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HONEST

A haunting metalcore track that blends whispered confessions, desperate melodic choruses, and a brutal breakdown—telling the story of faith lost, surrender to darkness, and the struggle between God and the Devil.

Nothing Left to Save

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Lauv is Ari Leff

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Remembering what you said
Now I'm layin alone in bed
Trying to wrap up this feeling
Falling apart instead

Cause baby we hit the top
Sweeter than sugar rocks
Holding onto a moment
Let go, I'm falling off

I just need a little of it, need a little not a lot to get into it. Oh. 
Keep calling me home.

Can we go back to adrenaline?
Can we go back to adrenaline?
Girl you know that we’ve been settling, settling
But I need to feel, need to feel it
Adrenaline.

Remembering all those nights
With your body straight to the sky
Work me until the morning
Fall asleep half past nine (am)

So crazy in love
Enough was never enough
Tell me our touch ain’t dull now
Tell me our touch ain’t dull now

And I don’t know where the ceiling is anymore. 
No i don’t know where the feeling is anymore.

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Written by Ari Leff
Produced by Ari Leff
Artwork by Brian Ecklund
Photo by Morgan Russell

I met you when I was 18.

Adrenaline

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and i said whats up
what you been thinking
cos you been staring at that roof so long id swear its come alive
and she spoke nine words
and now were sinking
but i cant find it in myself to want to lie to keep this thing from going down

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back
no
im laying down my cards

cos you said it meant nothing
and i shouldve kept my silence
but i guess im too attached to my own pride to let you know
that all these words meant nothing
and ive always been this heartless
and we were just having sex no i would never call it love
but love

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

and whats good
when both choices ive got
have us staring down the barrel
to the bullets i cant stop
and so i stand off
like indecisions kevlar
till this fear of feeling stops and im done
but you

no i dont know how to forget you

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back no
a bulletproof restart

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

no i dont know how to forget you

/i am done feeling

i think you think too much of me

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Six Feet Sleep

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Motions

Idk Love

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i don’t wanna smoke
i don’t need a drink
just tell me how ya feel
tell me watchu think
cause i’ve been on my own
for a fucking while
and i don’t need a girl
i just wanna smile
getting my mind right
i’ll wait till the time's right
i’m meaning to tell ya
why it’s hard to sleep at night
there’s nothing to fear now
girl we should be here now
so why don’t u hear me out
i’m saying

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

i been hella stressed
i would rather chill
i know u look to me
wonder how i deal
but look inside my soul
i don’t mean to front
cause really i don’t know
what the fuck i want
i remember when
we were more than friends
i would just pretend
that was cold
after all this shit i could not let u in
summer went
saved up all the money
that i would of spent on u

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

[blackbear]
yea
let’s talk it out
girl time out
i know that u only with me for the clout
sit down
u had too much to drink
maybe it’s my fault
i remember u would pull up
pour up hennessy asking to smoke
nooo no, there u go again
mixin blow with downers
brand new hoes around u
and when the night is done
u be hitting my line
tell me ur phone at 1% at 3 am u wanna vibe

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

idle

talk is overrated (feat. blackbear)

ghosts

no samples.
Lyrics:
My lungs are getting weaker
I been breathing all these lies
cuz my secrets gettin harder for me to confide
and i've lost all my pride
I'm 40 years below death 
so when i meet my maker
i hope it runs and hides
sitting in my guest room
cryin over all these pictures
of me and you
and i dont wanna feel alone
i guess i got you by me with your soul
and life is a fucking gift
man i dont even know
i guess i got some coal cuz
i'm never satisfied with anything
so i'll tie the rope tight 
and i'll never think of you again
waking up i'm pissed
i don't wanna get up now
reading text off my phone
remind me that i'll never amount 
to anything that i have
i cant even fucking smile
i just want you back
haven't seen you in a while

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free fall for now
desert air wont drown you out
and for a second i thought the world was ending 
and i couldnt breathe in
and so this isnt your time
been chasing kairos with those scapegoat eyes
cant you realise
fuck the summertime its you
so scared of overgrowing youth
when its not done with you

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

so what you rushing for
who said its now or never?
i think youre taking on the wrong advice
but its alright if these are your worst times
you know youre good
youre good

and if you want you can breathe on your own
this isnt what i thought but its beautiful
make peace with your mistakes and theyll turn to gold
weightless i let go

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

call it what you want but i call it growing up
and im done

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gold

no samples.
lyrics:
if i can could turn back time
i would do it my way
13 reasons why i
left...
so get out my face
i dont wanna hear that shit shut the fuck up
before i get up and leave
cuz baby
i know 
that you know
that i know that i love you
you broke my heart
i knew from the start
that this would fuck up
my day
another monday 
on a saturday
it was our 1 month
and you just let it lay
and i dont wanna know
what you wanna do
if you wanna fuck up
thats up for you
cuz imma leave
yeah imma leave this place
if you could turn back time
i wonder what you would do and why
would it be to make us be together
or would you do this to me feel better
cuz i,
i been swervin at night
gas light
yellow bright
and i can't see the lines

ghosts

jeremy zucker

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