but what if I don't feel like I'm beautiful I wish my body image didn't say that I should be another kind of way

awesome I'm a new artist starting off looking for support ❤️

Maybe I'm not pretty
나 안 예쁜 것 같아
Maybe I'm just fun
그냥 작고 통통하기만 해
'Cause I got a belly and I got a bum
배도 좀 나왔고 엉덩이도 크니까
And I'm f**king jelly of all the other ones
다른 애들이 진심 너무 부러워
With their itty bitty bellies and their rump-ump-ump-ums
걔넨 배도 안 나왔고 엉덩이도 조막만하니까

I know that I should love myself
나를 사랑하라는 건 알겠는데
But it's getting kinda hard when you're constantly feeling like garbage
계속 쓰레기처럼 느껴지는데 어떻게 그래?
Know I shouldn't hurt myself
이게 자해란 건 알고는 있는데,
But I can't find a way to lose weight without literally starving
대체 굶는 거 말고 살은 어떻게 빼는 건데?

YOU’RE ALL SO PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL. THERE’S NEVER A NEED TO BE JEALOUS OF SOMEONE ELSES APPEARANCES BECAUSE THAT PERSON COULD SECRETLY WANT LOOK JUST LIKE YOU. DON’T STARVE YOURSELF. I’M SORRY SOMEONE MADE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU’RE NOT BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE THAT COULDN’T BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH. ILY.

Staring in the mirror and I'm feeling like I'm faceless, I believe nothing anymore; I'm now completely faithless. I stopped giving a shit on what destiny and what fate is, cause I wore my heart on my sleeve and people just wanted to break it.  I'm feeling so lost lately; and nobody can ever save me, It will take more than just a few sympathetic people to embrace me. I used to stand strong like a wall; and nothing would ever phase me, but now I want to hide away from the world as if everyone hates me.

I'm ugly. I'm ugly. This is what I say everyday to my reflection, A cold simple truth and theres not a single thing about me that isn't defective. No one hates me more than I hate myself and it's a perspective, One I shall always keep; and it doesn't matter cause I was never respected.  I'm ugly, I'm ugly. A fact that shall live with me forever till I die, And nothing will change; even if I started bleeding from my eyes. My heart will scream its pain for the whole universe to hear, but in the end; in the end this will always be my damn life.

I'm ugly; I'm ugly, gosh why are people so damn cruel, relentless in judging me for the way I look; it's societies rules. I'm the definition of rejection; neglected always rejected, and always getting my hopes up and getting played like a fool.  No one will ever understand how painful it is to live in solitude, I've always tried to be a good person and always honest too. I just don't meet the standards of society in this evil world, and even friends leave my side and break their promise too.

VIBES :))

(L)only Child

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Colorist: Cameron Marygold
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𝘏𝘪 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨, 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘣𝘦 https://www.youtube.com/c/Shadowiey/

Jeremy Zucker - All The Kids Are Depressed (slowed down)

i wish i were heather - conan gray (cover)

Stuck In The Middle Pt. II (feat. Kiana Ledé)

Written by:  Salem Davern, Bendik Møller, Jason Strong
Produced by:  Jason Strong
Mixed by:  Zach Pennington

Lyrics:
You take me back to the third grade
Holding hands on a playdate, oh oh oh
Tongues tied like a shoelace
Heart beats like a horse race
Almost failed out of chem class
Only learned all the fun facts, oh oh oh
Making wine in the school lab
Getting high on the black pens

You remind me of an experiment
And I don’t mean
Volcanoes or ava lamps, no

When we touch it’s Coke & Mentos
Blowing up until we let go
When we touch it’s Coke & Mentos
Blowing up until we let go
Blowing up up up but we still won’t let go

Bottled up my emotions
‘Til you twisted me open, oh oh oh
Took a sip of my ocean
Started dipping your toes in

Instantly reacting to your skin
One day it’ll hurt to let you in
It’s not the fall that kills you in the end
But we’re sticking the landing

You remind me of an experiment
And I don’t mean
Volcanoes or lava lamps, no

When we touch it’s Coke & Mentos
Blowing up until we let go
When we touch it’s Coke & Mentos
Blowing up until we let go
Blowing up up up but we still won’t let go

La la la la la la la la la la la
Still won’t let go
La la la la la la la la la la la
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
La la la la la la la la la la la
Blowing up up up but we still won’t let go

Coke & Mentos

Dress

I'm not Pretty

we would have some cute kids.

JESSIA, the Vancouver-based pop artist, stands at the intersection of unique creativity and wide-ranging appeal. Her breakout moment came with the resounding success of her debut single, 'I’m not Pretty,' which captured the attention of both fans and industry luminaries alike. 

Collaborating with elijah woods and later Bebe Rexha on the remix sparked a meteoric rise, earning the track 2x Platinum certification in Canada and Gold status in the U.S., amassing an impressive 500M+ global streams.

The journey continued as JESSIA's talent drew the interest of acclaimed figures like Ryan Tedder, resulting in her debut EP 'How Are You?' being executive produced by the OneRepublic frontman. JESSIA has supported OneRepublic, Dean Lewis, JP Saxe, Maroon 5, Dermot Kennedy, and has performed at renowned festivals from Lollapalooza to Austin City Limits, further underscoring her burgeoning presence on the global stage. 

Beyond the accolades and chart successes lies JESSIA's hallmark: music that resonates deeply with her dedicated fan base. Her ability to connect on a visceral level, making her audience feel understood and accepted, distinguishes her as a rare gem in the realm of pop music.

Industry recognition has followed suit, with honours such as Amazon Artist to Watch, RIAA Gold Class of 2022, a SOCAN Award for Pop Song of the Year, and a notable win for 'Breakthrough Artist of the Year' at the JUNO Awards. JESSIA's consistent chart presence, including her 13-week reign atop Billboard Canada’s Emerging Artists chart and significant impact on TikTok, has solidified her position as a noteworthy rising star.

2024 promises to be another exciting chapter in JESSIA's career, with frequent new releases and an EP.

I'm not Pretty

JESSIA

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