sometimes i really be doubting myself
and sometimes i'm wishing that somebody would come and help me
but i know that is not healthy
i fell in love with my bestie oh
pretending it doesn't affect me
but some nights i'm missing the way she would text me
some nights i think about killing myself
and sometimes one suicidal thought will turn into plenty
but i know that is not healthy
i hope i make it past 20 oh
i pray the world doesn't forget me

unloading my clip and i'm loading my pistol
"Kona you can tell me all of your issues"
"Kona oh, you can feel safe around me", yeah
she told me all of that but nowadays says she hates me
i reread my texts when she said, "Kona can you date me?"
now i'm on the highway both my mind and my car racing
i'm constantly chasing a feeling that i'm not even quite sure exists anymore
i just wish i could feel normal like i did before

sometimes i really be doubting myself
and sometimes i'm wishing that somebody would come and help me
but i know that is not healthy
i fell in love with my bestie oh
pretending it doesn't affect me
but some nights i'm missing the way she would text me
some nights i think about killing myself
and sometimes one suicidal thought will turn into plenty
but i know that is not healthy
i hope i make it past 20 oh
i pray the world doesn't forget me

I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY BESTIE (prod. Sinaki)

<3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Vpf9s5PDec

[DALA CAMBEL]
Don’t wait for me at all 
By my lone again, I just wanna fall
Drinkin’ up again, runnin’ through the halls
Friday night I’m feeling good I want it all 
Don’t wait for me at all 
By my lone again, I just wanna fall
Drinkin’ up again, runnin’ through the halls
Friday night I’m feeling good I want it all 
Drink it till I fall, stab me with your claws 
DALA life forever baby put me on the cross
Stare at me in awe
Life is what I saw
Drivin till’ the sun come up, I think I’m gettin’ lost 
I don’t wanna get lost tonight 
Psychotic mania’s eating me alive
Thoughts are breaking me, you see it in my eyes
BLRRRRY vision with the DALA in the night

[KONATI]
Speed Racer Kona about to make a gamble
Speed Racer Kona bumping DALA CAMBEL
When I be driving through the shadows
Driving my car, I be bumping DALA CAMBEL
Yeah, yeah
I am so sick of these hoes
It’s like we was’ destined to turn out as foes
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be the one though
I’m sorry that I don’t wanna talk on the phone
I don’t wanna talk on the phone
All of my demons won’t leave me alone
I’m always out of my zone
I never feel like I can be at home
I don’t feel real anymore and I’m getting scared that’s it’s starting to show
And it’s really starting the show
The curtains gone’ fall and they’ll pull out their phones
Aye, aye
I pray the Lord gone’ take my demons all away
I pray, I pray the Lord gone’ take my demons today

DALA CAMBEL x KONATI - FALL (prod. sauron)

I’m sorry I treated you bad, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know it
I’m sorry for making you sad, I know, I know, I just cannot control it
And I cannot control it, I don’t believe in love anymore, my heart’s been broken
And what’s broken makes more broken, when it comes to anything romantic I am so hopeless

I’m sorry that I am so sad all of the time
I don’t even know why I can never fully be at peace with myself, inside of my mind, I’m losing my mind
Yeah, I’m losing my mind, I don’t think I can remember a time I was fine
And I really am not fine
I don’t want to waste your time so when you call I’ll press decline

Yeah, I’m going to press decline
She begging me to stay, but I just want to say bye
I said to her,
“I have to say goodbye, cause’ I don’t want to put you through this pain when I’m not fine”
She said,
“I don’t want to say goodbye, I’ll take care of you till’ you’re fine, I still want you to be mine, I don’t care I’ll love you till’ the day I die.”
After she finished her sentence, she hugged me and then I cried out,

“I’m sorry I treated you bad, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know it
I’m sorry for making you sad, I know, I know, I just cannot control it
And I cannot control it, I don’t believe in love anymore, my heart’s been broken
And what’s broken makes more broken, when it comes to anything romantic I am so hopeless”

Hopeless Romantic (prod. Seyno)

it's hard for me to feel normal nowadays
it's hard for me to feel normal nowadays
it's hard for me to feel normal can't you see?
i'm praying to God, "can i feel normal just for one day? 
for a day, for a day, can i feel normal just for one day?"
like it's wcw rafters, i'm gonna drop down on you all and go and sting all you bitches
have anyone that try me at the icu getting stitches
my pistol never be missing 'cause that lil' bitch loaded when,
speed racer still whippin' in his benz and speed racer lost all his fucking friends mhm mhm mhm mhm
i used to be a dream chaser but now i'm not today
i used to be a beast tracer but now i don't get play
i used to not like green paper but now i'm getting payed up
getting payed, i stay spending money everyday
i'm spending all this shit on my tank
driving around every night 'cause i'm not okay
aye i swear i'm not okay
been depressed for four years, guess i'm stuck in my ways
it's hard for me to feel normal nowadays
it's hard for me to feel normal can't you see?
i'm praying to God, "can i feel normal just for one day? 
for a day, for a day, can i feel normal just for one day?"

NORMAL II (2024) (prod. Be Franky)

jaytoanti - secret ways (prod.1eworld)

jaytoanti - made for this (cabernett)

Music for the soul

Michael Jackson, Michael Beasley, I’m a freakin rockstar
I be tweaking, I be leaning, don’t even know where I are
Took a pilli', in the city, woke up in an alley
I’m just kidding, jay a bad boy like he from Miami

I'm an All star
You won’t even believe why I got these fancy cars
Need a girl like Kylie, I need a bad broad
Was a lost boy
Now I’m up boy
So don’t play with me,
I be wearing gucci from rodeo

This gucci from rodeo got me living large
Drivin' fancy cars
Hanging with bad broads
They all on my chain, Curry range
All my shots going bang, no Tory Lanez

(But I'll still be at Kylie's House)

This breakup was like a movie scene, like the movie scream
Something that I hadn't seen, black and white murder scene

Yuh, this a thriller
Feel like Ben Stiller
Looking down at my wrist it be a chiller, here's the dealer

Trendsetter, Kylie Jenner
Smooth Criminal, Michael Jackson
Me and my girl going action, while these other dudes reacting

Just want the payment, they mad they still nameless
1998, ballin' like Jordan
Game six, nike kicks
In the fourth, ballin' like Kobe

Flying in private jets, stackin' checks
Life ain't getting boring
Cause it's straight from God,
Know I did the wrongs
But you know,

I ain't ever gon lose

Michael Jackson, Michael Beasley, I’m a freakin rockstar
I be leaning, I be tweaking, don’t even know where I are
Took a pilli', in the city, woke up in an alley
I’m just kidding, jay a bad boy like Miami

I'm an All Star
You won’t even believe why I got these fancy cars
Need a girl like Kylie, I need a bad broad
Was lost boy
Now I’m up boy
So don’t play with me, I got gucci straight from rodeo

Gucci from Rodeo

Will YoU StaY??? (2013) (Prod.kapi x blusxky)

FOR ALL THE DOGS, listen to this

Straight Up!

Enough is enough, I’m done with all of this
Enough is enough, but still taking a hit
Enough is enough, bae I miss your touch
So come by 12 past 5 and give me all of that love

Enough is enough, Yeah, I’m done with all of this
Enough is enough, but still taking a hit
Enough is enough, bae I miss your touch
So come by 12 past 5 and give me all of that love

Make no assumptions
The game is what we running
Leaving no trace, cutting the stains
Ain't no onions, leave em' dead no concussion

Killin' em' with no clip
Feel like Eminem killing em' with the lyrics
Like Curry I only swish

You know the game plan,
She's so fine so she'll be mine by halftime
Saw her and her dude sitting courtside,
Sorry to her man, I just do the things that I can

Pull up in the limousine, I'm the one whipping it
Pouring up the champagne, yeah I'm the one sipping it
I ain't kidding it, I be getting lit, getting rich
With all them baddies on my tail

But sometimes I'm just thinking (thinking)
Thinking...

Enough is enough, I’m done with all of this
Enough is enough, but still taking a hit
Enough is enough, bae I miss your touch
So come by 12 past 5 and give me all of that love

Enough is enough, Yeah, I’m done with all of this
Enough is enough, but still taking a hit
Enough is enough, bae I miss your touch
So come by and give me that loving

Make no assumptions
The game is what we running
Leave no trace, cutting the stains,
Cutting the stains
All my shots going bang
Don't need no restraints

ENough is Enough (2014) (prod. thundaa x BeatGoon)

Wo ist die Gegenwart 2025 (Demo)

NEW SONGS EVERY WEEK!!!!

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Gucci from Rodeo

Jeremy Pacheco

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