Yo this is kinda cool, I dont think ive ever heard an LN song that sounds quite like this. Do you plan to put it on youtube?

apt9NGEfreestylePTs.1&2

Lyrics:

Here i am once again
Feeling like i lost myself
No ones knows if i do
Anything to cross my mind

Feeling lost every way
In this endless dark abyss
Haunt me to all my life
Make me suffer in the calm

Make me suffer in the calm....

Soulfade

The Calm (Intro) [Nevrfall]

**prod by 2pluto**
https://soundcloud.com/user-44518529

https://twitter.com/brokenjaw13

https://twitter.com/2pluto5

https://instagram.com/lo_jettra

same bad mood (prod 2pluto)

back hill 5 (prod 2pluto)

corpse man (prod 2pluto)

tv's control this planet..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shjHSTwAJTQ

(w/ @shinoboi)

prod. apt9
art by. skaza x rayro {808realm}

WE’RE TRAPPED IN LOOPS.. 
CAN’T STAND IT!!
TV’S CONTROL THIS PLANET!
WE’LL RUN, AND RUN, THEN VANISH..
TAKE MY HAND, U WON’T MANAGE!

{{the vampire: v1}}
it always rains at night,
it’s real mystical..
b-bag over my head.. I’M INVISIBLE!
i don’t like the sun-
the moon is visible..
this tower’s very bright.. 
IT’S IRRESISTIBLE!!
t-these monsters always cry!
ask me if I'm alright..
unhuman in the mind..
..but that’s real typical..
this mask is their disguise,
there’s visions in my mind..
VERY TALL, A SCARY SIGHT..
I’M STILL INVISIBLE!!!!!!!

WE’RE TRAPPED IN LOOPS..
CAN’T STAND IT!!
TV’S CONTROL THIS PLANET!
WE’LL RUN, AND RUN, THEN VANISH..
TAKE MY HAND, U WON’T MANAGE!

{{shino zen: v2}}
baby take my haaaaand!
i feel like you won’t take me too..
NOW I WON’T LET THIS BE THE END!
i've fought to save this thing we share!
see the purple light shine thru crystal eyes..
i realize this is my demise.....

WE’RE TRAPPED IN LOOPS..
CAN’T STAND IT!!
TV’S CONTROL THIS PLANET!
WE’LL RUN, AND RUN, THEN VANISH..
TAKE MY HAND, U WON’T MANAGE!

Signal Tøwer w/ Satyrn {Prod. Apartment9}

nightmares roam wild..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAGonMiRMVo

(w/ @shinoboi)

prod. shino zen
art by. skaza x rayro {808realm}

nightmares roam wild.. guns so loud!
shots fired at me.. i can’t see now!
smoke clears lightly..
so please just wait for me!
and if I ever seem to..
if i ever seem to fall asleep
baby would you wake me..
would you take me,
no
and if i scream while counting sheep
baby would you wake me..
would you take me,
no

{{shino zen: v1}}
baby i know you never take me seriously
i got like multi bands in my pocket for free!
and they talk for me
but it's only me..
i just wanna talk baby won’t you comfort me
baby why you..
give me spark like raichu!
i'm lost in the bayou..
in the garden haiku!
so far iiiiiiiii
i’m silencing my ghost..
i loan myyyy
my soul a lonely host..

nightmares roam wild.. guns so loud!
shots fired at me.. i can’t see now!
smoke clears lightly..
so please just wait for me!
and if I ever seem to..
if ever seem to fall asleep
baby would you wake me..
would you take me,
no
and if i scream while counting sheep
baby would you wake me..
would you take me,
no

{{the vampire: v2}}
i've fallen so damn far,
my mind feels like it’s breaking apart!
she wants my heart, not soul..
..the darkness wants to take me, no start!
idk! (3x)
your blood.. it drives me crazy-
when life sucks!! 
i want to sleep! (when cold)
but nightmares come 2 me afterdark..
it’s okayy!
i'm on my wayyy!
she wants me to stay! stayyyy..
JUST TAKE ME AWAYYYY!

nightmares roam wild.. guns so loud!
shots fired at me.. i can’t see now!
smoke clears lightly..
so please just wait for me!
and if I ever seem to..
if ever seem to fall asleep
baby would you wake me..
would you take me,
no
and if i scream while counting sheep
baby would you wake me..
would you take me,
no

Take Me+ w/ Satyrn {Prod. Satyrn}

we’ll take another route..

(w/ @shinoboi)

prod. starsmp3
art by. skaza x rayro {808realm}

another route..
screams u would let out..

we’ll take another route..
monsters keep stalking me!
control the screams u would let out..
she said she’d scream for me!

{{the vampire: v1}}
it’s really dark,
and we can’t get out..
lights keep going out..
i kinda like it now!
i.... think....
WE’RE LOST & WE’RE FOUND!
PROTECT EACHOTHER, HOW?!
I GUESS WE WILL FIND OUT!
i.... know....
THIS PLACE WILL MAKE US DROWN!
SURVIVING’S HARDER NOW!
DON’T TRUST EACHOTHER, WOW..
now.... the....
TV’S CONTROL US NOW!
GOTTA DESTROY THEM, HOW?!
THE TOWERS IN THE CLOUDS!!!

I think we’ll/we'd take another route..
monsters keep stalking me!
control the screams u would let out..
she said she’d scream for me!

{{shino zen: v2}}
i see the monsters in my dreams..
the faceless follow me!
now i wonder would u take my hand
and come with me..
or would u fucking set me free?!
cause baby girl..
i wanna save you but..
you the only one I know-
who'd leave me in the dark.. ;(
i fall and hit the floor,
i walk on tattered gore,
and now the eyes seem to make this place for me!!

i think we’ll take another route..
monsters keep stalking me!
control the screams u would let out..
she said she’d scream for meee..

Pale City w/ Satyrn {Prod. Starsmp3}

Devil x INFVAMY If You Were prod by jake the birdy

since i've kept you waiting, have a gift <3
Order33:
linktr.ee/executeorder33
SaintCodeV:
bio.link/saintcode_

lyics:

speaking on me,
we ain't ever met bitch,
you don't know a damn thing,
so why you stepping,
never gave a single fuck bout what you repping,
bloody rags drape my body while i grip the weapon
like woah,
i ain't never fuck w no hoes,
see me in the pit,
mangled corpse fulla holes,
life's been getting hard,
maybe i should let it all go,
wanna give up,
wanna let it all fold,

i ain't ever gave a fuck,
about all their opinions,
lately i've been rolling up,
getting higher than my ceiling,
lately i been draining bottles,
to lose all of my feeling,
they said exo you just fading,
but this ain't really living.

that bitch said i'm toxic,
starting to think that she was right,
i been toe to toe with death,
wishing the plane blew up midflight,
i can't take this shit ah,
i can't fake this shit ah,
don't wanna be famous bitch ah,
don't like the knife,
come take it bitch,
don't give a fuck bout none of these hoes now,
sparking my blunt,
play the verse then it's cold out,
lotta old friends they be saying i'm cold now
lotta heartbreak so i'm losing my soul now,
ion know now,
ion know now,
ion know now,
ion know now.

Fuck all of the bullshit,
since yall thought that i was playing,
i've been trapped inside my head,
with thoughts of suicide,
just contemplating,
open up my wrists,
rest my body in my piss,
iced out coffin for these kids,
talking that shit please get off my dick,
i don't need shit unless it's from my clique,
saying that we suck,
getting cut up quick,
ain't talking no blocks,
but they tied to your wrist,
let your body sink down,
make sure it don't drift,
say you love your bitch,
while she sucking on dick,
say you love your clique,
til they rotting in a ditch.

In My Absence... (prod. Order33 X SaintCodeV)

*cover art made by me

lyrics - written by backyard beetle
produced by - @fantom-instrumentals
Here is a link to fantom's youtube channel - www.youtube.com/user/xxFantomMuzikxx

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4-VT3d7ke7q99LWiWikzw

lyrics: 
yeah its been forever cant reach my goals
ive been walking forever cant see my souls
yeah these people around me they're all just foes
they do not know me like they do

i dont know where to go
save my life 
yeah im gonna take your soul
you better watch out before i take control 
do not get in my circle im on patrol

impending doom
what do i do
i know if i should conclude 
until my feeling from my heart protrude 
i dont want this to conclude

yeah its been forever cant reach my goals
ive been walking forever cant see my souls
but i got this in the bag so i hope you know 
that it always works out 
it always flows

- backyard beetle 2021

backyard beetle - my goals (prod. fantom)

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Take Me+ w/ Satyrn {Prod. Satyrn}

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