Zenith pt. 2

Codeine ft.Viizzi (prod.lil biscuit)

https://www.instagram.com/luv_kurtis/
https://www.instagram.com/1viizzi/
https://www.instagram.com/mordecai.s_narrator/

codeine ft. viizzi (lil biscuit)

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

Lyrics:
Im waking up in the same T
Girl im not alright feeling empty
Now im not yours (Yeah)
In my mind im decomposing 

Brittle bones on my own
Im a skeleton might break apart
Let me go ill wonder off into the dark

Premonitions in my mind
Burning pics of you and I
Ive been so fed up
I hope the whole world burns

Cause we just cant
Go back to what we were before
Im feel im stuck in a ditch
Im trippin over these bitches
While I keep countin my digits
Im fuckin high gettin fidgets once again

I cant keep strong 
And I know that I should try but its hard
Im giving up from the start
And picking up jars of hearts

(Yeah) (woah)

My feelings going thru seasons
Im crazy girl ive been tweakin 
Its in my mind

But I get tired all the time
Pour 2 glasses full of wine
Only get sleep every 2 days
I know one day ill fade away

Brittle bones on my own
Im a skeleton might break apart
Let me go ill wonder off into the dark

brittle bones (grayskies)

featuring @rouri404

Lyrics:
Walking round without a light
I'm watching days go by
I saw you once didn't look twice
And now I'm sick tonight
I havent slept I havent ate
And now my body aches 
Cause Ive been searchin 
for someone like you to long
She'll be the death of me 
death of me
My soul can't rest fully 
I fuckin hate when I dream
(this shit aint quite as it seems)
I see the light and the beam
I'm falling down to my knees
watching you walk away 
I know that I won't be saved 

Leave me here, I'm feeling dead
Girl I've been shouting out (Yea)
Roses that I left upon your bed
I wish youd see me now 
(yea, oh)
Don't say a word to me 
I need you desperatly 
Shes playing hide and seek
shes trying not to get found
Lost, My head so Ive been shouting out

I could scream till my fucking lungs collapse 
but it wont bring you back to me
trees are dying and the skys turning black
nothing in the fire skin and bones made of wax
keep talking, keep talking 
Know its all that you have
Empty words and promises 
That will never come back 
keep talking, keep talking 
Cause its all that you have
All that you have
It means nothing to me
Now everything that you say
Means fuckin nothing to me
I wanna lock you away
Stop fuckin talkin to me
it always comes two ways
do you still feel the same
i cant cope with this pain much longer

Leave me here, I'm feeling dead
Girl I've been shouting out (Yea)
Roses that I left upon your bed
I wish youd see me now 
(yea, oh)
Don't say a word to me 
I need you desperatly 
Shes playing hide and seek
shes trying not to get found
Lost, My head so Ive been shouting out

(keep talking, keep talking 
Cause its all that you have
Empty words and promises 
That will never come back)

hide'n seek ft. rouri404 (grayskies)

BABA

Sorry Not Sorry

Ft. @vis

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
yeah ive been lookin for someone 
take a flower for the soul ohh

hearts racin i might die
i dont wanna cry lay me down upon the ICE
put a dagger in my eye
told my mom she said im fine
she said itll be a couple months 
until shes not up in my mind

and i tried too hard to get you
dont know what to say
on the struggle everyday
and i tried to hard to dead you
i been feelin all the same
tellin you to go away
just go away

[visions]
just get out my head
stab me in the back when i would rather be dead
got no rules , u got no morals you would go by
i never knew why , im not that other guy
waste away
baby im only human im gonna make make mistakes
i jus wanna go back
with u im entrapped
ima stay back from the negative things and u think its bad
i aint never switching back now
i cant take this feeling , existential healing 
issues in my head keep stacking up they reach the ceiling
i jus let it go by
u say ur always right
and i do it all in my power but i cannot suffice

[kurtis]
i put a flame up to my hand
i keep on pushing all my friends 
fucked up do the same shit everyday
up in my mind that shits a race
i have a smoke and stay awake yeah

i been thinkin bout my life
where am i gonna go? when your not here by my side 
i been losin self control
slowly dyin on my own
took a pill i need to go
run away out from my home
my home

hearts racin i might die
i dont wanna cry lay me down upon the ICE
put a dagger in my eye
told my mom she said im fine
she said itll be a couple months 
until shes not up in my mind

and i tried too hard to get you
dont know what to say
on the struggle everyday
and i tried to hard to dead you
i been feelin all the same
tellin you to go away
just go away

ICE ft.visions (methboiswag)

My Bad I’m Late

Young And Turnt

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3QKeacbjlVTG5eJQqx7VHp?si=405ed895bd7a4e41
a song about uncontrollable anger -

lyrics:
im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

its such a shame 
look the other way
no i dont wanna walk into you
so im switchin lanes

shes superstitchous 
flip the fire switches
shes been pushin on his buttons 
he just wants someone with interest

someone showin him love
its sad he thought shes the one
down a bottle of rum
pourin liquor on rocks

hes strugglin to move on
hes been sittin 
feelin stuck in the middle
and getting sick of the riddles

im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

im gettin fed up why try
we argue all through the night
im tryna shout it 
runnin while

im on fire
my girl

i didnt want this
i didnt want this 
i didnt want this 
how come im the one takin blame

( im feelin the weight press down on my chest )

i told you 
i told you
i told you
never to call

( never to call )

i told you 
i told you
i told you dont wanna talk

but here i am on the phone
tryna ignore you calls
im going through these withdrawls
i miss when youre in my arms

i wasnt ready for this war
i wasnt ready for this war thats with in
i feel it startin again

im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

im gettin fed up why try
we argue all through the night
im tryna shout it 
runnin while

im on fire
my girl

;/

arsonist (grayskies)

produced @poisonedcheeto
featuring + outro prod @wishlane

lyrics:

shut the fuck up kurtis

[kurtis]

girl why u talkin to me
cause i aint talkin to u
and now you ask me too leave
guess we aint talkin it thru

im gonna hold u close
while ur up in my bed
girl we could both do coke
i know that u want me dead

and now im startin again
im rippin thru all these pages
im breakin pens in my hand
fucked up upset

i cant control it
hes been walkin round alone
under sheets hes in the moment again
(again)

im gettin drunk with both my friends
give a fuck about a bitch 
cause i been chasin too the bag
and put a hit up on my head 
ill send that boy back in a bag
cause ive been goin manic way too long
i wish that i was strong

ill put that leaf in my bong 
cause every single fuckin day 
these hours feelin too long

and i aint takin it on
and im so fuckin done with everything
why am i always wrong

girl why u talkin to me
cause i aint talkin to u
and now you ask me too leave
guess we aint talkin it thru

im gonna hold u close
while ur up in my bed
girl we could both do coke
i know that u want me dead

all over shit that i said
im blind but youre just a bat
ill put a 4 to my head
cause there aint anything id do 
to try and get you back

[wishlane]

somebody told me last week that i couldn't make up for this and swore i'd be put to sleep
so dig your claws as far into my skin as you want
i only ask that you make sure they're clean

you sell yourself so short
what are you really waiting for

last year left such a sour taste
but i'd hate to let this go to waste
i'll deplete myself just for the sake
of dropping the bar and raising the stakes

[kurtis]

girl why u talkin to me
cause i aint talkin to u
and now you ask me too leave
guess we aint talkin it thru

im gonna hold u close
while ur up in my bed
girl we could both do coke
i know that u want me dead

all over shit that i said
im blind but youre just a bat
ill put a 4 to my head
cause there aint anything id do 
to try and get you back

claws ft.wishlane (simon m)

@t1gerstar
@poisonedcheeto

remix: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-mxjia-remix

[kurtis]
yeah yeah
the circles spinnin 
it goes round inside my head
yeah youre the only one im needin tonight

im tryna plan out my escape 
im so stuck inside a loop
i do the same shit everyday

i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

yeah
no i wont stop im takin rounds
smoke a bong and lemme rest
im tryna drown out sounds

drown out sounds yeah
im bein told to kill myself
these thoughts will be the death of me yeah
i need to down another pill

stop wait a minute open up and look around
boy wont u stop wait a minute 
u did this shit all by yourself 
boy wont you stop

exaggerating 
tried to hide and masquerade it
boy can u stop
the fuckin drinkin 
my body feels its slowly sinkin

again and again
no i wont stop keep playin pretend 
and again
and again
no i wont make it out again
yeahhh im

[tigerstar]
pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

[tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something i cant fix
Something about it got violent

Ever since it got quiet it gets filled more noises
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep 
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat cus you're seething again
Can't get through the night unless I pretend

Once I'm in your bed I don't really mean it
Before I hit the ground and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess i'll try to fucking drink it away
But I dont need it, I don't need it

pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

<3

spiral ft. tigerstar (simon m)

FDB (Freestyle)

element

UnFUnctional x @Killbunk OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

the north remembers

https://www.instagram.com/b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5/

produced by @winter and @lilac #brothers

i stayed true on my word i cant fold on shit now
i'll survive you'll suffer lets see who is fit now :D
all the stars fly around they get ripped down
oh u tryna bite our sound u a bitch wow
broke it all in half i dont wana fix now
i got done so wrong im forever sick now
swear its been so long since a felt awake
how could i ever lose im in last place
i cant fuck w u bitch u jus a waste
thought it'd never b true i had to wait
yea we get that bag then we skate
i can see it in ur face u jus a fake
somewhere i need 2 b im running late
race against the clock cant beat that chase
only thing im chasing is that bankroll
had 2 stay strong i killed that snake woah
nothing to my name i feel like Jon Snow
i love how this feels it feels like time slows..

born in the fog i cant see it thru
wanted nothing else but 2 be wit u
u can hear it in my voice kno u feel it too
always had u #1 im fine being 2
if i give up now what more can i lose
i never had trust always been confused
i been losing touch starting breathing fumes
never had much u can pick and choose
its all 4 u..

#forever #sick (winter+lilac)

Go Away!

reef - Go Away!

#G2S
@sanriorose
https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/consequences
https://soundcloud.com/swaggerboyzz/topper-swa
i fucked up so many times its not up for discussion
and bitch i keep that stick on me like im some sort of russian
rtd lil nigga that mean body bags we get to dumpin
we aint get no repercussions but a nigga gon turn out to nothing

they say arbok u so pointless ion need to have a function
i could be up to something but i got some bands i could be thumbin
808s is thumping
g-18 gon turn niggas to nothing
i feel im fuckin up but that aint stoppin me from fuckin jumping
they want me but if the function aint got hoes then im not coming
he say he got straps and gats but i know that lil nigga bluffing
yo bitch she called me and when i came thru den we got to fuckin
it couldve been another bitch but im glad yo bitch got to suckin

she tried to give me brain but i gave that bitch a concussion
they say i'm insane i got it from my mother and my cousins
i dont rap for fame i make this shit because i fuckin love it
yeah i fucking love it butterflies up in my stomach
this bitch she gon ride my dick so im gon need a rubber
that boy dead to me 
i take his shit now im a grave robber
i calculate my fuckin bands just like my fuckin father
im an opp stalker
they call me a people offer
this bitch give me topper 
@stiffyswag rock that fuckin topper
im gon knock his topper 
his bitch flash me with her knockers
rip 2 speaker knockerz
caesar way i came and conquered
came in her but im no father
take him off the roster

im not a smooth talker
but i made his bitch falter
write this shit like im an author
take my glock and cock it
she made me an offer
i call up my lawyer kara
my jeans blue like im katara
but im fly like appa
bands is blue like copper(II) when i mix it with water
this bitch she a doctor
i got me a cough its chronic

your bitch playing with my dick she treat it like a bop it
take the glock and pop it
thinkin bout his lungs like quannnic

got a cough its chronic
me and yo bitch bond ionic
i say its ironic
she blow up my fuckin comments
stand up like a comic
 drive by on your ass like sonic
i dont have no involvement
 rtd a trending topic

Zenith pt. 2

Jess' Metaphor