Lyrics:

“Baby I can’t earn more time
Cus my souls stuck in the darkness
Hurting myself’s a lie
Cus I can’t say I don’t deserve this
I don’t trust myself
Around it 
Around it…”

Here I go falling to pieces again
Merely I crawled on my knees and wept
Nearly I fall into seizure again
Hear me oh father—no ceasing it
Nobody knows how I’m struggling 
So bloody these blades that I’m juggling 
Nobody wants drugs that I’m smuggling 
I ain’t got nobody to cuddle with


Bathe me in the eternal light
I’m basking in the dead of night 
Alright I lied, I tried to hide, light that died
I’ve been imbibing, I must confide, it’s suicide
If I applied myself I’d find my stride in no time
Ties that bind, dying pride, set aside the cyanide


Dearly I denote in my diary 
Weary of some wolves up inside of me
Yearly have I broken sobriety
Clearly I choke at the sight of thee

Better bide my time and I blind my eyes
Gonna die 9 lives but I’m fine with 5
White lines, high tide, imma fry my mind 
Crying “why why why” thrice sighed & I fly


The skyline is mine, I get high all the time 
As the stars all aligned, blindingly bright do they shine
In a bind, fell behind, confined to my own mind
It’s failure by design, got to get back on my grind 

Co-sign my demise
Despise my disguise
Spied a prize in the skies
Divine, the sties in my eyes
I declined your advice
And I deny the surprises
Rewind to my vices 
Sunsets and sunrises

I won’t find a new way out
All my life I been in doubt
And I don’t really wanna shout
But what’s it really all about?
Sipping water from the spout
Drying out amidst a drought
It’s time I took a different route
Far too busy blowing clouds 

The light inside dies silently 
I might incite a riot defiantly 
I might decide fight or flight, anxiety
Seize violently, step stridently, yeah
Firearms, fireside, fine by me
Oh, to die by your side is impropriety
I don’t mind to collide with society
Psychiatry, sobriety, calliope, yeah


Bathe me in the eternal light
I’m basking in the dead of night 
Alright I lied, I tried to hide, light that died
I’ve been imbibing, I must confide, it’s suicide
If I applied myself I’d find my stride in no time
Ties that bind, dying pride, set aside the cyanide

Bury me in eternal night
Barely breathing I internalize 
Fertilize the maternal line when Im burned alive
I catastrophize I’m cast aside, I been deprived
I was certain I’d be burdensome in your eyes
Certified worlds collide, a sermon was the word alive

Eternal Light

Zanzibar 🛩️ + TempKnight Harrison [ominous music style]

Porcelain Spine

Swallow Glass

This song is a tribute to a dear friend that I lost due to suicide. It's a stark deviation but every bit just as hard.

Starlight Gaze (for Bailey)

Wychkin

Thornmouth [Remastered]

Who Am I Again?

My homie and I did this track a while back and we had hella fun with it

The Fun In Funeral

Lyrics:

Take me out of here, I don't want to run out of air.
Take me out of here, I don't want to run out of air.
I hear you calling my name like it's wildfire. 
I just want to let you know that I've never tried to run away. 
Then there's the surprise I see in your eyes. 
Maybe you want to leave this place. 
I do not blame you, but I'm breaking inside. 

Take me out of here. I don't want to run out of air. 
I feel the air get thinner, the walls are beginning to close around me. 
Forget the need to talk, I just need to breathe. 
How long it takes to figure, I guess I could just roll over dead. 
And there's no question about it. 
I hear you calling my name like it's wildfire. 
I just wanted to let you know that I've never tried to run away.
Then there's the surprise I see in your eyes.
Maybe you want to leave this place.
I do not blame you, but I'm breaking inside.

Wildfire

I'm a vocalist/producer/multi-instrumentalist from PDX. 

I've been an audiophile and singer since I was born, I grew up on 90's pop, techno, nu-metal, and pop punk, but have been exploring genres quite a bit.

Stay tuned...

Instagram - reach1nt0thev01d

Wildfire

Jester&Calypso

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