Jequyahhh

ra ra ra ra raaaaaaa

https://soundcloud.com/silversxo
https://soundcloud.com/sshinju

art by @super_angel04ek 

кроме этих мыслей ничего нет страшней
верни душу в мое тело
сново вижу тебя из а бесссонных дней
моя душа с тобой же пела

возьми меня в собой
без тебя я сам не свой
что мне делать с головой
я не хотел конец с тобой

когда мне станет лучше
в моей жизни нету смысла я увижу свои мысли
каждый день я жду пока они утихнут

strashnej (silver & shinju)

GloAngelzzz

by @jequya
yyy delete

lyrics:
Im going th other way i dont need no shoulder
I could say tht i was in th mix wit no holster
Find me in th philippines chilling with my mama
Evr since my soul bn tied 2 this im more colder
Im pinoy so they think i like valorant and boba
Addict now i quit cs i almost had a coma
& idc if the scene doesnt like me im smoulder
I could lose my temper and go schitz wit no karma
I could trip on dmt n call it a day
Dont need validation from no bitch im no prey
Colder than th ac manifested snow babe
The universe is wit me till my death how i sway
I talked wit my therapist she thinks im bipolar
I was in shibuya treated like i have ebola
I could live a day without with this shit being a stigma
Ik im so pretty i deserve my own scholar
How could i commit to all of this shit in australia?
Food n all them goods jus cost a fortune its over
Imma fly abroad n find a place inside asia
Bitch im not a monkey cs im not white like madonna

*random moans*

Im going th other way i dont need no shoulder
I could say tht i was in th mix wit no holster
Find me in th philippines chilling with my mama
Evr since my soul bn tied 2 this im more colder
Im pinoy so they think i like valorant and boba
Addict now i quit cs i almost had a coma
& idc if the scene doesnt like me im smoulder
I could lose my temper and go schitz wit no karma
Im going th other way i dont need no shoulder
I could say tht i was in th mix wit no holster
Find me in th philippines chilling with my mama
Evr since my soul bn tied 2 this im more colder
I talked wit my therapist she thinks im bipolar
I was in shibuya treated like i have ebola
I could live a day without with this shit being a stigma
Ik im so pretty i deserve my own scholar

ɮօɮǟ ɮօɮǟ ɮօɮǟ Aka Rudeawakening

flexx, listen la la la +( DJ/REMiXX )

℘ꭈׁׅᨵׁׅϐׁׅ֒ᥣׁׅ֪ꫀׁׅܻ ꩇׁׅ݊꯱ׁׅ֒

https://soundcloud.com/jequya/smp_dmt 
https://soundcloud.com/jequya/smp_dmt
https://soundcloud.com/jequya/smp_dmt
https://soundcloud.com/jequya/smp_dmt

꯱ׁׅ֒ ꩇׁׅ݊℘_ժׁׅ݊ ꩇׁׅ݊tׁׅ__𝓈𝓃𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓉

@violetxx9

wanted everyday just 2 see u 
   lying but i kno i need u 
   bitch u dnt kno wht ive been thru 
   tried to overdose 
   n it aint work 
   lil bby treat me like a stranger 
   in the shipyard 
   n the hangar 
   fendi gift card 
   prada blazer 

   i got problems u dnt kno abt 
   bitch get back 
   this my get back 
   i got new lean we ain ina drought 
   cant go back 
   vision jet black
   tell me tht u love me 
   angel wings fly 
   bby dnt cry 
   never felt so lonely 
   bleed my wrists dry 
   just for tonight

   (by myself)
   nothing in my head 
   (eyes impaled) 
   the words i never said 
   (lay in hell) 
   miss all the time we spent together 
   its never looking up 
   n i know im not getting better

   miss the old me 
   bitch me 2 
   number nine belt 
   n its see thru 
   bby tell me why u lied 
   i dnt wna see u cry 
   now i gotta watch our world burn 
   lil dung eater bitch my souls cursed

Tonight (Prod. Violet)

by @jequya

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AiNfRFBp-xU

Lyricz:
They say that I need to take them meds
I don't need nobody telling me that I'm a mess
I could tell it otherwise, it's all despised
No matter how I change, I'm always in a disguise
Thirty-three on me make my soul feel fly
Twenty-two, I'm not giving a fuck this time
Twenty twenty-two avoiding my real life
End of twenty-three, money with lows and highs
Stay steady trippin' with no thought in mind
You could say you're making it while you stay blind
I don't give a fuck about your plan in mind
I live in the moment, tell me what you gonna find

I lost my way, now nobody won't track
Made so many mistakes, it be getting so bad
How you doubt my people when they know I'm mad?
I want milk and honey, I've been making my path

I'll be fine, I found my way
Only time will tell my days
She know how I am, I sway
Hope she know I am this way
I'll be fine, I found my way
Only time will tell my days
She know how I am, I sway
Hope she know I am this way

Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way

How do I know if I'm not gonna get back up?
DMT in me, woke up and I want a Kit Kat
I stay on my own, 'cause I just don't wanna be that
Play around with my flock, 'cause you don't know how to get up
I rot on my own
When I see you, I can rest up
愛が必要です (Love is necessary)
Yeah, heal me with your mana
I guess now I know
That we'll never break bad
I guess now we know

✺.;intenTionZz 33 - 22+ҍҽąմէվ Օƒ ƑӀąաʂ

mor♰alité, naïve♰é, é♰erni♰é, cres♰fallen... ༺♰༻
mélancolié, impure♰é, fragili♰é, now ♰ha♰ i'm cres♰fallen (ᴗ_ ᴗ。)⌖⌖⌖

they were telling me that they'd never lie (｡•́︿•̀｡)?
that i'm their favourite girl( · ❛ ֊ ❛)♕
that i'm one in a million ( ,,^ں^)✰✰✰
now i feel cres♰fallen (◣ _ ◢)✞
c'est le coup de grâce pour moi (╥ ω ╥)
now i'm just cres♰fallen ( ◜◡༎ຶ)✶⋆.˚

juste moi et mon épée (ᓀ‸ᓂ)⚔
c'est le coup de grâce pour moi (ó﹏ò｡)
that i'm one in a million (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ).☘︎ ݁˖
and now i'm cres♰fallen ( ,,⩌'︿'⩌,,)𓆩♱𓆪
telling me that i'm their favourite, favourite (ᵕ—ᴗ—)༘⋆
tragédie, cres♰fallen (◞‸ ◟)💧

il n'y a pas de liber♰é 🕊️(# `Д ‘) ▄︻デ══━一💥 
il n'y a que la ♰ragédie (◣ _ ◢) 💣
i'm one in a million now ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ
c'est la mélancolie  (´◕︵◕`) ♡
c'est l'impure♰é ( ">﹏< )☣︎
il n'y a que l'é♰erni♰é ∞(⊙⁠‿◎)𓋼𓍊∞ 𓍊𓋼∞𓍊
now that i'm cres♰fallen ✞

they were telling me that- (੭꒦ິ ^꒦ິ)੭ 
that im their favourite girl (๑•́ -•̀)
that im one in a million † † † ๐·°(⋟﹏⋞)°·๐† † † 
that's why i'm cres♰fallen (◣ _ ◢)⭒ ༺♰༻ ⭒
c'est le coup de grâce pour moi ⚜
telling me that you- 𓇢𓆸( ">﹏< )
why was i born a girl? ( ˶°ㅁ°) ⭑.ᐟ
i feel like i'm an alien (⊙_◎)
now i'm just cres♰fallen (◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ )˚୨୧₊♱
c'est le coup de grâce pour moi ꃋᴖꃋ
cres♰fallen, cres♰fallen  ꒰(˶◞ ‸ ◟˶)꒱

morbidi♰é, naïve♰é, é♰erni♰é, cres♰fallen... (◞‸◟；)
(навсегда, и я держусь за свой талисман) (·•᷄_•᷅𓄧)
mélancolié, impure♰é .·°՞(˃ ᗝ ˂)՞°·.
coup de grâce pour moi. ˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

CRES♰FALLEN

@oursecretblood @oursecretblood @oursecretblood

wake up, smoke up thats how i live it
i wake up with anxiety hoping that i would end it
nobody around me see the vision how i live it
i believe in me way too much that i almost killed it
every conversation is always about the acid
talking about these ego deaths and what we had is finished
tripping every week it almost sounds like speaking finnish
im from australia so how could i even complain about these ethics?
my family is ethnic so they raised me as a medic
im south east asian and they all call me dramatic
im not the golden child no more cause im not systematic
theyre traditional but im just too original
maybe speech impediment so keep it minimal
its all about the spam, corn beef and pork adobo soup
u dont know pressure till u feel it so im spiritual
blame it on the spectrum but we thought we living true
true religion is the cope and im just feeling u
i dont know what is real and i dont know who really who
still see the loser that i was im always feeling blue
i promised everything would turn 2 red just as i said
"im gonna make it, and im gonna make alot of friends"
but im still in my room and i would rather stay in bed
yeah im just living but yall say im so fucked in the head
its kinda funny cause without all this i would be dead
would be dead. dead. dead
suvivors guilt and all the real ones ended up dead
and all im left with locally are these retarded "friends"
theyre narcissistic and my wealth is what i am to them
no offense but life is not just pussy and some ket
u only call when i got something going on & then
its always ranting about some bitches that never liked u man
im so done with playing nice and playing all pretend
my confidence was low asf, youd only make it worse
& now that i get into tune with everything it hurts
my girl the only hertz im tapped in with, we hurt the same
and i know someday ill have the answers to my own pain

EGO DEATH prod jjules

just experimenting with the beat & i dont like it dont expect it to come out like this lol

꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ secrets ꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ secrets ꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ (CONCEPT)

MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nyMoVzP75uU

@1koir AKA @3lifez

how i feel ⋆˚ᶠᵉᵉˡˢ ˚☆ Prod Koir

0:00 1st part(2k24) 2:00 2nd part(2k25)
Produced by @jequya
Cover Art by @syverina & @jequya

i could live so elegant like SMP
when i walk out theres nobody for my masterpiece
im feeling breezy in the corner heres the recipe:
i love my style i rep my swag 
im on the DMT
i could live so elegant like SMP
when i walk out theres nobody for my masterpiece
im feeling breezy in the corner heres the recipe:
i love my style i rep my swag 
IM ON THE DMT

get up on your knees bitch
toyota crown yeah i flex that bitch
let go of everything thats hurting me
entities are always watching me?
nah

"they" want me to run up now?
i thought i was losing everything
i guess im nobody to the rest of my kin now
i dont have any label and i dont have a see now
ecco everytime i close my eyes i dont exist
ecosystem that im living may kill
 i take that risk
theyre all leaving while im here kicking rocks what did I miss
i couldve never guessed its nothing new 2 me its only this
only this

when im falling all it does it turn to mist
just piss me off
 i dont have patience for this bitch
u want my personality
 i dont miss
go ahead
 talk eloquent u still "missed" ..?

im still living in 480p
sometimes i wonder if its meant to be??
im living simple not like NPC
im finding balance
 i want symmetry

SMP_ꪻ᥅ꪊᦓꪻ ꠸ꪀ ꪑꫀ..DMT_?_𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒 2K24-2K25 (this@@@)

heavenly cabbage fuck a baggage
vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7_r5IP4Ioc
lyrics:
22 u kno im living lavish
wake up late&then i eat some cabbage
its good for my health im not a savage
raised a broker but im not average
i h8 smoking dope with this anxiety
im so positive :D you wouldnt lie to me :(
driving to mall in a jazz bitch
LSD killed me / no longer static
talking hieroglyphs my lines elastic
psyche healing tho im looking past it
they say "quya hits but hes not active"
cause im growing up & wrking past it
chilling with reals from polynesia
smoking menthol pack from indonesia
taking naps on couches in ikea zzz
the therapist calling my swag "amnesia"
 
yuh ay im a god.................. yuhhhhhhhhh

𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝒷𝒷𝒶𝑔𝑒 : ̗̀𝄞

Ambient ethereal soundscapes inspired by ideas in science and science fiction from past present and future, relax, chillout and enjoy.

EGO DEATH prod jjules

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