Lyrics:

“Baby I can’t earn more time
Cus my souls stuck in the darkness
Hurting myself’s a lie
Cus I can’t say I don’t deserve this
I don’t trust myself
Around it 
Around it…”

Here I go falling to pieces again
Merely I crawled on my knees and wept
Nearly I fall into seizure again
Hear me oh father—no ceasing it
Nobody knows how I’m struggling 
So bloody these blades that I’m juggling 
Nobody wants drugs that I’m smuggling 
I ain’t got nobody to cuddle with


Bathe me in the eternal light
I’m basking in the dead of night 
Alright I lied, I tried to hide, light that died
I’ve been imbibing, I must confide, it’s suicide
If I applied myself I’d find my stride in no time
Ties that bind, dying pride, set aside the cyanide


Dearly I denote in my diary 
Weary of some wolves up inside of me
Yearly have I broken sobriety
Clearly I choke at the sight of thee

Better bide my time and I blind my eyes
Gonna die 9 lives but I’m fine with 5
White lines, high tide, imma fry my mind 
Crying “why why why” thrice sighed & I fly


The skyline is mine, I get high all the time 
As the stars all aligned, blindingly bright do they shine
In a bind, fell behind, confined to my own mind
It’s failure by design, got to get back on my grind 

Co-sign my demise
Despise my disguise
Spied a prize in the skies
Divine, the sties in my eyes
I declined your advice
And I deny the surprises
Rewind to my vices 
Sunsets and sunrises

I won’t find a new way out
All my life I been in doubt
And I don’t really wanna shout
But what’s it really all about?
Sipping water from the spout
Drying out amidst a drought
It’s time I took a different route
Far too busy blowing clouds 

The light inside dies silently 
I might incite a riot defiantly 
I might decide fight or flight, anxiety
Seize violently, step stridently, yeah
Firearms, fireside, fine by me
Oh, to die by your side is impropriety
I don’t mind to collide with society
Psychiatry, sobriety, calliope, yeah


Bathe me in the eternal light
I’m basking in the dead of night 
Alright I lied, I tried to hide, light that died
I’ve been imbibing, I must confide, it’s suicide
If I applied myself I’d find my stride in no time
Ties that bind, dying pride, set aside the cyanide

Bury me in eternal night
Barely breathing I internalize 
Fertilize the maternal line when Im burned alive
I catastrophize I’m cast aside, I been deprived
I was certain I’d be burdensome in your eyes
Certified worlds collide, a sermon was the word alive

Eternal Light

Zanzibar 🛩️ + TempKnight Harrison [ominous music style]

Porcelain Spine

Swallow Glass

This song is a tribute to a dear friend that I lost due to suicide. It's a stark deviation but every bit just as hard.

Starlight Gaze (for Bailey)

Wychkin

Thornmouth [Remastered]

Who Am I Again?

My homie and I did this track a while back and we had hella fun with it

The Fun In Funeral

I might upload a "re-mixed" version simply because I don't really know what I'm doing in the mixing area lol but without further adieu, here's "Lost" by Jester&Calypso!:)

Lyrics:
(Chorus)
Stop, I swear I’ll never hear the end of this...
You said that you would never leave.
I had so much to say, but nothing came to mind...
Wish I could just speak more clearly...

(Verse)
Time is wasted making all these excuses in my head.
Try to think, try to breathe,
Never know just where I’m going

You follow me wherever I go
Just like my shadow
Fading away

And time will not be on our side forever.

*Chorus*

(Verse)
Images of memories
A death that’s neverending
breaking up
breaking down
crumbling apart

(Bridge)
You carry a weight
It’s far too much to bear!
Please give it away!
I need to feel you near...

*Chorus*

Lost

I'm a vocalist/producer/multi-instrumentalist from PDX. 

I've been an audiophile and singer since I was born, I grew up on 90's pop, techno, nu-metal, and pop punk, but have been exploring genres quite a bit.

Stay tuned...

Instagram - reach1nt0thev01d

Lost

Jester&Calypso

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