Elko Mixtapes

Smoking cigarettes to feel something
Daddy issues don't mean nothing
I tell myself that he means nothing
But who am I kidding? Yeah

Saying I'm worthless and good riddance
Maybe we should just keep our distance
After time we can try and fix shit
Trust right now I ain't tryna fix shit

So am I selfish
Am I selfish yeah
I've seen your worst
So now I'm hurt so I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish

Working hard to break your grip
No way that I sustain it
Yeah, you've got your expectations
Can't expect no one to take em

You don't see
What I see
All the pain all the agony
You don't believe what you don't see
Having to be less to love me

But now I'm selfish
Am I selfish yeah
I've seen your worst
So now I'm hurt so I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish

Tell you how I feel
Feelings you ignore
Made me feel unreal
And feel nothing at all
Hard to choke my words
I'm against the wall
Yeah, you cut me deep
And you let me crawl

But now I'm selfish
Am I selfish yeah
I've seen your worst
So now I'm hurt so I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish
That makes me selfish
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Jeff Hazin
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

Selfish

Yeah, cutting off loose ends
If you like me don’t pretend
She just blocked me that’s a sin
Thought we just became friends
Was it you or was your man yeah yeah
Did he say we can’t be friends yeah, yeah, yeah
Fuck that hurts I won’t pretend yeah, yeah
Fuck that hurts I won’t pretend
I really thought that you cared for me
Not the same way but a way baby
That made you feel a little less lonely, yeah.
Yeah, cutting off loose ends
If you like me don’t pretend
She just blocked me that’s a sin
Thought we just became friends
Was it you or was your man yeah yeah
Did he say we can’t be friends yeah, yeah, yeah
Fuck that hurts I won’t pretend yeah, yeah
Fuck that hurts I won’t pretend
I don’t really have no friends
I don’t really like no one
I just like myself sometimes
Sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I like to crush up a piece that’s something to put in my nose
If it’s like football to the boat and they don’t catch it
I can tell he ain’t genuine he tryna fuck with me like its casting for a role
You’re just a fish that’s in my pond
I don’t wanna fuck iwth her she’s too tall
Crushing up rocks for a knuckle of coke
Get off my sons that’s a tadpole
I’m proud of it
Cutting off loose ends
If you like me don’t pretend
She just blocked me that’s a sin
Thought we just became friends
Was it you or was your man yeah yeah
Did he say we can’t be friends yeah, yeah, yeah
Fuck that hurts I won’t pretend yeah, yeah
Fuck that hurts I won’t pretend

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Elko
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

PAINKILLER TWILIGHT

Cutting Off Loose Ends

Cutting Off Loose Ends feat. David Shawty

Shame on me for what I said tonight
I know what I said just wasn’t right
Baby I thought it was justified cos you broke me twice yeah
So don’t you go and leave for somebody else
And if you need space babe I can help
Promise that you don’t need no one else but me
Maybe i’m being overdramatic
I used to think that we’d always have it
Baby I know that I’m overreacting
But baby this shit is common
Going back to you often
Told myself that I’d stop it, can’t stop yet yeah, yeah
But baby this shit is common
Smoking trees in the commons
Thinking of you pretty often
Wanting you back but we can’t yeah, can’t yeah, yeah
Why’s it always like I’m fighting myself
Piss me off I think it’s somebody else
Tryna put the blame on me
I can feel the stress weighing heavy
I don’t know what’s real I can’t say
I don’t know how to break away from all this pain
Baby girl things aren’t the same don’t know who changed
But I can’t stop thinking when
Maybe i’m being overdramatic
I used to think that we’d always have it
Baby I know that I’m overreacting
But baby this shit is common
Going back to you often
Told myself that I’d stop it, can’t stop yet yeah, yeah
But baby this shit is common
Smoking trees in the commons
Thinking of you pretty often
Wanting you back but we can’t yeah, can’t yeah, yeah

Common

uwereinmydreams (feat. Jay Kim)

ydoineedu

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YOU'RE FEELING THE SAME THINGS

everytime

[Verse]
See it’s all good it’s all fine baby
I’m basically stuck in my mind
Seeing you post pictures with other guys
But I’ve realized, yeah I’ve realized
[Pre Chorus]
That there’s nothing to work out baby
That shit hurts no doubt,
But I’m losing my whole mind, right now
Don’t come back this me
Farewell
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
[Verse]
Don’t you remember this car
Baby I got it for us
Unl we both fell apart
Maybe I’m shit out of luck
And I worked way too damn hard
Just to throw it away
Having trouble to start
Don’t fucking come near my lane
Cos I’ve made up my mind and so have you
Said that you moved on guess that I should too
Know you’re fucking around maybe I should too
Cos I’ve realized, yeah I’ve realized
[Pre Chorus]
That there’s nothing to work out baby
That shit hurts no doubt,
But I’m losing my whole mind, right now
Don’t come back this me
Farewell 
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
[Bridge]
Hol’ up lemme switch it up on em’
I can’t stress take a toke
Can’t see nothing through all this fucking smoke (all the smoke all the smoke)
Yeah,
I been way too busy driving around mad as shit
Now you hit me up you wanna ride around and shit
Just for me to come around find out you hiding him
Going back and forth just to be fucking hurt in the end so
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us 

This song was based on when i found out she had moved on and found someone else..

Nothing to Work Out

this track is based on a toxic relationship where you feel both the need to stay and are scared to leave.

ep our minds clear
Maybe we, have it all
Have it all wrong

[Chorus]
Cos lately you’ve been making it hard on me
Lately you’ve been all in my face baby
Maybe we should sit down and talk it out
Maybe fuck it out
Would you like that right now

[Verse]
So somebody help
Cos I’ve stopped feeling things
I guess I could live
With no feelings
Losing touch of time
Losing touch of you
I’m losing my whole mind
Losing when I’m without you (without you)

-lyrics-
[Pre Chorus]
So could we just stay here
And make me feel no fear
Maybe we, had everything
All along

[Chorus]
Cos lately you’ve been making it hard on me
Lately you’ve been all in my face baby
Maybe we should sit down and talk it out
Maybe fuck it out
Would you like that right now

[Verse: TeZATalks]
Too late baby
Lately i’ve been feeling so alone
Playing phone tag with you all night
But a text will bring you home
Why you switching up?
Can’t relax?
Only hitting me when it’s from the back
House arrest
Heart attack
When it’s all good it’s really all bad
Easy is emotional when feelings
aren’t attached
So let’s skip the conversation
Put your mouth straight in my bag
But you can’t forget
How you fell
I let you down softly but in hell

[Chorus:]
Cos lately you’ve been making it hard on me
Lately you’ve been all in my face baby
Maybe we should sit down and talk it out
Maybe fuck it out
Would you like that right now
Cos lately you’ve been making it hard on me
Lately you’ve been all in my face baby
Maybe we should sit down and talk it out
Maybe fuck it out
Would you like that right now

Lately (feat. TeZATalks)

[Pre-Chorus]
Going through your pics
You ain’t make this easy running right back to Your clique 

[Chorus]
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit

[Verse 1]
Shit don’t go away it just only just gets fuckin quiet 
How come all our best conversations we have are silent
Running from these demons cos you hurt me oh the worst yeah
Shit I would be lying if told you, you the first yeah 
I can’t help it that’s just something out of my control
If I tried then baby I’d be doin you the most
You and I both know just how that conversation goes 
4am you texting sending pics without your clothes

[Pre-Chorus]
Going through your pics
You ain’t make this easy running right back to Your clique 

[Chorus]
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit

[Verse 1: LiL Lotus]
I just think we’re wasting time 
Baby tell me when it sinks in
You stay off the shits 
baby you ain’t even thinking
I could feel the paranoia creeping up my bones
Time to take you home baby time to take you home
And i just think it’s toxic
I could find another bitch like you she down to hop it
And I just wouldn’t stop it
Baby I got options
Baby I got options
Baby I got

[Pre Chorus]
Going through your pics
You ain’t make this easy running right back to Your clique 

[Chorus]
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit
I just wanna let it go and quit

QUIT feat. LiL Lotus

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