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crayons. | Dark Lofi Hiphop Vibes |

Lyrics:
All my life every second been searching for something,
Everlastin never passin that wouldn't let me down never fall, until I seen how people came together escaping this life, To feel alive for just one night under a disco ball,
Since then I knew I was destined to dedicate every breath I take them to bring in this dream to life everyday,
So when you send me flow know that this my heart soul emotion and everything I am on display,

Used to day dream all night long about this,  Now we on the road doing crazy shit,
Me and my team dreamed what we livin right now,
Reminiscing way back from the basement with no bling only ordinary things,
Never really more than a notepad plus a dollar and a dream,
No fans in the world just youngin' with a plan every night a guitar in my hand
And maybe it was the culture maybe it was the grind but something within the drums always made me feel alive,
And ever since my first rhymes I done put the worst times on the page instead of keeping them in my mind, 
People come people go and we never really know when's the last time we'll ever see them alive but,
With the mic in my hand i don't need to understand i just write whatever the hell im feeling inside. i feel inside,
Lotta dark nights not a lot to hold on to this music, only thing that got me through it from the chords to The Melodies base tones any & everything on my own I had to do it,
Still remember telling my mom I'm never to worry over rent, them tears to valuable to shed,
Instead imma put my blood sweat tears into t his music & we gone pull through it in the end,
Now I'm on flights over every single ocean, with my team we envision dreams then we take them,
Used to see opportunities & freeze, now i don't wait for moments i make them,
Been the greatest and this shit is everlastin,
Seen setbacks but i always kept the passion, and this dream took all of my imaginaton,
It gave back double what i could ever imagination, now ain't that something,

All my life every second been searching for something,
Everlastin never passin that wouldn't let me down never fall, until I seen how people came together escaping this life, To feel alive for just one night under a disco ball,
Since then I knew I was destined to dedicate every breath I take them to bring in this dream to life everyday,
So when you send me flow know that this my heart soul emotion and everything I am on display.
~ Jesias.

DISCOBALL..

Lyrics:
Verse 1:
Just outside the building I see them coming closer, I know police never plan on stopping Running ain't an option, every step they take closer feels like earthquake vibrations, as my anxiety amplifies every sound in our location, mind racin', I was finally able to let the weight of labels have carried from birth off my shoulders and be treated a person,
My family, friends & mother won't even look at me the same, ain't that punishment enough? Now police wanna beat my brains? And i know they'll kill me cause what's inside i don't suppress so the rest can fit the role they made for people born with my type of body,  age 11 mother told me i was accepted and no matter my progression through life i'd be loved and protected,
Till i was i was 17 with a confession i saw as blessin, but the world saw as a curse from then it only got worse,
Can't even go to church without them trying to convert me and turn me, saying
I possess the devil & that i ain't worthy of a normal life Or at least with respect, Where i don't have fear who beat me & call me faggot next. Every time i leave the room i know people having discussions, saying i'm disgusting, My bother only one to stand by my side every since a we was youngins, till those bullies caught him off guard put his face in the dirt, got me feeling like a curse,
Father said he regretted being   responsible for my birth,
tired of feeling like there's no a place belong on this earth,
Tired of calling my mom and getting the dial tone, tired of being afraid to use a public restroom alone, tired of feeling like i don't deserve to smile, and being put in the same category as rapist & pedophiles, sick of being followed on every other block, tired of being fired or not even a hired by every job, sick of every place we can meet being controlled by the mob, only until the place is raided and shut down by the cops, sick pf being hunted sick of being hunted for something I was birthed with, sick of being treated like a sickness, so tired of spending all my moments reminiscing, sick of seeing my only friends on crutches or find out that they went missing, sick of going into restaurants and not even being served, sick of just trying to make friends and being curved, sick of people looking at me like im less than average, you know what the fuck its like to have to hear your own father call you a faggot? sick of people saying a happy life for me is a myth, sick of wondering who the fuck I'm supposed to be,
Cuz being who i am always left me hand cuffed, feels like being hand cuffed is in our jeans,
sick of people saying a happy life for me is a myth, sick of wondering who the fuck I'm supposed to be,
Cuz being who i am always left me hand cuffed i guess being hand cuffed is in our jeans.
~ JESIAS

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