This is my favorite track godDAMN ur voice😍

sad but still rad

"Lacuna" is a deeply personal and unflinchingly honest 12-track journey through the quiet despair of fading connections, the isolating reality of autism, and the relentless human search for belonging. Crafted by Dean Rowland Barrett, this album is a raw, visceral exploration of the spaces left behind when friendships fray and loved ones drift away, leaving an aching void – a "lacuna."

Musically, "Lacuna" defies easy categorization, weaving a unique tapestry from the atmospheric introspection of **Post-Modern Rock**, the raw, confessional energy of **Trap**, the emotional depth of **Emo Rap**, and the haunting intimacy of **Acoustic Folk**. From the melancholic fade of "Flicker & Fade" to the visceral venting of "Vantablack," and the quiet resolve of "My Own Gravity," each track is a distinct chapter in a narrative that is both intensely personal and universally relatable.

This album delves into the exhaustion of masking, the frustration of unspoken social rules, and the cyclical act of disappearing and reinventing oneself in a world that often feels out of sync.

"Lacuna" is more than just music; it's a deeply human experience, a sonic diary for anyone who has felt the sting of disconnection, the weight of invisibility, or the quiet courage it takes to build a new self, again and again. It's an invitation to listen, to feel, and perhaps, to find a piece of your own story in the space between.

The Art of Disappearing

prod by @4e-forevr & me
sample: paramore
art by kelli caton

lyrics:
tell me it's okay
tell me it's okay
tell me it's okay

tell me it's okay (to be happy now)
tell me it's okay (because i'm happy now)
tell me it's okay

[verse 1]
hey
i think i might move on to something new
but only if u say that's cool with u
cuz i love all the little things u do (i mean did)
cuz
i begged you to show up
& i asked u to stay
u told me to grow up
so i pushed u away
i tell u "u know what"
& we fought once again
then we got back together
who's kidding who, it's a trend
because
i like being alone 
but i don't like being lonely
i like being home 
but i don't like being homies
u know i'm so sorry
for making u feel like u lost me
we're 2 unstable enablers
please try not to be salty
because
all this time & all these tries
leave questions open ended
& i would rather die
than try to live with this resentment
so we could try just one more time
to make sure that we meant it
or we could cut our losses
before we blow up & dead it
so

tell me it's okay
tell me it's okay
tell me it's okay

tell me it's okay (to be happy now)
tell me it's okay (because i'm happy now)
tell me it's okay

[verse 2]
hey
it's okay to say you're not okay
it's not okay to turn and walk away
we've got problems that we need to face
if u love me, then say it
if u trust me, then show it
if u don't mean it, save it
if u do mean it, own it
u gotta be happy alone
to be happy together
u gotta lose something u know
to learn how to get better
i've been working, u've been hurting
i've been curving, u've been swerving
i've been sleeping, u've been creeping
now u got me creeped, i'm leaving
i think about you
i dream about you
i smile about you
i cry about you
i lie about u
i'm fine without u
i lied that's not true
i'd die without u
our love is a war, we use words as our weapons
so either ur real or i'm gone in a second
these thoughts that we have & these feelings we kept in
make resent & regret, upset & a severance 
u dont fuck with ultimatums 
have to face it 
loves contagious 
also dangerous 
leaves you damaged
make it painless 
now dont make sense
tried to saved it
please please please

tell me it's okay
tell me it's okay
tell me it's okay

tell me it's okay (to be happy now)
tell me it's okay (because i'm happy now)
tell me it's okay


tell me it's okay (prod by 4e)

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and i said whats up
what you been thinking
cos you been staring at that roof so long id swear its come alive
and she spoke nine words
and now were sinking
but i cant find it in myself to want to lie to keep this thing from going down

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back
no
im laying down my cards

cos you said it meant nothing
and i shouldve kept my silence
but i guess im too attached to my own pride to let you know
that all these words meant nothing
and ive always been this heartless
and we were just having sex no i would never call it love
but love

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

and whats good
when both choices ive got
have us staring down the barrel
to the bullets i cant stop
and so i stand off
like indecisions kevlar
till this fear of feeling stops and im done
but you

no i dont know how to forget you

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back no
a bulletproof restart

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

no i dont know how to forget you

/i am done feeling

i think you think too much of me

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i don’t wanna smoke
i don’t need a drink
just tell me how ya feel
tell me watchu think
cause i’ve been on my own
for a fucking while
and i don’t need a girl
i just wanna smile
getting my mind right
i’ll wait till the time's right
i’m meaning to tell ya
why it’s hard to sleep at night
there’s nothing to fear now
girl we should be here now
so why don’t u hear me out
i’m saying

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

i been hella stressed
i would rather chill
i know u look to me
wonder how i deal
but look inside my soul
i don’t mean to front
cause really i don’t know
what the fuck i want
i remember when
we were more than friends
i would just pretend
that was cold
after all this shit i could not let u in
summer went
saved up all the money
that i would of spent on u

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

[blackbear]
yea
let’s talk it out
girl time out
i know that u only with me for the clout
sit down
u had too much to drink
maybe it’s my fault
i remember u would pull up
pour up hennessy asking to smoke
nooo no, there u go again
mixin blow with downers
brand new hoes around u
and when the night is done
u be hitting my line
tell me ur phone at 1% at 3 am u wanna vibe

talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
and love is overrated
in my mind
girl, talk is overrated
let’s just vibe
just for tonight

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talk is overrated (feat. blackbear)

stripped.

talk is overrated (stripped.)

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dead

weak when ur around

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