Fuzzy Grubb! This is such a fun song, must have been a fun band

Lively bounce on the beginning with some really strong classic rock vocals good bridge and chorus

Almost sounds like a Rolling Stone song that could have been on Their Satanic Majesties Request.

One collective location for all my tracks.  This list will update as I complete songs, with each of the songs on the playlist added in the order recorded...as you listen, you'll hear me unwind, my recording engineering skills devolving from today, going back nearly two decades to when I recorded the first song in the list, using Cakewalk and a computer microphone wayyyyy back in 2004.

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A slow-burning, genre-defying track that blends spoken word, lo-fi hip-hop, and dark ambient textures. “Poor America” is a poetic lament on inequality and decline – a soundtrack for restless souls in restless times.

Made this one because of the poverty in America and because they are actually loosing everything that maybe once made their country great... 
Dealing with dictators, blackmailing allies, friends and attacked countries never made any country in the world great...!

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Poor America

Los animales que se arrastran en la pared

All is Nothing 
Lyrics 
 (guitar riff I made on an old steel-stringer, then reconstructed in amplesounds acoustic martin plugin, and is not me playing)

V 1:
Out of this world, or out of my mind?
One in a million, or one of a kind?
Made in his picture or part of my own?
Blessed among the lonely, or cursed here alone?

Chorus:
I had this dream where I saw all as nothing
And it made perfect sense to me
Am I insane to fear that all is nothing?
No space or time, just fantasy

v 2:
Wide awake or sound asleep
I always trust what I perceive
If I must wake up to recognize a dream
Awareness altered further could change everything

Chorus:
I had this dream where I saw all as nothing
And it made perfect sense to me
Am I insane to fear that all is nothing?
No space or time, just fantasy

V 3:
Staying sane by keeping faith.
Let reason go for peace of mind.
Ask no questions. Expose no lies.
Trust your God and pray for death and demise.
My best advice

All as Nothing

All is Nothing

[Verse 1]
Packed my bags, left the shore,
Ventura sun, I’d see no more.
Dad had plans, we crossed the sea,
But in Geneva, it wasn’t meant to be.

At first, it felt like something new,
American school, a different view.
But then he left for Africa's call,
And I felt lost, I felt small.

[Pre-Chorus]
So I hit the rails, one-way ride,
Chasing something deep inside.
Through Spain, through Rome, the world flew by,
Under foreign stars, I learned to fly.

[Chorus]
Runaway train, don’t slow down,
Searching for a place where I won’t drown.
Through the mountains, through the sea,
Found a place where I could be free.

[Verse 2]
Athens nights and Cyprus skies,
Each new stop, a piece of life.
But my heart was set ahead,
To the Holy Land where my soul was led.

Half the day with hands in dirt,
Half the day where books would work.
Simple life, the air so clean,
It felt like waking from a dream.

[Pre-Chorus]
So I hit the rails, one-way ride,
Chasing something deep inside.
Through Spain, through Rome, the world flew by,
Under foreign stars, I learned to fly.

[Chorus]
Runaway train, don’t slow down,
Searching for a place where I won’t drown.
Through the mountains, through the sea,
Found a place where I could be free.

[Bridge]
Didn’t need a map, just a heart on fire,
Wanderer’s soul, climbing higher.
Maybe home’s not a place on a map,
But a feeling you chase and never look back.

[Outro]
Ventura’s waves still call my name,
But I’m not the same, I’ve changed my lane.
From Geneva’s halls to an open sky,
This is my life—I won't say goodbye.

[Final Chorus]
Runaway train, don’t slow down,
Searching for a place where I won’t drown.
Through the mountains, through the sea,
Found a place where I could be free.

Runaway Train

A new song  Enjoy  !😎
words: (translation below↓↓↓)
oly sokáig vártam       
idelent a fényre
azt hittem hogy eljön
énhozzám is végre

azt hittem hogy lesz még    
azúrkék az égbolt
selymes és lágy          
olyan  mint rég volt
chorus:
ajajjajaj ez kegyetlen vidék   
ajajjajaj itt túl sok a pribék   
dobog még a szívem           
de közel már a vég

felmásztam a létrán
és mit lát a szemem
csúf sötét felhő
ül a szíveden
csúnya sötét felhő 
a háztetők felett
beborít mindent    
elveszi  kedvedet

chorus 2x

lágy szellő fújd el,
fújd a felleget
napfény ragyogja be
az egész eget
azt dalolja már
a rigó madár
sokkal szebb nyár
és tavasz vár

translations:
I've waited for so long
For the light down below
I thought it would come
To me, you know
I thought there'd still be
A sky of azure blue
Silky and soft
Like it used to be, too

Chorus:
Oh-oh-oh-oh, this is a cruel land
Oh-oh-oh-oh, too many thugs at hand
My heart still beats
But the end is near, it seems
I climbed up the ladder
And what do I see?
An ugly dark cloud
Sits on your heart, you agree
An ugly dark cloud
Above the rooftops so high
Covers everything
Steals your joy, oh my

Chorus 2x
Gentle breeze, blow away
Blow the clouds away
Let sunlight fill
The whole sky today
The blackbird sings
A joyful melody
A brighter summer
And spring, you'll see

J'ai attendu si longtemps
Ici-bas, la lumière
J'ai cru qu'elle viendrait
Enfin, pour moi, entière
J'ai cru qu'il y aurait encore
Un ciel d'azur si pur
Soie douce et tendre
Comme avant, c'est sûr

Refrain:
Aïe, aïe, aïe, c'est un pays cruel
Aïe, aïe, aïe, ici, trop de rebelles
Mon cœur bat encore
Mais la fin est si près, il me semble
J'ai grimpé l'échelle
Et que vois-je, ensemble?
Un nuage sombre et laid
Sur ton cœur, il s'est installé
Un nuage sombre et laid
Au-dessus des toits, perché
Il recouvre tout
Te vole ta joie, c'est fait

Refrain 2x
Brise légère, envole-toi
Chasse les nuages, loin de moi
Que le soleil inonde
Le ciel, à la ronde
Le merle chante déjà
Une mélodie de joie
Un été plus beau
Et le printemps, il y a

Ajajajajj

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Anomie

Aurora

This is an old Fuzzy Grubb song, the first one we wrote, and in our first practice.  Feels like home playing this one.  I miss those days, those nights, and the people who filled them.  Hope you enjoy it.  This song is for you all (you know who you are!)

This Night 

Verse 1: 

It just felt right.  It came on the air that night.  My eyes closed and I opened my arms. 

I smiled so wide, that pain brought a tear to my eye, and my dreams danced in the sky with the stars. 

Chorus:  

I don’t know what I feel anymore.  Not quite as empty as I was before 

Everything was right, uh huh, on this perfect night. 

Verse 2: 

Surrounded by friends.  Laughs that stirred up the past.  Campfire songs carry us into the night. 

A haze of beer and memories.  I felt something stir deep inside of me. 

One by one we all drifted to sleep. 

Chorus:  

I don’t know what I feel anymore.  Not quite as empty as I was before 

Everything was right, uh huh, on this perfect night. 

Bridge: 

I guess things were bound to change.  Familiar faces all faded away.   

Our circle of friends was falling apart.  Tonight we are kids again.  Living for dreams that haven’t died yet.   

This moment is everything and everything was right on this perfect night. 

This Night

You've gotta say 'YES!" to a little excess, except for when you don't!

Produced by DevilMonkey

Recorded by Max Dangerfield at Singing Bird Studios

DevilMonkey is...

Jim. Bass, Vox, Programming
Jesse. Guitars, Programming
Wayne. Drums, Percussion
Si Durrant. Guest Vox & Chorus Lyrics

Artwork by Jim

All of our love & thanks go to Simmo & Wendy, Beck, Dex & Nuno, Andrew Duffield, Ollie & Jayne Olsen, Stu & the entire Singing Bird crew, Andy Simpson, Max Dangerfield, Snake Powder, Natasha, Kylie, Vanessa, Noah, Emily, Josh, Hayley, Gidget, Wolf & Kelly & al the Pooches.

Hypertrophy

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Mad Hatter - The Crypt Keeper Speaks - Produced By H.C.

"You're Still My Baby" is a heartfelt, upbeat indie-pop ditty that celebrates a daughter’s journey from childhood to independence through the eyes of a proud (and slightly sentimental) parent. With playful lyrics, catchy rhythms, and a chorus that hits right in the feels, the song captures the bittersweet joy of watching your little one grow up—while never quite letting go of who they were to you. Perfect for parents, dance floors, and anyone who's ever whispered, "you’ll always be my baby."

You're Still My Baby

It Was Always You
Daughter:  dm, bfm, fM, cM

Verse 1 – finger picked first half, adding in strumming second half for the build
Yeah, I’d have done anything, I did everything for you
But I was lost in a dream, I just couldn’t see the truth 
Emotions are hell, I’d throw a ball in your honor, just to dance with you tonight
But you wouldn’t show, and if I knew insecurity, would I choose to believe it
To see how far we’ve fallen, I just couldn’t let you go

Pre-Chorus: bfM, fM (perhaps strings or harmonica, swelling in the space between verse and chorus - electric kicks in – power chords – kick it up even more
All I needed was you
All I ever wanted was you

Chorus: C, bfM, fM
You’ll always be the one. 
It was always you
You’ll always be the one. 

Verse 2
You stood there dancing, in the doorway, just before dawn 
And your sun was rising, inside I was dying, just trying to hang on
Along for the ride, and you needed more, than I could ever offer, I tried harder to control, been a long time coming, and years before I’d see, that the only thing in the way was me

Pre-Chorus: bfM, fM
All I needed was you
All I ever wanted was you

Chorus: C, bfM, fM
You’ll always be the one. 
It was always you
You’ll always be the one. 

Bridge: A, bf, F, C,
The skies have darkened, as grey as I feel, I see brighter days coming, maybe just not for me
Take it for what it was, and know that you were loved
I’ll take it for what I know, I just wasn’t enough
SOLO?




Verse 3
I replay you in my mind, from the moment, that we met
Alone on a park bench, by the river, where you sat
And here I sit now, the image etched in my brain, from your first smile, until you walked away
I know life goes on, believe me I’ve tried, still getting burned by this fire inside.


Pre-Chorus: bfM, fM
All I needed was you
All I ever wanted was you

Chorus: C, bfM, fM
You’ll always be the one. 
It was always you
You’ll always be the one.

It Was Always You

Depression

Verse 1: F#/A > E/A > D/A > C#/A
Numb, how I feel?  So lost within this fog.  Withdrawn, too hard to cope
And time, eats away, at my brain, till I’m just a hollow shell

Pre-Chorus: B > A > G
This weight, this burden I protect
All the voices in my mind, driving me toward suicide

Chorus: B > A > G
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

Verse 2
Alone, my fatigue?  When the color in my eyes, gives way to my disguise
These lies, I tell myself, are losing their effect, consumed by my regrets
                                                                                                                                                                                       
Pre-Chorus
This pain, thickens in my veins
This monster in my mind, I’ve nowhere left to hide

Chorus
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

Bridge:  em > BM > CM > GM > F#M (4)
A black cloud is following me, it swallows me whole, invades my sleep, only one way it lets me go
Isolate myself from everything, the only pleasure in my life, comes from getting high, the only way I know to get by
< SOLO: B > A > G >

Verse 3
Goodbye.  All the fear, these whispers telling me, only one way to be free
To see, to escape, quick and painless sounds so nice, hand full of pills to say goodbye

Pre-Chorus
This waste, my mother on my mind
Drowning in a river of tears, so ashamed to leave her here

Chorus x2
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

I’ve got to get me out of here 
It’s time to let me go 
Place this noose around my neck
As all these pills go down my throat 
I just take another drink
And I’m drifting off to sleep
It’s time to say goodbye 
Please just let me die
Please let me go

depression

New Songs of Love and the Morning Light
Verse 1a: D > G
When I wake up in the morning and I’m rolling out of bed
Pour myself a cup of coffee, watch the sunrise from the deck
Verse 1b: A > G
The only way that this gets better is with you here by my side
To see your footsteps in the dew, to share the beauty in your mind
Chorus: D > A > G > D > A
New songs of love and the morning light - This is life and I’m alright
New songs of love and the morning light - This is life, and I feel alive
Verse 2a: D > G
All these years slip by so quickly and I think back to better days
I miss the way you used to see me, so many things I can’t take back
Verse 2b: A > G 
The only way that this gets better is to be a better man
To feel your hand wrapped around my finger, to show the way with no regrets
Chorus
Bridge: possible – bm > G > D > A…. G > D > A …. G > D > A
And in the quiet moments, I try to still my mind
Try to mend this damage that I’ve done, but I’m struggling to find…my wayyyy
Verse 3a:
I see you in my reflection, the rest I hardly recognize
Each day a chance for my redemption, my only hope to see you smile
Verse 3b
So here I stand, embrace the morning, a sip of coffee for my soul
I feel your hand grab on to mine, and I’m filled with joy, yeah, here we go, yeah here we g

New Songs of Love and Morning Light

Take Me

Verse 1:
Take me with you, I’ll leave it all behind
Disposable kingdom, I’ll burn it down tonight
There’s nothing left for me, here, without you in my life
Without, you are my life

Pre-Chorus:
Our souls, forever intertwined
You are the only thing that’s real

Chorus
I’m trapped inside my mind
Drowning in my lies, your shadow draws the line
I don’t have what it takes to say goodbye

Verse 2:
Take me with you, I’ll wait eternity
My paper heart, the holes you’ve ripped in me
I’m lost unto the wind
Forgiveness not forget
Do you ever think of me, am I alone in this illusion

Pre-Chorus
Our souls, continue to unwind
Were you, ever really mine

Chorus
I’m trapped inside my mind
Drowning in my lies, your shadow draws the line
I don’t have what it takes to say goodbye

Take Me

Here With Me 

Verse 1: Guitar - G > em > C > D | Mando – D > C# minor 7th chord 

What can I do, what can I say, we just want to go out and play 

In the park, in the yard, though our hearts are mighty scarred 

I’m just a boy, you’re just a girl, spinning round on the tilt-a-whirl 

Round and round and round we go, where we’ll land no one knows 

 

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 | G > A 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

 

Verse 2: G > em > C > D 

What can I do, what can I say, I know nothing stays the same 

Under this moon, under these stars, long as we can, and just as far 

I’m just a girl, you’re just a boy, hand in hand, hang on to the joy 

Day by day, the years go by, all this time just to say goodbye. 

 

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Instrumental Bridge: (Stays on G chord framing) G > B > C > B > am (repeat 4x w/ swelling melodic harmonies heavy in reverb) 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

 

Verse 3: G > em > C > D 

What did Dad do, what did Mom say, stay young, be kind, choose love, go play 

It’s a crazy world and that’s okay, the two of you make it a better place 

The day will come when we’ll be gone, side-by-side we know that you’ll be strong 

Don’t let the time pull you away, best friends, you and I, our family stays 

  

Chorus: am7 > Aadd9 

Life is just a blur it seems, but you’re standing next to me 

We can get through anything 

Be here now, be here with me 

 

Between: G > em G > em > G > em > G > em 

Here With Me

LoFi Americana with a dash of Indie Alt Rock and Country 

Jeremy Brizzi is a songwriter and musician.  “I do what I can, with what I have, to show you how I feel.  Thanks for listening.”

With more than 300 song left to record and a constant attention to creation, the best is yet to come!  

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