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- 𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒹𝒾𝒻𝒻𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝓊𝒽 𝒾 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓎
𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓂𝑒 𝓀𝓅 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒶 𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓃 𝓃𝓋𝒶 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎
𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓎𝓃𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎??
𝒾 𝒸𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝓊 𝒿𝓊s 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓎
- 𝓲 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓼𝓶𝓽𝓱 𝓭𝓲𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝔂𝓾𝓱 𝓲 𝓭𝓸 𝓲𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝔂
𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓹 𝓶𝓮 𝓴𝓹 𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓪 𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓷 𝓷𝓿𝓪 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂
𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓾 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓲𝓶 𝓬𝔂𝓷𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝔀𝓱𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝔀𝓷𝓪 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂??
𝓲 𝓬𝓵𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝔂𝓸 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵 𝓲𝓯 𝓾 𝓳𝓾s 𝓵𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓭𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝔂
- 𝒸𝑜𝒸𝑜𝓃𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓎
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒾𝓎𝒶𝓃
𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝟣𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝒹𝒹𝒾𝒸𝓉
𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓉𝒽 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃
𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒶 𝒹𝓇𝓊𝑔𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓉 𝒾 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃
𝒾𝓂𝓂𝒶 𝓂𝒾𝒹𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒿𝒶𝒽 𝓊 𝒸𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓃𝑒
- 𝓫𝓫 𝓭𝓸 𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓽 𝓲𝓶 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮???
𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓼 𝓭𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓶 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷 2𝓭𝓪𝔂???
𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓷𝓮? 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓲 𝓼𝓶𝓮𝓵𝓵?? 𝓭𝓸 𝓲 𝓼𝓵𝓪𝔂?
𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 1/9 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓬𝓮
- 𝒷𝒷 𝒹𝑜 𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒???
𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓂 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃 𝟤𝒹𝒶𝓎???
𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝓃𝑒? 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁?? 𝒹𝑜 𝒾 𝓈𝓁𝒶𝓎?
𝓇𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝟣/𝟫 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒

५༺ஜ

५༺ஜ𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓲𝓶 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮...

by @jequya
New version :https://soundcloud.com/saikyoz/fantasy?si=aaad396f751f4bb1b25001366128d4f0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
real fantasy/ecstasy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8qP8t9NTks

lyrics:
yeah ik my limits & i want it so bad
i kp dreaming ab it i wna live it bad
how u call me fake? i kp everything a distance
u dont know how 2 kp composure
this not a fantasy we live it rn
i failed so many times & im finding out how
everything i look up to b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do my own vow
i kp having doubts
i hate all these habits how i do it everyday
i can feel my brain rotting its like this everyday
now its like a blur i feel as if im childs play

im gon roll it up and smoke it like im fetty wap
inlove wit tha money i ain never letting go
say u gone steal everything but all u do is fap
we b talking bangs n selling shi like mangoes
(magical saikyo sounds)
i just wna cop a million bands
laugh at me im filipino.. i know
hold on 2 my soul wit 1 strand
i cld make it #glo wit 1 blow

this not a fantasy we live it rn
i failed so many times & im finding out how
everything i look up to b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do my own vow
i kp having doubts
i hate all these habits how i do it everyday
i can feel my brain rotting its like this everyday
now its like a blur i feel as if im childs play

@jequya ↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ  ⊣𝙹𝙹↸ ꖎ╎⎓ᒷ  𝓲 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓪𝓭... 𝓫𝓪𝓭

youtu.be/H8qP8t9NTks?si=SYN3fT2vaUec4Nrv

yeah ik my limits n i wnt it so bad
i kp dreaming ab it i wna live it bad
how u call me fake? i kp everything a distance
u dk how 2 kp composure
this not a fantasy we live it right now
i failed so many times n im findin out how
everything i look up 2 b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do muh own vow
i kp havn doubts i hate all these habits how i do it evryday
i ccn feeel my brain rottin its like dis evryday
now its likka blur i feel as if im childs play

im gon roll it up smoke like im fetty wap
in love wit tha money i ain neva lettin go
say u gon steal evrything but all u do is fap
we b talkin bands n sellin shi like mangoes

uh wna make am million bands
laugh @ me im filipino😭 "i kno"
hold on2 my soul wit 1 strand
we gon make it glo wit 1 blow

↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ ⊣

↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ ⊣𝙹𝙹↸ ꖎ╎⎓ᒷ𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝓯𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓼𝔂/𝓮𝓬𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓼𝔂

look at me cn u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y kno im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
coping wasnt the best way to keep sane
now im solving a whole piece of my maze
and i cant lie i found myself in more pain
i feel so lucky bt im also not amazed
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted bt cnt find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuu
...
developed trust issues dnt know whos who
who knows everything ab this shit? you
so y do i continue 2 give up my own truth?
cs its better that way
yeah its better that way
yk its not better that way
u wont grow this way
look at me can u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y know im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
numb it out numb it out till it fades
can u wait? can u wait? can u wait?
cope with it cs u cant face pain
no more hidin theres no gain
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted but cant find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuuu

~
prod. saikyoz

𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝙹!¡↸ᒷ ∴ℸ ̣⍑ ᒲᒷ

2 many steps that i lost my way
all mistakes that i made in may
caused my pain tht i feel 2day
iknow my traits dont make me safe

prod. kuro

𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒(..)  나는 아직도 인간인가)  𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝔂 𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓩𝔃𝔃 @kuro

this... @@@@@

drive in the middle of nowhere in a honda
stay in a motel almost had a coma
it feels like im going nowhere so far
stuck in a motel cant tell just how far xx2

its too much iSSS iTTT Too LLLateee???
FFFeeLLLs like im JJJust so DDDelayyed.
i cant help but hide my face
its driving me insane
cant decide, skoda or a honda?
u decide, help or this lie?
help me find, my way thru life
i cant hide for so long
...♫♪♬؂iM TRYiNG..♫♪♬؂iM TRYiNG...♫ ( ♪♬؂i♫..♫♪♪....♫) ♪♬؂iM TRYiNG xx2
iWNAAiMPROVE,iWNAFEELBETTER xx3

(produced by: tgwog & jequya)

╎ □ ℸ ̣|╎リ3 ⊣ □ ℸ ̣∷||⊣iiMPROVE

@jequya








are my words a plastic mess
when I speak, do I make any sense?
just recycle(ling) my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

a fragile heart in a plastic dress
a polished surface too immense (?)
hollowed out? and it makes no sense
plastic thoughts in a tangled fence

are my words like plastic mess
when i talk do I make any sense?
just recycle my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

i can't explain this feeling I confess
its like im silicone
when im speaking do I even impress? 
caught in a rhythm i cant comprehend

silicone identity

JAK W RAJU

aka saikyo, je'rok zalita, yung brom, bimyoo, booyoji, sojuya, psyche

५༺ஜ𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓲𝓶 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮...

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