iThnk ab...
wht u do #Evrydayyy~
idk wht2say.
iDnt wna b "tht way"

iThnk ab u evryday
iThnk ab tha wordZzzz u say #Zzzz
somtYmZzz iDo n it ScarZZzz my #Head..
DntWnaGoThru Tht Agn~.

iThnk i said wht i Nd 2 
i am upFronT
dnt wna B som "rando person in ur Lyf"
dnt wnt u trappd dnt wnt u feeln like tht
so hard2 FoKus i think i nd %Ecstasy

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jun21.2022 >>
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ᵢ ₐdₘᵢₜ..? ₐddᵢcₜd ₂ ₜₕₐ ZₐZₐₐ
ᵤ dₖ ₘy bᵣₐᵢₙ.. ᵢₘ ᵢₙ ₙᵢᵣᵥₐₙₐ
ₛₕₑ ⱼₛ wₙₜ ₘₑ ₓₓ .ₜₕₙₖ ₛₕₑₛ ₘₒᵣgₐₙₐₐ
bb ₕₒₗ ₘy ₕₐₙd ᵢₗₗ ₜₐₖₑ ᵤᵣ #ₘₘₐₙₐ
ₗₐₙdₑd ᵢₙ ⱼⱼₐₚₐₙ ᵢₘ gᵢᵥₙ ₐᵣₘₒᵣ
ᵢf ᵤ wₙₐ dᵢₑ ᵢₗₗ b ₜₕₐ ₖᵢₗₗₐₕ
ₜₐₖₑ ₐwₐy ᵤᵣ bₗᵤd, ₚᵤₜ ₒₙ ₜₕₐ ₘᵢᵣᵣₒᵣᵣ
ₛₒₗd ₘy ₛₒᵤₗ ₐgₙ ⱼₛ ₄ ᵤᵣ ₗᵢᵥₑᵣᵣ
ₘₐₘₐ ₜₒₗd ₘₑ ₙᵥᵣ gₒ ₒₙ ₜₜᵢₙdᵣ
ᵤᵣ ⱼᵤₛ ₗᵢₖₐ ₘᵢₙᵢₒₙ ₘₐₖₑ ₑₘ ₕᵢₙdᵣ
ₗᵢᵥₙ ₕₑₗₗₐ fₐₛₜ ᵢ dₙₜ ₙd yₐ
ₚₚₗ ᵣ ₛₒ cₒₗd ₂ ₘₑ ₗᵢₖₑ #wᵢₙₜᵣ
ᵢᵥ bₙ ₜᵣyₙₐ fᵢₙd ₛₒₘ₁ ₗᵢₖₑ WYₐ?
ₕw ᵤ fᵢₙₐ ₗₑₐᵥₑₘₑ bₑcₕ ᵤ ₗᵢᵥₙ ₜₕₜ? ₗ
y ᵤ ₐcₜ ₛₒ fᵤₙy bᵣₒ ᵤ ₜₕᵢₙₖ ₗᵢₖₑ ₜₕₜ
ₜᵣₑₐₜ ᵤ ₗᵢₖₐ ₗₐₘₑ dᵤₘb bₒᵢ ₖₚ ₗᵢᵥₙ ₜₕₜ

ᵢₘₐ cᵤₜ ᵤᵣ ₑₛₛcₑₙₛ wᵢₜ ₘy Bₗₐdₑ yₕ yᵤₕ
ₙᵥᵣ cₐₜcₕ ᵤₚ₂ₘₑₑ ᵢₘ ₘy ₒwₙ ₜₕₐₙg yᵤₕ *bₗᵢₙg*
ᵢₘₐ gₗₒₒ bₒᵢ ₙ ᵢ fᵢₙₐ #gₗₒₒₒ yᵤₕ :D
ₛwₐg ₛqᵤₐᵣₑ ₚₐₙₜZzz bₑₐₜ ⱼₑff bₑzₒz yᵤₕ yᵤₕ

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Milo Aska - rayon laser (shvde x inuyasha)

eternal sleep

- 𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒹𝒾𝒻𝒻𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝓊𝒽 𝒾 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓎
𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓂𝑒 𝓀𝓅 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒶 𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓃 𝓃𝓋𝒶 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎
𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓎𝓃𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎??
𝒾 𝒸𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝓊 𝒿𝓊s 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓎
- 𝓲 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓼𝓶𝓽𝓱 𝓭𝓲𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝔂𝓾𝓱 𝓲 𝓭𝓸 𝓲𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝔂
𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓹 𝓶𝓮 𝓴𝓹 𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓪 𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓷 𝓷𝓿𝓪 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂
𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓾 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓲𝓶 𝓬𝔂𝓷𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝔀𝓱𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝔀𝓷𝓪 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂??
𝓲 𝓬𝓵𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝔂𝓸 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵 𝓲𝓯 𝓾 𝓳𝓾s 𝓵𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓭𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝔂
- 𝒸𝑜𝒸𝑜𝓃𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓎
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒾𝓎𝒶𝓃
𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝟣𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝒹𝒹𝒾𝒸𝓉
𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓉𝒽 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃
𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒶 𝒹𝓇𝓊𝑔𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓉 𝒾 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃
𝒾𝓂𝓂𝒶 𝓂𝒾𝒹𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒿𝒶𝒽 𝓊 𝒸𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓃𝑒
- 𝓫𝓫 𝓭𝓸 𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓽 𝓲𝓶 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮???
𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓼 𝓭𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓶 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷 2𝓭𝓪𝔂???
𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓷𝓮? 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓲 𝓼𝓶𝓮𝓵𝓵?? 𝓭𝓸 𝓲 𝓼𝓵𝓪𝔂?
𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 1/9 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓬𝓮
- 𝒷𝒷 𝒹𝑜 𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒???
𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓂 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃 𝟤𝒹𝒶𝓎???
𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝓃𝑒? 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁?? 𝒹𝑜 𝒾 𝓈𝓁𝒶𝓎?
𝓇𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝟣/𝟫 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒

५༺ஜ

५༺ஜ𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓲𝓶 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮...

jequya - L𝕊D

whn we met it was all fo u
i thght id rot in solitude
didnt kno wht has 2 caused my root
couldnt stabilize my mood

couldnt live a day witout uu
now we stabilized we on tha moove
i remember whn we'd take so many shrooms
we was trippin in th night wht did we do?

we was broke asf we suffered evryday
not again, dnt wna live another day
doing 8 - 5 jus so we cld pay
cared 2 much ab wht parents gone say

i felt like i wasnt shit my whole way
had no therapist, the acid was my way
i nvr meditated not evn 1 day
we were so depressed, wed demise everyday

days wld go by in minute well played
smoke 2 many cones everyday its not great
i lost so much weight in a month i went grey
cuts all on my hand, had no time 4 my day

i wld never ever leave yo side
i dont miss a single day wed reside
i miss mama i hope tht she doin fine
i feel mellow everyday i cant lie

𝓋𝒶𝓁𝒾𝒹𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 孤独の中で腐る 苦しむエゴ

my day
wake up n im "jowacoded"
tahts how im made
if im gna eat i fly n feast inside a plane
ive stayed off the drugs
the melatonin help my brain
i cant bare 2 walk outside the city not safe
pull up to the mall they look n feel so unsafe
i dont evn think im becoming unscathed
ultralight on me my angels tellin me im phased

เՇร ןยรՇ Շђє ฬคץ เՇ ﻮ๏єร

i dont have a photo that feels for shit enjoy the selfie </3

i find myself stuck in a well
full of myself
i dont wht 2 do now
so how do i rejuvinate my soul now
ik i lost it but i dnt wna confess that
nah nah so much change has been going on
i try 2 b somebody that im not cause i hate
that im th only one like this, 
i feel isolated staying like this 

no matter what, i end up trying to fit in  
im like an alien the way tht i cant feel shit
so i just gave it up, n learn 2 love this 
cause i know now, atleast i know who im now 
im not this person that u/i think i am nah
im not some superhuman i dont think that
dont give a fuck ab wht u dont like ab me
i am this way, & i feel great th way i am now

i dont have that many friends now
they all left n some are dead xx4

𝒾𝓃𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 / 𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 & 𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈

look at me cn u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y kno im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
coping wasnt the best way to keep sane
now im solving a whole piece of my maze
and i cant lie i found myself in more pain
i feel so lucky bt im also not amazed
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted bt cnt find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuu
...
developed trust issues dnt know whos who
who knows everything ab this shit? you
so y do i continue 2 give up my own truth?
cs its better that way
yeah its better that way
yk its not better that way
u wont grow this way
look at me can u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y know im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
numb it out numb it out till it fades
can u wait? can u wait? can u wait?
cope with it cs u cant face pain
no more hidin theres no gain
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted but cant find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuuu

~
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𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝙹!¡↸ᒷ ∴ℸ ̣⍑ ᒲᒷ

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no
ooo do I wna c my self that way?
she went like "oooo do u like this way?"
u know tht im shy i talk with my face
call me whn ur done i wld bless ur grace
call me whn u done i wnt ur grace
grrr do u feel th same way im made?
do u feel better whn u hang out wit me??
i js cnt read anything u do i sound insane

i hope im not asking for too much
its ok ima be ok

ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way
ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way

tell me what u mean when u say smth?
i cant grasp on your beauty u mean smth
u so sweet, i was scared u werent goodforme
but then u equal out with sour and its goodforme😋
baby when u say a word its like a symphony
its so impossible 2 sleep without ur company
ohh yeah im spiralling i cant even think properly
all the words u say 2 me, its poetry

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no

explora

𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓵𝓸𝓻𝓪

<3 <3 <3 <3 you remember?

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