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tama rhodes - think of you 
(2013-11-19)

think of you

Original Track by Aquibird 
Remixed by tama rhodes

To celebrate the release of 'For Long', Aquibird is giving away the track stems for you to create your own remixes.
aquibird.com/forlong.htm

Daydream (tama rhodes Remix) by tama rhodes

The Last Message

I’m still in love with you. 

We haven’t exchanged thoughts in…a while. Feels like days have escalated into years it seems. Even though you probably won’t see or hear this…how are you? Are you well? Have you met someone who’s soul matches yours?

I just woke up from one of those “real” dreams just now. Y’know the ones that almost feel like they happened in real life? The ones so vivid, your brain confuses it as a memory of some sort. Yeah, one of those dreams. It was one of those dreams you wake up from and think “Damn…but it felt so real!” …I hate those dreams. But I can’t help but love them too. 

Also, I… don’t think I’ve ever seen myself that happy before….it was actually quite the awkward experience. Then again, maybe it was just weird seeing us together.  Waking up, my heart has never felt so fragile and strong at the same time… it was interesting to dwell upon so I made this song to remember the feeling.

I remember reading that you can only know how much you truly love someone until they’re gone. It makes more and more sense now that I think about it. 

To me, falling in love is a lot like falling into a crack in the earth. As soon as you fall, you freak out but… at the same time you accept it. Before you know it, you’ve reached the bottom. It felt like you were gonna die but, surprisingly you survived. 

When you look up, theres a fine line of light representing who you used to be. Do you choose to stay? Or attempt at climbing back up?

Choosing the latter never felt so bittersweet. 
I hope your doing well, in my dreams we may meet. 
…maybe please. 

Goodnight.


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Tama Rhodes - I Have No Tomorrow

"Can we stay like this forever?"

It was the last thing you said before I woke up, in tears. I hate when that happens. I wasn't sad at all, just a little irked. I dunno the correct word to explain it, but it's that "Fuck, are you kidding me right now?" feeling. Of all nights, you chose to appear tonight... I guess it's good to have a taste of feels every so now and then. 

I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about you. It happens occasionally, mostly when I take naps. Sometimes you show up, sometimes you don't. But the times you do appear in my dreams, we're always just...chilling. Like at a coffee shop or on public transit. In this dream, we were on the last train home and no one was there except us. Your head was on my shoulder and that's when you said it.... then I woke up, had a cigarette and recorded this song. 

You'll never hear this song. At least, I hope you don't. Hmm...maybe I'm lying to myself though... maybe I want you to hear it.... but it's not like I want things to be the way they were or something. It's just...part of me feels like holding on to that little piece of memory I have of us...that's all. I guess my heart wanted to open up again for some reason. I'm thankful for that at least. You always said to do what feels right even if you're nervous. 

Wherever you may be...I hope you're well and you're doing what you love. I hope you're with someone who takes care of you and loves you unconditionally. I hope your dreams come true and that you're waking up every morning with a smile.

For now, I'll keep dreaming.
It's a lot better than waking up.


Can we stay like this forever?

Spazzkid x NΣΣT - Yours Truly (feat. Sarah Bonito)
https://neet.bandcamp.com/album/re-n-t

♥

Spazzkid: http://soundcloud.com/spazzkid
Promise EP: https://soundcloud.com/spazzkid/sets/promise-ep

Do you believe in fate? It's a really cliché thing to ask, but the way things have been happening lately... it's really hard for me not to believe in it. This crazy idea that everything happens for a reason... I really don't understand it as well as I'd like to. Or, maybe that's the point of fate...to not question it and let things happen the way they should. I still believe that we're all capable of doing whatever it is we want to do, that we are all the drivers of this vehicle we call life but... sometimes the universe takes us in directions we never knew existed y'know?

A few days ago, I was on tumblr and Spazzkid randomly popped up on my dash. I remember hearing about him a while ago, SyrebralVibes sent me Daytime Disco and I remember feeling really happy after listening to it. So I decided to do what anyone would do when they find an artist they like... follow them on their networks LOL! But... something kinda baffled me while I was doing so... 

...I didn't really believe it at first, but while I was about to press the follow button on Twitter it said "FOLLOWS YOU" ... wait what? Did this just happen or...went on Soundcloud "Follow Back" ...wait what? Are you telling me he already knew of my existence? Woah x9001. I had no idea. 

At that time the way I described it was like "being reunited with a long lost older brother whom I never knew existed until now but has been watching over me all this time" sounds about right haha! Deifinitely an experience to remember that's for sure. It was then I jumped on Spazzkids Soundcloud and listened to Promise EP and heard "Truly" for the first time. 

Damn.

It's... just one of those songs, man. I can't explain it. Not only did I feel connected to the song, I felt attached. As if the song had pretty much summed up how I've been feeling lately. Everything from the happy vibe to the super cute Japanglish rap... I just knew we had to do something with it. 

Hastily, I messaged Spazzkid and asked if we could remix Truly. 

"Of course man!" Followed by the download link to the stems.

This had to be fate. It just had to be. 

This literally happened 2 days ago. So, I guess I don't have to explain where I've been these past couple days haha.     

"Yours Truly" is an amalgamation of all the feelings I've had recently. Quite literally, it's a bottled love letter in the form of a song. Goosebumps, butterflies and an open heart... 

The "I have so many feelings for you, but I respect you enough to keep them for the time being" letter.  

The "I can't think properly because you're taking up too much space in my head" song. 

I've never took this many musical risks before. We recorded lots of live percussion and we even decided to play Saxophone for the first time in 7 years. I felt like I needed to show you a little bit of who I was y'know? You had no idea how nervous I am right now. I'm sweating lol.

I really hope you enjoy this piece though. It was truly (pun intended) an honor to make it. Thank you for making this possible. 

Yours Truly, 
NΣΣT

Spazzkid X NΣΣT - Yours Truly (feat. Sarah Bonito)

Feel free to leave a suggestion for other songs i could do a little cover of :)

If anyone knows who made the artwork please let me know, I would love to support the artist and see more of their work :)

Colors of the Wind by ear

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Your Lie In April (Cover)

May I have this dance?

Artwork by Animaiden
http://animaiden.deviantart.com/
http://animaiden.tumblr.com
http://twitter.com/animaishi

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Moon Waltz

NΣΣT - Elsewhere
https://neet.bandcamp.com/album/elsewhere

I'm feelin' you
I'm feelin' you
I wonder if you feel 
the same way I do

I look at you
You look at me
I look away
Baby tell me that you'll stay

In my arms
I hold you close
Can't let you go
Wanna let you know that

I'm feelin' you
I'm feelin' you
I wonder if you feel 
the same way I do

Eden

A tune about riding the Summer night breeze for cigarettes and beer.  

This connects to my other song "嫉妬夜//素敵な一日"
It's been some time since her heart was broken, and she's off on her own doing whatever she wants. Lazing around, distinct smell of smoke and perfume; sometimes that's how it is. However, she's free, she's having fun. Young and carefree. 
The old self is in the past. That's how it goes. 

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無駄な夜 (updates within)

I miss you. It probably won't make a difference how you feel about me, but I just thought you should know. It's been a rough week and some too, thinking about it gives me a headache. An amalgamation of mixed emotions, more negative, some positive. But maybe it's a good thing that you're gone... actually no, I can't think of anything good about it at all. I know you didn't intend for things to be this way either, it's not like we were together or anything. It's just like you said, we were just a couple floating bubbles that just so happened to come together to form a bigger one. I think we both knew it would pop eventually, I just never thought it would happen so soon.

If only I hadn't told you how I felt. If only I wasn't so insecure. If only I didn't open up so much.

I'm far from being okay, but I'm stable otherwise. It's hard to operate with you always finding a way to interrupt my thoughts. I really wasn't lying when I said I couldn't forget you even if I tried. Although, now that I think about it I haven't been trying that hard. Part of me still wants to keep you around for some reason. It doesn't help that I still have your photos saved on my iPod, I should probably delete those. I just can't find it in myself to act like you were just some memory... just another something that happened at some point in my life. There's still so much I want to experience together with you...but you don't want that do you.

If only I were stronger. If only I hadn't given up. If only you felt the same way.

I still don't understand what you meant that day. I don't think I ever will. Maybe I respect you too much to question it or maybe I'm too scared to face the reality of it all. Then again, I'm a dreamer so it's hard for me to accept reality. I don't even know what purpose this letter serves, maybe I just want you back in my life. Maybe I just want to hear your voice and hear you talk about your day and tell me how you've been doing, watch you draw, see you smile and tell you stories to help you fall asleep. Maybe I can't move on from you because I'm not supposed to. 

Maybe I'm just in love with you.

If only we had never met.


If Only...

NΣΣT - Elsewhere
https://neet.bandcamp.com/album/elsewhere

Have you been here before?
Where do we go from here?
I'm new to this town
I'm feeling so lost and found, 
lost and found, 
lost and found.

Elsewhere

NΣΣT - Elsewhere
https://neet.bandcamp.com/album/elsewhere

Wayfarer

Solarflare

Stella

NΣΣT - Elsewhere
https://neet.bandcamp.com/album/elsewhere

I've waited so long, 
for someone like you.
Now that you're gone, 
I don't think I can make it through.

Tomorrow don't ask why I feel this way, 
Just take me to the moon and back
and tell me that you'll stay.

Eclipse

NΣΣT - Elsewhere
https://neet.bandcamp.com/album/elsewhere

Vocals feat. Sachie
https://www.youtube.com/user/lemonkissu
https://www.facebook.com/sachieTV
https://twitter.com/sachieTV
https://instagram.com/sachietv

I can't help falling in love.

Artemis Feat. Sachie

note from ryan: "it's been exciting to watch https://soundcloud.com/markredito (formerly known as Spazzkid) develop as an artist - one who shows equal interest in any of the emotions he can express musically. '3am apologies' feels like a step in a new direction as a great songwriter first and foremost. under the spazzkid moniker he's been able to walk the line as an exciting live performer, creative remixer, but i'm interested in where mark redito will take us next. i'll listen to this song on repeat until then."

https://soundcloud.com/markredito
https://twitter.com/markredito
https://www.facebook.com/markredito

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