DUMMYSAYHUH?! (demo)

its 8am and im crying in the walk-in (demo)

I still can’t fall asleep it
Still runs circles ‘round my head
I still can’t forget
Every stupid thing I said
So full of regret
I wish that I had made amends
I guess I can but it’s
A bit to late to call you again

Self-loathing symphony of pills and drugs is everything I had
I got it back, I thought I lost it but it’s here again
This maladaptive daydreaming keeps me in loops of misery
Here’s to moving on with bursts of impatient sympathy

I’m trying to move on
I’ve lost and learned an awful lot
I’m just trying to move forward 
I’m still tryna be sober

I’m still trying to move on
I’ve lost and learned an awful lot
I’m just trying to move forward 
I’m still tryna be sober

It’s getting hard again

Jerm