no one needs u
u need 2 give ur self that audience 2 feel u
i cant lie now
imma come in thru the city doing allrounder
im alone asf girl u can swag with my mana
im looking like damn i swear u got it from ur mama
lost the plot like what 2 do next do u remember?
ima go with the flow imma hellbender
that means that we gotta go akon right na na
u gotta let it go right now right na na
u just gotta let it go right now
u gotta let it float not right now
yeah let it all go, right now
we just need to let it flow yeah right now !!!!
u just gotta let it go right now
u gotta let it float not right now
yeah let it all go right now
we just need to let it flow yeah right now
gOOO
goo
GOOOooooo
(o.0)
i got i got quantity like temu
u dont know me like that the way u came thru
i know i know i know they all wna taste u
i hope u know that u got teeth too
misery loves company u need u
im so bored asf sometimes i needa call u
only now i ponder knowing no one needs u
u need 2 give ur self that audience 2 feel u
i cant lie now
imma come in thru the city doing allrounder
im alone asf girl u can swag with my mana
im looking like damn i swear u got it from ur mama
lost the plot like what 2 do next do u remember?
ima go with the flow imma hellbender
that means that we gotta go akon right na na
u gotta let it go right now right na na

LET^GO> ʅҽƚ ɠσ ʅҽƚ ɠσ ʅҽƚ ɠσ ʅҽƚ ɠσ ʅҽƚ ɠσ ʅҽƚ ɠσ ʅҽƚ ɠσ ʅҽƚ ɠσ<

@jequya








are my words a plastic mess
when I speak, do I make any sense?
just recycle(ling) my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

a fragile heart in a plastic dress
a polished surface too immense (?)
hollowed out? and it makes no sense
plastic thoughts in a tangled fence

are my words like plastic mess
when i talk do I make any sense?
just recycle my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

i can't explain this feeling I confess
its like im silicone
when im speaking do I even impress? 
caught in a rhythm i cant comprehend

silicone identity

mor♰alité, naïve♰é, é♰erni♰é, cres♰fallen... ༺♰༻
mélancolié, impure♰é, fragili♰é, now ♰ha♰ i'm cres♰fallen (ᴗ_ ᴗ。)⌖⌖⌖

they were telling me that they'd never lie (｡•́︿•̀｡)?
that i'm their favourite girl( · ❛ ֊ ❛)♕
that i'm one in a million ( ,,^ں^)✰✰✰
now i feel cres♰fallen (◣ _ ◢)✞
c'est le coup de grâce pour moi (╥ ω ╥)
now i'm just cres♰fallen ( ◜◡༎ຶ)✶⋆.˚

juste moi et mon épée (ᓀ‸ᓂ)⚔
c'est le coup de grâce pour moi (ó﹏ò｡)
that i'm one in a million (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ).☘︎ ݁˖
and now i'm cres♰fallen ( ,,⩌'︿'⩌,,)𓆩♱𓆪
telling me that i'm their favourite, favourite (ᵕ—ᴗ—)༘⋆
tragédie, cres♰fallen (◞‸ ◟)💧

il n'y a pas de liber♰é 🕊️(# `Д ‘) ▄︻デ══━一💥 
il n'y a que la ♰ragédie (◣ _ ◢) 💣
i'm one in a million now ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ
c'est la mélancolie  (´◕︵◕`) ♡
c'est l'impure♰é ( ">﹏< )☣︎
il n'y a que l'é♰erni♰é ∞(⊙⁠‿◎)𓋼𓍊∞ 𓍊𓋼∞𓍊
now that i'm cres♰fallen ✞

they were telling me that- (੭꒦ິ ^꒦ິ)੭ 
that im their favourite girl (๑•́ -•̀)
that im one in a million † † † ๐·°(⋟﹏⋞)°·๐† † † 
that's why i'm cres♰fallen (◣ _ ◢)⭒ ༺♰༻ ⭒
c'est le coup de grâce pour moi ⚜
telling me that you- 𓇢𓆸( ">﹏< )
why was i born a girl? ( ˶°ㅁ°) ⭑.ᐟ
i feel like i'm an alien (⊙_◎)
now i'm just cres♰fallen (◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ )˚୨୧₊♱
c'est le coup de grâce pour moi ꃋᴖꃋ
cres♰fallen, cres♰fallen  ꒰(˶◞ ‸ ◟˶)꒱

morbidi♰é, naïve♰é, é♰erni♰é, cres♰fallen... (◞‸◟；)
(навсегда, и я держусь за свой талисман) (·•᷄_•᷅𓄧)
mélancolié, impure♰é .·°՞(˃ ᗝ ˂)՞°·.
coup de grâce pour moi. ˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

CRES♰FALLEN

@oursecretblood @oursecretblood @oursecretblood

wake up, smoke up thats how i live it
i wake up with anxiety hoping that i would end it
nobody around me see the vision how i live it
i believe in me way too much that i almost killed it
every conversation is always about the acid
talking about these ego deaths and what we had is finished
tripping every week it almost sounds like speaking finnish
im from australia so how could i even complain about these ethics?
my family is ethnic so they raised me as a medic
im south east asian and they all call me dramatic
im not the golden child no more cause im not systematic
theyre traditional but im just too original
maybe speech impediment so keep it minimal
its all about the spam, corn beef and pork adobo soup
u dont know pressure till u feel it so im spiritual
blame it on the spectrum but we thought we living true
true religion is the cope and im just feeling u
i dont know what is real and i dont know who really who
still see the loser that i was im always feeling blue
i promised everything would turn 2 red just as i said
"im gonna make it, and im gonna make alot of friends"
but im still in my room and i would rather stay in bed
yeah im just living but yall say im so fucked in the head
its kinda funny cause without all this i would be dead
would be dead. dead. dead
suvivors guilt and all the real ones ended up dead
and all im left with locally are these retarded "friends"
theyre narcissistic and my wealth is what i am to them
no offense but life is not just pussy and some ket
u only call when i got something going on & then
its always ranting about some bitches that never liked u man
im so done with playing nice and playing all pretend
my confidence was low asf, youd only make it worse
& now that i get into tune with everything it hurts
my girl the only hertz im tapped in with, we hurt the same
and i know someday ill have the answers to my own pain

EGO DEATH prod jjules

jequya

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