take down now
I'm so tired and I'm
old enough now
to know what I should've wanted
you're so sure how
you're moving to other places
I'm sticking around

take down you know I could have been one
of your hometowns
connected by a dollar
that was not found
sticking around

I would have been around
a lot more than I am now
I would've been a better man
than anyone you got now

big money
big plans, man

big love barbie

baby believe me
its not nice to do what you wanna do
when you fake around me
gotta act like ive never known you
what do I gotta do
to be a person to get on tv
when im angry at you
wanna act like ive never loved you

but ive never loved anyone like you

baby you call me
maybe you just say what I wanna hear
you're not listening to me
dreams are paralyzed
and your hairs in my eye
where do you go when I am not here
and I wanna be your clone in disguise

clone

even though it made me sad
I was happy to see you
all dressed up like that
in your morning tuxedo

even though you make me mad
im glad that I met you
all the time thats passed
in that dirty casino

you looked just like a model when I saw you
eyes painted black you're so detached I want you
and if there was a party I would call you
but I lost all my contacts anyhow

even though it makes me sad 
I still smoke when I'm with you
how fucked up is that
what I'd do to be near you

you sound just like a movie with your stories
and I don't even care if they're all lies
and if there was a party would you bring me
I haven't got the will enough to drive

even though it made me sad
I was happy to see you
all dressed up like that
in your morning tuxedo

while you were making history I was crying
to bad movies I pirated online
well if that makes me stupid then im stupid
its too big of a world for you and i

morning tuxedo

I've got a fever its breaking legs
finally got the thing I want but nothing takes your shape
I had a feeling I might come back
lover back at home but nothing hurts that bad

friends don't love me like you
friends dont want me like you

you're still smoking like a kid
if nothing else that was the one thing I wanted you to quit
I had a feeling the other day
dont know if it was happy but its something either way

there's this nothing
that eats me alive 
like a suction
pulling me from inside
and I dont cry
got two cars but no gas
I could drive you
that might help you relax

heavens falling
I know cuz I'm old
and youre fucking
all your friends back at school
hades calling
us down to the dirt
maybe one day ill give back that shirt

theres this nothing that eats me alive like a suction pulling me from inside and I dont cry except for when youre around I could drive you if you meet me in town
heavens falling we still suck at goodbyes I can't love you if you dont let me try hades calling us down from below maybe one day we'll let this all go

friends

I'll be baby ill be a place where you can leave your things
ill have a lock on my door only you can open, falling apart
ill be baby ill be the perfect kind of sad that you can eat
ill be baby ill be a warm kind of mad at everything
ill hold my tongue when I am speaking out of turn
and then it'll all be silent, sober skies, and birds on their own wires

birds they just fall out of the sky
their wings get tired

birds they just fall out of the sky
people fall in love and people die

birds

you're still wearing that blood-stained blue
aren't you
you're still driving that broke down car
hasn't got you very far
i was thinking about those shoes
wouldn't you
we're all wearing that blood-stained blue
its me its me its me and then its you

blood-stained blue

i am nothing like a woman in love
i am nothing like a man
I've got someone who knows my plan
I've been waiting for a witness ive been waiting for a kiss
i have nothing ive lost nothing
I know I pick you up this time
I wouldnt love you if you knew that I did
i have nothing of a woman in me I have nothing of a man
I know someone who knows your plan
she is always waiting up 
and when she is baked enough she will tell you she always tell you
i have nothing of a woman in me
i have nothing of a man
i was hoping you'd understand
i have nothing of a woman in me
i have nothing of a man
I knew you and we had a plan
I know you
never thought that I would ruin you, see what ive done
ive been waiting to see you come
nothing of a woman
nothing of a man
ive been waiting if you can come in
cuz im waiting on a woman, you see 
I have waited for a man
I can be it, I can, I can

nothing

stiff like a knife in the spine
strange love, you and i

spine

drove 40 in a 25
listening to songs I woulda wrote about you if id had the time
your house is on the way to every place I wanna go
center of town where's up where's down ill never know

you make me nervous
when we're talking
cuz I still like you
when im walking
on your left side
you got the stitches
from the tree branch
I used to kiss it
but that's the old me
the new me's different
ill be a good friend
ill make you miss it

feel im changing or going insane
mouth sores from smoking I drink til im naked on the floor
then it all comes back your body on me like a war
you're the one I wanna call to talk to about it all

cuz you know me
how I get quiet
we'll take my car home
you can drive it
and how my hands shake
at the table
im telling jokes to seem more stable
and how I hurt you
I've got this bad blood
its running through me
it makes me angry
but how I loved you
in the mornings
we're waking up 
and we started talking
and its a bad dream
the way it ended
thought at least you'd
do it in person
but Im a liar
everyone knows it
they see right through me
I guess it suits me
I wasn't gonna
tell that story
but you brought it up now I
seem annoying

new year's

hi I like to write songs. don't mind how bad all of them sound. i have no idea how to use garage band nor do I have any idea how to sing or play the guitar or the drums but i wrote these songs and i really wanted to put them somewhere so i tried my best. someone teach me how to produce music pls.

Jessica Lovett

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